Thursday, April 18, 2013

Chapter 14

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9ager: Rawan Bagoulich shay
Rawan: Shnu?
9ager: A7ibech rawan wallah jad entay 3ajeba w allah ykhalena 7ag ba3ath ;$<3


I was shocked. Lai haldaraja y7bni? Or ga3 yg9 3lay? Klshay ybayen bl nhaya...


Rawan: 7yati ana akthar w amen ;*<3
9ager: 7yati ;* ana lma ared elnadi akalmich ok?
Rawan: Ok take care!
9ager: Inshallah

I closed 9ager's chat and switched to 7mad, the last he sent to me was: Rawon tra bnam lma ag3ad akalmich


I closed whatsapp and switched to twitter instead. I had one mention from a strange guy his account is @AbdullahAlX...

@AbdullahAlX: Rawaaan follow bk ber3a!!


Shyabi hatha?


I followed back to see what was wrong with him...

@RawanAlX: Na3am?
@AbdullahAlX: Shfech mnafsa;s?
@RawanAlX: La2ani ma a3arfik dash faj2a tgouley follow bk shtabi?
@AbdullahAlX: 9ara7a ana 9arli fatra atab3ich bdoun ma asawelich follow w 7baitch!


Shfehum elnas nzal 3laihum el7ub faj2a?;s

W shfeh hatha elthani? Mashallah mn tweetati 7abni? Sh'hal takhaluff!! ;s


@RawanAlX: Agoul 7bebi filha
@AbdullahAlX: Laish:( Mrtb6a?
@RawanAlX: Malik she'3l wai3 shal lazgaa!!
@AbdullahAlX: Khla9 asef la t3a9ben khla9 ana asef ana '3al6an m3asalama



Ksar kha6ri shway 7ram i've been harsh on him


@RawanAlX: Hey enta la tz3al ma kan '3a9di
@AbdullahAlX: Khla9 3adi
@RawanAlX: Akeeed?

He took 5 minutes to answer...

@AbdullahAlX: Ee
@RawanAlX: Laish 6awalt 3la ma trd?
@AbdullahAlX: DM zgaaan!
@RawanAlX: Loool ok:D
@AbdullahAlX: Rawan 3adi athefich whatsapp?

Mabi athefa 2 boys + boys in school kafy 3ndi bl whatsapp!

@RawanAlX: Sorry 3bdullah bas magdar
@AbdullahAlX: Laish? La tfakren '3la6 wallah bas 3shan DM khara wallah mu shay thani


I thought for a moment and then gave him my number, i started chatting with him, but i was surprised to know that he was 9ager's cousin
I was really scared to talk to 9ager when 3bdullah told me that he knew him, akeed 9ager ra7 yfham '3la6 w y3a9b. I don't want to lose him...


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It was that night, that worst night of my entire life. I never thought this day would actually come...

It was about 11:30pm...


See my mom's policy here ena lazem enam elsa3a 9 3shan elmdrsa bas 6ab3an ana ma anam ag3ad bdari ajabel elphone;p Shnu dyaya anam mbacher?:D


I was in bed mjabla my phone talking to 7mad & 9ager, swalef 3adya ;p

I then got a whatsapp from my mom, it was a joke, but i didn't bother myself to read it...


Rawan ya '3abya quick hide your phone your mom might come to your room and see you'tre not a sleep!!!

La Rawan your mom has total trust in you she'll not come.

Hide it Rawan before you regret it


And my thoughts kept on arguing, but it was shut by a squeak sound from the door...

The door slowly kept on opening, but i couldn't quite catch who was the one opening it...




It was my mom.



The moment she made the door fully opened that was the moment that i quickly hid my phone under the pillow and pretended to be asleep. but my plan didn't work. She caught me.

My mom came closer to me and by every step she make my heart skips a beat.


Told ya!

You're in big trouble Ms. Rawan!


Mom: "La wallah w ana 3bali nayma?"

I could hear her, but i just made myself like a fool and ignored her...

Mom: "Goumay goumay adri ga3da"

I couldn't ignore much, i slowly opened my eyes and saw her standing straight staring sharply at me...

Mom: "Wain eltalfon yebeeh" she ordered


Re7na feeeeeeehhaaa!!!!


Rawan: "La la khla9 wallah anam wallah" i held my phone closely to my chest so she won't be able to grab it...
Mom: "Yebeeh" she said sharply
Rawan: "Khla9 yuma wallah a7i6a 3la elsh7an w anam wallaah!"
Mom: "Rawan yebeeh!" she repeated with a high voice


7sait enha kanat shaka bshay

I gave her my phone quietly and placed my head on the pilllow hoping she won't open my phone...


Shit! My whatsapp notifications are on!!

Shit! I do not have a password for my phone!!

Allah yr7amni...


I stayed few moments just thinking about what will happen, and hoping that my mom will not check my phone




Mom: "Ma tst7ii 3la wayhik? Ma tkhaf 3la lkhawatik? 3balik elbnat l3ba 3bdik? Khou entw yal shbab kla ga9en 3la elbnat yalla rou7 w en shftik dag 3la hal raqam aw mkalem bnti mra thanya ya wailek" I heard my screaming from her room, she was really angry

At that precise moment i wished to die, 7mad & 9ager are not those kind of people i know them well. I felt numb. I kept thinking and thinking and thinking till my head exploded...
At that awful night i cried myslef to sleep.

Could the love that i gave 7mad & 9ager go to waste? NO! I love them, they became a part of my life now i can't easily let them go!!


I woke up bl '3a9b the next morning for school, but suddenlt it all hit me, all what happened yesterday just came in to my mind.


Please God be with me, i really need you. Forgive my mistakes, please god please.


I was late for school, so i quickly dressed up and went off to school with my father and brothers...


Could my mother tell my father? But that'll be worse! But my father is totally being good to me, ya3ni mu m3a9b!


I arrived to school and made my way directly to my class, i entered and sat on my seat without giving an attention to anyone...




At break, i told Jenan and jana what happened...


Jenan&Jana: "Chathaba!" she was shcoked
Rawan: "Wallah! Ana sma3t'ha t9arekh 3la wa7d mnhum ya 7mad ya 9ager"

They didn't say a word they sure was surprised...


At English class Jude was sitting next to me, and i can't hide on her anyhting, especially her...

Rawan: "Khathaw talfoni" i said in a low voice
Jude: "Ha?" she couldn't hear me
Rawan: "Khathaw talfoni" i repeated
Jude: "Chathaba"
Rawan: "wallah" i looked at the ground


Did i do something wrong? Ok maybe i did, bas ya3ni 7ram elwa7d y7ib? Shnu mushkelat elensan etha ta3alag bshakh9 9ar ohwa kl 7yata? Tra el7ub mu 3aib. el7ub yabi shakh9 yfhamla, shakh9 y3aref yt3amal ma3ah, shakh9 ya9ber w yt7amal. Bas wain elwa7d yelga kl hal mwa9efat bshakh9 wa7d bhal wagt?


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