Hey guys! Finally i posted ;p sorry for making you wait:*
Enjoy the chapter and pweeease comment !!;*
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I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all what I saw is black...
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I felt somebody shaking my arm gently trying to wake me up, i forced my self to open my eyes and see what was going around, where am I?
...: "Lulu 7abebtii fe shay y3awrich !"
Yes! All my body hurts me, i felt numb, i wanted to answer my mom and tell her yes my body hurts, my heart is stressed. I want Jassim, without him i'm broken. Please yeboli Jassim! :'(
Me: "Wain Jassim?" I said in a tired low voice
Mom: "Bl 3naya el murakaza don't worry honey mafe ella el 3afya"
What the hell did mom just say ?!
Bl 3naya el murakaza !! Am I dreaming?
This can't be happening! People died when they were in there! I don't want Jassim to die.
I cried, i just couldn't help it...
Mom: "Lulu mama la tabchen allah ygawma bl salama"
Lulu: "Abii arou7 ashoufa *sniff*"
Mom: "May9er el doctor gal lazim trta7ain"
Lulu: "Mabi mabi abi Jassim yeboli jassim !!!" I started screaming and crying like a 5 year old child who lost her toy. Don't blame me.
My mom went oustide to call the doctor while i tried taking of the wires that was placed on me to go and see Jassim.
The doctors entered and tried to calm me down...
The doctor: "Relax Lulu i'm here to help you what do you want?"
Lulu: "I want Jassim please i beg you i just wanna see him please" i cried and begged him
The doctor: "But you have to rest now how about tomorrow we go and see him?"
Lulu: "I'd rather die but not him please i just want to make sure he's fine it won't too long i promise"
The doctor: "Ok fine let's go" he sighed
There it was, I was maybe about 5 inches away from Jassim's room, i couldn't enter cause i knew if i did, i won't let him and go.
The doctor: "What are you waiting for come on this is his room"
Lulu: "I can't do this"
The doctor: "Why not?" He asked confusingly
Lulu: "If i entered i won't let him go" i said in a low voice
The doctor: "What?"
Lulu: "Just take me back to my room"
The doctor; "What about Jassim?"
Lulu: "I'll see him later"
The doctor: "Mrs. Lolwa are you okay?"
Lulu: "I want to fo back to my room"
The doctor held my hand and took me back to my hospital room, i hated in here, it feels like jail! I miss my friends, i miss Gust, i miss Dr. James embarrasing me infront of everyone when i'm late, i miss Jassim. I miss that day when we were in the library together and he asked to marry me. It can't be all going with a blink of an eye!
Why is this happening to me?
Seriously where did i go wrong?
Will Jassim die?
Will I die ?
Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i'm still trying to find an answer...
I read some Quran so i could feel better and slept to stop my mind from thinking that much.
Enjoy the chapter and pweeease comment !!;*
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I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all what I saw is black...
-
I felt somebody shaking my arm gently trying to wake me up, i forced my self to open my eyes and see what was going around, where am I?
...: "Lulu 7abebtii fe shay y3awrich !"
Yes! All my body hurts me, i felt numb, i wanted to answer my mom and tell her yes my body hurts, my heart is stressed. I want Jassim, without him i'm broken. Please yeboli Jassim! :'(
Me: "Wain Jassim?" I said in a tired low voice
Mom: "Bl 3naya el murakaza don't worry honey mafe ella el 3afya"
What the hell did mom just say ?!
Bl 3naya el murakaza !! Am I dreaming?
This can't be happening! People died when they were in there! I don't want Jassim to die.
I cried, i just couldn't help it...
Mom: "Lulu mama la tabchen allah ygawma bl salama"
Lulu: "Abii arou7 ashoufa *sniff*"
Mom: "May9er el doctor gal lazim trta7ain"
Lulu: "Mabi mabi abi Jassim yeboli jassim !!!" I started screaming and crying like a 5 year old child who lost her toy. Don't blame me.
My mom went oustide to call the doctor while i tried taking of the wires that was placed on me to go and see Jassim.
The doctors entered and tried to calm me down...
The doctor: "Relax Lulu i'm here to help you what do you want?"
Lulu: "I want Jassim please i beg you i just wanna see him please" i cried and begged him
The doctor: "But you have to rest now how about tomorrow we go and see him?"
Lulu: "I'd rather die but not him please i just want to make sure he's fine it won't too long i promise"
The doctor: "Ok fine let's go" he sighed
There it was, I was maybe about 5 inches away from Jassim's room, i couldn't enter cause i knew if i did, i won't let him and go.
The doctor: "What are you waiting for come on this is his room"
Lulu: "I can't do this"
The doctor: "Why not?" He asked confusingly
Lulu: "If i entered i won't let him go" i said in a low voice
The doctor: "What?"
Lulu: "Just take me back to my room"
The doctor; "What about Jassim?"
Lulu: "I'll see him later"
The doctor: "Mrs. Lolwa are you okay?"
Lulu: "I want to fo back to my room"
The doctor held my hand and took me back to my hospital room, i hated in here, it feels like jail! I miss my friends, i miss Gust, i miss Dr. James embarrasing me infront of everyone when i'm late, i miss Jassim. I miss that day when we were in the library together and he asked to marry me. It can't be all going with a blink of an eye!
Why is this happening to me?
Seriously where did i go wrong?
Will Jassim die?
Will I die ?
Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i'm still trying to find an answer...
I read some Quran so i could feel better and slept to stop my mind from thinking that much.
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