Chapter 39

Salaaaaaaaam;p


This story will end SOON and i mean it so SOOON;p!!


I might write a 100% FICTION "not true" story!
So ely yabeni aktib a new story YGOULE 3shan etha wayed yaboun i will write a new story..


Enjoyy x
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Teacher: "Come on grade 9 break is over let's go to class"

I was not in the mood to study at this day..

I went back home, ate lunch, did my homework, and sat playing with my phone...

I entered kik wanting to chat with 7mad, i missed him and i wanted to thank him for that day

Rawan: Gwa 7mad

For about 10 minutes later he replied...

7mad: Hala obouy allah ygwech

Rawan: La tboug kelmtii;p

I meant 'Hala obouy' cuz i like saying that word..

7mad: Lool asef;p

Rawan: Shlounik?

7mad: Zain, wentay?

Rawan: 7mdellah bkhair

7mad: Doum

Rawan: Weyak

7mad: Ameeeeen ya rab mu m3a '3airy

Rawan: Lool maynoun!

7mad: Eeh maynoun feech

Okay i was a little bit shy, just a little bit ;D

I read but ignored, madre shagoul..

7mad: Shfech skatay

Rawan: Mafeni

And there it goes..

The fact that i don't want to talk to boys anymore hit me again..

So not at the good time!!

Rawan: 7mad ana bas b'3ait agoulik mashkour 3la thak elyoum jad kan a7la youm b7yate 9j ena ma kan wedi ashoufik wenta bhal 7ala bas allah ygawmik blsalama wyshfeek thankyou<3

7mad: Ana ely elmafrouth atshakar mnich entay akher ensana hgait'ha ra7 tyeli wallah kbartay b3aine wayed w mukanich bgalbi kebar ba3ad;p

Rawan: Teslam ma tga9r yallah tabi shay?

Haday rawan mu chethii 3aad!!;/

7mad: La salamtich

Rawan: Yallah m3a elsalama;*

7mad: Rawan?

Rawan: Hala

7mad: Wain 3younha?

I didn't reply..

7mad: Rawan fech shay?

Rawan: La

7mad: 3yl laish m3a elsalama?

Rawan: Bas 7mad mabi akalim 9byan

7mad: Wana al7en 9ert 9bay 3adi blnsba lch?

Rawan: Madre 7mad!

7mad: Aha chethi elsalfa

Rawan: Shnu

7mad: Yallah ma tshoufen shar m3a elsalama

Wtf did you just do Rawan?

This could be the end of it all!!!

Why do you keep destroying things when they are actually working out for you?

Stupid girl.

And offcoase? The only way to get out of this world is by crying..

I cried myself to sleep..

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Weeks passed by and my life is pretty much good but i'm missing half of my heart, but i'm living on the other...

As you see, 7mad owns half of my heart, and the other half? For other people...

To make it easier? 7mad over everybody.

At school? Well, i'm not doing that great.

My total got much lower in the second report; i admit i wasn't studying.

Jude: "Emshaw taboun ngoulha al7en 3an elyear book w shnu ra7 nsawe blbazaar?"

Layan: "Eeh okay yallah emshaw"

Rawan: "Laish ma tkhlouna b79t'ha mnha nthay3 waqt w ma nkhaser waqt elbreak"

Jenan: "Eeeh!"

Jude: "Hhhh khla9 okay b79t'ha 3shan b3ad el9byan ysm3oun shbnswy"

Layan: "Yallah okay"

And right after the break was our Algebra class, and we were wanting to the to tell the teacher about what we were going to do for our yearbook and bazaar because she was the middle school coordinater..

Jude: "Ms we want to tell you what will we do for the yearbook and bazaar"

Teacher: "Yeah okay go ahead"

Jude: "For the yearbook we wan-"

Teacher: "First of all for the yearbook you need supplies right? So why don't you write everything you want and i'll see if i can give you exceptions for it" she interrupted her

Jude: "Okay khla9 m7amd enta e6ba3 elsupplies yebhum bacher"

M7amd: "Okayy"

Teacher: "And for the bazaar what are you willing to do?"

Layan: "We want to do games and we will represent USA"

Teacher: "Only games? Don't you want to sell food or anything?"

Layan&Jude: "No only games"

Teacher: "Okay what kind of games?"

They continued planning on what we'll do, w thanks to me, thaya3na n9 el79a=))!

The rest of my day was awful, i really mean awful!!

I entered twitter just checking my timeline..

I saw 9ager tweeting ask? Malal..

Shkhbaree 9agerr;p!!

I miss him el7ywan;p

I entered his ask any said anonymously 'i miss you yl'3baar;p'

Moments later he replied 'Mnu?'

I said 'Can't say i'm sorry but you should really know that i miss you'

He said 'Ya 3ami ana zain fale7 blenglaizy b3ad yay tkalemni english;(

I said '3shan abayenlik eni eb mdrsa kha9a w ketha;p."

I then entered my ask and found a question..

Question: 'Enty ely eb my ask?' 9ager Alx

I was happy that he knew me, but 6a7 mn 3aine 7aaaaaaaiiilll later...

I entered is ask and said not anonymously 'Eeh ana ely eb your ask;p'

After 15 minutes or so i got 4 questions in ask and all of them were "WHAT'S YOUR KIK?"

To be honest, i really thought it was 9ager so i said my kik..

But my thoughts were wrong, it was "7abeebat 9ager" which her name was Dalal...

Dalal: Salam

Rawan: 3laikum elsalam

Dalal: El9ara7a ely methl ashkalich ma aslem 3alehum bas elsalam lallah mu lch, bas bagoulich sha'3la? dam 9ager ma gam ykalmich felay 3ana eb kubrah w wakhray 3anah mashe? La2ana he's mine! W m7ad ra7 yakhtha;* w la tg3den klshway tdzeen la rfeejah y9wrah 3shan tshoufenah fechay fechay 3anah! A9lan ohwa madre shloun shaf wayhich w ma ekhtra3 ya wajh el3anz, ma aloumich estkhfaity 3aleh la2ana jamel w shaf wa7da methlich fa yanety b3dain ya 7yate entay la t9adgen rou7ch wayed ma kan y7ibch kan ythay3 waqt w asasan kentaw friends w entay ya khfefa kentay mayta 3aleh el9ara7a kesarty kha6re;( etha taben ana athab6lich wa7d nafs 7ajmich w nafs jkrich tra 3adii;(

Those were the exact words she told me^^

I wasn't hurt like this ever!!

And wtf jassem? (9ager's friend)

Flashback..

We were just friends..

And he looks like such a great person so i decided to tell him that i used to know his friend...

Rawan: Jassem?

Jassem: 3younah

Rawan: Ana knt akalim your friend plz la tfhamni '3la6 bas gtlik 3shan la y9er shay b3dain

Jassem: Mnu?

Rawan: Magdar agoul

Jassem: Laish

Rawan: Bas

Jassem: Entay ma tben tgoulen 3shan khayfa la agoula 9a7?

Rawan: Eeeh

Jassem: Enzain wetha w3adtich eni magoula?

Rawan: Okay..

That's my problem, i trust people way too easily..

Jassem: "Wa3ad eni magoula

Rawan: 9ager

Jassem: Aha

The next day i got a snapchat from Jassem 9ager saying "Alsalam 3laikum"

Rawan: 3nad elvideo?

Jassem: Shaku 3nad?

Rawan: Eeh ok

Back to reality...

Wow el9ara7a jassem? Ahneeek *claps* l3bt'ha 3lay 9a7:)!

Rawan: Okay fe shay taben tgoulena b3ad?

Dalal:W tra he's mine again and again mouttaaaay ambaih 9ara7a ana awal mara ashouf bent chethe ga6a nafs'ha 3la el9byan shnu maku karama? chba7 wayh! La w 76atle 9ourat'ha avatar w dp agoul sheleha sheleha 3shan ttzwjain tra etha ma shlteha btg3den eb bait obouch lain tmouten;( TFFUU 3alech ylwa9kha w khal ashem re7at khabar ench sa2la 3anah wela dazatla ask wala shay wqassam la ansech 7aleb omich;*

Rawan: Awal shay m7ad 6alab rayich enshallah ag3ad eb bait obouy lain amout entay shaku? Bayga 7lal obouch ana? W tra kla salam 3la 9ager:) w lel3lm mu ana ely re7t w glt 7ag rfejah t3al 9awerly yah ohwa ely ya w bda k? elsmou7a bas mara7 anazel mustway akthar warid 3laich;*

I deleted her..

I was extremely hurt..

After 5 minutes i recieved a new kik message...

.....: Hello? Esm3e bgulech shay.. n9e7a mne ya3ni wakhray 3an 9ager! la tetlzgain mafe karama wmra7a yredlch 9dgeni la shafch elwer3? 9arqa mnu el7mar ely bekhale elmalak wyru7 7ag elzbala jad? Fakray feha ya3nii! Abk wakhray wayed a7san wgulay 7ag dalal thlfay shoufay shy9er fech!

La jad?

Shlsalfa?

 

I didn't reply, deleted & blocked

I captured it all & sent it to Layan...

Layan: 7greeha rawoon wallah me7tara mnichh! Tabeni akalim 9ager?

Rawan: Shtgoulela?

Layan: Malich sh'3l

Rawan: Layan mn9je

Layan: Bagoula ena khal te7trm nfs'ha la tg3ad tsb khalg allah

Rawan: Okay.

And as usual & as i got to used it; i cried myself to sleep..