Chapter 8

Hey guys x shlunkom ;p, so i'm receiving those wierd and rude comments on ask, but i delete and will continue deleting those type of comments. Don't like the blog don't read it wallah it's not hard, don't like my tweets there's an unfollow button just press it! Is it that hard? Seriously, GET A LIFE.

Anyways enjoy chapter 8 xo
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It's been 6 months, six months since i got out of the hospital, six months of me not knowing anything about the outside world, six months of me not going to the university, six months of me not having all the fun i use to have, six months filled with sadness, depression, loneliness, not tasting have of the fun. 

My eyes are black and hurting so bad from crying, it's hard to move my mouth to fake smile cause i haven't smile since their death...
My parents and Jassim, they were all gone.

They've gone and they took my happiness with them, they've gone and my life is so miserable without them. I just couldn't believe it that i stayed in '3ayboba for almost 3 months...

You know when you lose your parents? It's like losing yourself, and you know when you lose your love? It's like losing your heart. Two at the same day? It's just too much to handle...

My parents and Jassim were dead in an airplane crash. Jassim's treatment was not well-known in Kuwait, so my parents decided to go with Jassim instead of his parents to Germany to make the surgery there. Before they even take off the tires started to shake and each flew far away from the other till the plane lost control and crashed.

Currently, i'm living with 7mani and his wife at a new house. I asked 7mani if we could change out house cause every single spot reminds me of my parents.

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7mani: "7mdellah 3la salamtich yal '3alya"
Lulu: "Tslm 7mani" i tried so hardly to fake smile
7mani: "Shfech a7isch lail7en ta3bana"
Lulu: "7mani 3adi t6ale3ni ? Abi ashouf el Kuwait abi ashouf el nas wallah ma tadri shkther thayig khelgii!"
7mani: "Mn 3youni hathi gabel hathi wain btrou7en?"
Lulu: "360, Avenues, Ba7ar ay mukan el mohem arou7 ashem hawa!!"
7mani: "7ather elly tabena ra7 y9eer. Yallah namshi ?"
Lulu: "Yallah"

7mani grabbed my luggage as i waited for him in the car, we were out of the hospital heading back home...
Dhdh

I checked my phone, dozens of people sent me stuff like "3atham allah ajrch", "Keep smiling", "8atha2 w 8adar", but i just ignored them. 

I bbmed Shaikha and told her...

Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Gwa Shaikha :)

By seconds she replied me...

Shaikha Al-X...; LUUUUULLLLLUUUU !!!!!!!!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Halla :)
Shaikha Al-X...: YAL CHALBAA 6 MONTHS ME NO SEE YOU! 
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Laish ma zrteeni :)?
Shaikha Al-X...: KANAW EL ZGAGEEN MAN3EEN 3ANICH EL ZYARAA!! Ygoulon enty wayed ta3bana !! Shlunich w mta 6ala3tay !
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Undescribeble feeling :) Elyoum twa 6al3a rada el bait
Shaikha Al-X...: Ee Lulu 3atham allah ajrch :'( !!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Ajrna w ajrch x
Shaikha Al-X...: TA3ALAAAYYY BAITNASA MN ZEMAN MU SHAYFTICHHHH !!!:'(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Barid e bait wallah 7di ta3bana araye7 w b3dain i visit you ok?
Shaikha Al-X...: Okay :(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: W goulay 7g Saro tyi b3d wallah i miss u guys </3
Shaikha Al-X...: US MORREEE<33 !!!!!! :'( 
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Yallah ttyl.

I closed my phone and stared at the sky...

Lulu: "Ya rab enik ter7am ahali w Jassim w tsakenhum bl janna mu bl nar ya rab<3" I said to myself

Lulu: "Umm... 7mani b3dain barou7 bait shaikha ok ?" 
7mani: "Ana awadeech?"
Lulu: "La laish i can drive"
7mani: "Ok mts btrou7een?"
Lulu: "El 3a9r al7en barou7 badeba machbous w bnam shwy b3dain barou7"
7mani: "Hhh ok take care"
Lulu: "Enshallah"


We arrived home, and i ate the best machbous dyay ever in my life <3!!

Dalal and the wasn't home she was out with some friends, it was time for me to go to shaikha's bs mabi akhalii 7mani brou7a bl bait

Lulu: "Umm... 7mani?" I knocked his room door
7mani: "Halla Lulu dekhlay"
Lulu: "Khla9 mabi arou7 bait shayoukh"
7mani: "Laish"
Lulu: "Dalal mu mawjouda bl bait w etha ana 6la3t enta ra7 tg3ad brou7ik"
7mani: "Shnu ya3ni byi el yni w yakelni ?" He teased me
Lulu: "Haha shaku! Bs ra7 tmil"
7mani: "Don't worry 7bebti barou7 el dwanya ana rou7ay estansay"
Lulu: "Are you sure?"
7mani : "Ee wallah i'm sure"
Lulu: "Okay then i'll go now see you later"
7mani: "Okay 7bebti deerbalich 3la nafsich"
Lulu: "Enshallah you too"

I went outside, drove to Shaikha's house...

After driving half an hour i finally arrived, i called Shaikha to inform her that i was on my way to her bedroom...
I saw khalty Amani (Shaikha's mom), and Salman (Shaikha's 11 year old brother) sitting in the living room watching tv...


AWKWARD!


Lulu: "Umm alsalam 3laikum"
Khalty Amani: "Halla halla wallah b Lulu" she got up and hugged me
Lulu: "Halla fech khalty salman shlunik?" i tried to smile
Salman: "Good"
Lulu: "Khalty Shyoukh b'3urfta'ha?"
Khalty Amani: "Ee 93delaha tdlen '3urfat'ha 9a7?"
Lulu: "Eee adlha mashkura"

I made my way to Shaikha's room, knocked and entered...

Shaikha: "LUUUULLLWWAAAAAAAA" she shouted and gave me a hug that kasar 3thami :)
Lulu: "Aaayyy ayyy wakhraaaaaay!!"
Shaikha: "Yal chalba shlunich I MISSED YOU more than you could imagine"
Lulu: "Wallah i missed you more yal bgara now wakhray!"

Akheran she let go of me...

Lulu: "Huf allah yakhthich ksartay 3thami"
Shaikha: "A7ibech Lulu shswy"
Lulu: "G6ay nafsich mn el dresha ;$"
Shaikha: "Chna 36aitch wayh?"
Lulu: "Chub ella ta3alay wain saro?"
Shaikha: "She couldn't make it she's busy with her boyfriend"
Lulu: "Boyfriend? Mn mta saro 3ndha boyfriend?" i was shocked
Shaikha: "Before 1 month maybe, he's in your Literature class i think you know him esma Abdulwahab Al-X..."

Bdoun mjamala my eyes was wide open so did my mouth...
I couldn't belive it, Sara with Wahab? Seriously?


La7tha wait why do I even care?

Let them love each other w they get married ana shaku!

Ambeeh laykoun I feelings for Wahab!!!!!

NO Lulu shga3d tgoulen enty you'll never love any other person than Jassim!


Shaikha: "Heeeeew wain sara7tay" she waved her hand infront of my face
Lulu: "H-ha la wla mukan kani mawjouda"
Shaikha: "Enzain shtabena nswy?"
Lulu: "Kaifech i just came to see you cuz i miss you"
Shaikha: "Ya3ni al7en btrou7en!?"
Lulu: "I think"
Shaikha: "Etha 6la3tay al7en ana mu rfejtich anymore"
Lulu: "Ola shd3wa"
Shaikha: "Shnu shd3wa! You come only for 5 min w trou7en?"
Lulu: "Khla9 i'm staying lma tshb3en mni okay?"
Shaikha: "OK!"


I had and amzazing night with Shaikha since i got back home from the hospital, we stayed at home but at least there was someone with me, someone who understands me, someone who i can tell what's in my heart too.

I went back home so late, so i quickly went to my room without waking anyone up...
I was about to sleep before i got that weird text messege from an unknown number...

...: Lulu bagoulich shay!


To be continued...