Chapter 23

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Here's chapter 23 x enjoy it beautiful people x
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I couldn't handle it, i cried. I stayed there covering my face with my hands and crying.
My mom kept talking and talking, but i couldn't focus on any other thing than what will happen to me next.


Mom: "Mashy ya rawan, KIL HATHA RA7 YOU9AL 3END OBOUCH!! GOUMAY KHAL9ENI LEBSAY YALLAH ELBAIT YALLAH"


I did nothing more than what she told me...


All the way from my grandmother's house to our home, she kept cursing and ch3ming me..
I didn't stop crying

(Shraykum eb ch3ming;p?)




I arrived back home and went straight to my room, laid on bed and started crying hardly
Really it was the worst day i have ever had; i have never cried this much before in my life


Mom: "Goumay obouch yabeeech" she said in a digust way and left


I felt something strange, something i've never felt before...



Shnu bgouli obouy?


Wala 3umra 6agni 3la 9j, kila '3shmara


Wala 3umra z3al mni, bas hal mara akeed ra7 yz3al w y3a9ib


Yuba tkfa same7ni..


I got up from bed feeling numb, unwanted, and frigtened...


I went to my dad's room...
Knocked the door and entered...

Rawan: "Y-yub-a?" i was afraid, my voice was shaky


T3afroun elsh3our ely mn kither ma tabchoun chena 9ayer fekum nashla? Eeeh eeh chethi kint ana::::


Dad: "9kay elbab w t3alay" he said in a sarcastic way

I did what i was told, and went back facing him...


Dad: "Mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he said staring deeply at me; i was staring at the ground
Dad: "Rawan mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he repeated with a harder, louder tone

I didn't say a word, i just kept weaping and crying like a little baby

Dad: "MA TA7ACHAAAINNN???" he yelled at me w kanat awal mara ashouf obouy y9arekh chethi
Rawan: "Yuba ma- *sniff* madri"
Dad: "SHNU MATADREN?! TKALMEN 9BAYAN! Mnu hatha 9ager ely gayelich sam7eni rawan 3la ely swaita w ana a7ibech wayed w mshtaglich!??"


I kept quiet just crying...
I cried for both; my dad & 9ager

Ma hgaita ra7 yerja3 w wallah 9damni 7ail lma obouy gali


Twik tathkerni 9ager?

Wayed ta2akhart...



Dad: "Wallah ya rawan en ma t7achaity byeech 6rag y3almich shloun"



Since when my dad ykalemni chethi?

Wallah ma swait shay 7aram! Kil ely swaita eny 7bait shnu 7aram?

Elwa7id ma y7ib bhal dnya?



Rawan: "Yuba madri! Wa7id kint a3arfa mn twitter *sniff*"
Dad: "Mn mta t3arfena?"
Rawan: "Sna" i said in a low voice
Dad: "Cham???!!!" he stared at me in disbelief
Rawan: "Sna" i repeated and i raised my face to look at his face reaction; it was scary ::

I looked back at the ground


Minutes passed by and he didn't say a word, i lifted my head up and saw him checking my phone, then he saw me w can mbayen 3laih 7ail mt'thayeg.

I moved some footsteps towards him and hugged him, i hugged him hard. Cheni awal mara alim obouy w mn zeman mu shayfta, cheni nag9a 7anan!


Dad: "Wallah ya rawan ana ga3da agoulich chethi 7ag ma9la7tich w karamtich, ela elkarama ya rawan" he said to me comforting me
Rawan: "Yuba wallah asfa" i said it while i burst out my tears


Dad: "Eeh t3alay mnu Shahad AlX?"
Rawan: "Rfejti kanat m3ay bl madresa"
Dad: "Hach talfonich kalmeha 9arlaha sa3a tdzlich whatsapp w goulelha obouy ra7 yakhith talfoni"
Rawan: "Enshallah"



Shahad is my childhood friend, she's thin, taqreban 6ouli bas ana a6wal;$, mt7ajba, cute small eyes, she has kinda skin color? Madri wallah shahod shnu lounich:D?

(She's reading this right now ^^ ;p)

Shahad is trustworthy, lovable, and an amazing person<3 Love u gurl xx


Rawan: Shahood magdar a6awil shahood obouy byakhith talfoni
Shahad: Laish!

I told her the whole story...

Shahad: Ambaaih rawoon 7yatii la tabcheen!! Everything's going to be alright!
Rawan: Enshallah
Rawan: Shahood tkalmena?
Shahad: 9ager?
Rawan: Eeh
Shahad: Shagoula
Rawan: Goulela ena kathaw talfoni la2ani shafouni akalmik w ena ana a7iba wayed
Shahad: Mmmm ok enshallah
Rawan: Thankyou<3
Shahad: Np;*
Rawan: Enzain yallah ana magdar a6awil akalmich bain fatra w fatra ok?
Shahad: Okay :(
Rawan: Love you, bye;*
Shahad: Lovee you moore!! Bye:(;*


End of chat.