Hello to the beautiful person reading this x
This chapter is dedicated to a really sweet person! @Ghsoun_ i think is her acc;p madre shay che;p
If you're reading this, i love u;p
Enjoy it to the max people & don't forget please!! Your comments? Makes my day<3
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I barely slept this night, i was thinking about what will happen when i meet 7mad.
I know it's wrong, specially for a 14 year old like me but what to do? When you fall in love, it's really hard to let go.
And as YousefJR 'Yousef Jassem Ramadhan' said: "Love and age are not related"
I woke up on the annoying sound of Khaled's..
Khaled: "Rawan"
"Rawaan goumay!!"
"RAWAAAAN!!!"
Rawan: "Weja3 khaled e6la3 w9k el lait bnam!"
Khaled: "Goumay yallah rfejatich barra"
I opened my eyes and gave khaled the wtf look.
Khaled: "La tkhzen chethi wallah rfejatich barra twa dgaw talfon"
I shifted my gaze at the mini clock on the table next to me, 9 am..
Shit.
Laish ya jana w jenan ma tkhloun elwa7d yt'hna bnoumtaa;(
Rawan: "Enzain enta yallah elbs bser3a 3la ma ana adsh el7mam wabdel"
Khaled: "Ana aye?"
Rawan: "Eeh mama galat akhtik m3ay"
Khaled: "Okay yallah mu t6wlen"
I rushed to the bathroom, did my thing, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and went back to my room to change my clothes..
I wore my dark purple PINK t-shirt, a kinda silver-gold color pants, and a nike white and gold shoes, i grabbed my phone and went..
Rawan: "Mama tra e7na ray7en okay?"
Mama: "Yallah allah weyakum, taboun flous?"
Rawan: "La ma n7taj bas bnshouf 79in w nrja3"
Mama: "Yallah kaifkum derbalkum 3la nfskum"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
I went off running to the driver's car...
Jenan: "Rawan? Sa3a sa3a?"
Rawan: "Eklay khara m7ad galich t3alay mbacher ma khlaiteni anam"
Jana: "Entay shkither tnamen?"
Rawan: "Lel2saf wayed"
Kila mnashbeni yakhi shtboun ana w7da a7ib elnoum;(
After we arrived to the hunting and equestrian club, we met with our teacher and some classmates..
We began to ran around having fun..
The boys wanted to go and play football in the field, but jenan, jana, layan & I decided to stay in the car..
On our way to the car my phone rang so i stopped to pick it up...
Rawan: "Aloo?"
Stranger: "Aloo"
I recognized it, it was 9ala7...
Rawan: "Hala 9ala7"
Stranger: "Ana 3end 7mad"
My heart skipped a beat...
Rawan: "Ohwa ga3d?"
9ala7: "La twa nam"
Rawan: "Okay wshgalaw feh?"
9ala7: "Kaser bl7outh" he said in a voice i can barely hear
Rawan: "Shnu?" i asked
9ala7: "kaser bl7outh rawan kaser bl7outh" he replied in a low, sad tone
I stopped talking, walking, etc..
My entire body just froze..
No this can't be happening to 7mad!
Wake me up from this nightmare!!
Layan: "Yallah rawaan emshaay"
I ignored her and asked about 7mad..
Rawan: "Ya3ni 7mad ra7 y9eer mu3aq?"
9ala7: "Klshay eb eid allah"
Rawan: "Bas e7tmal y9er mu3aq 9a7?"
9ala7: "Entay shqa9dich eb mu3aq?"
Rawan: "Qa9di ena mara7 yamshi ba3ad wkila 3al weelchair hatha qa9di"
9ala7: "Eeh e7tmal kber ykoun chethi bas laish tfakren chethi? 7mad mana3ta qaweya wenshallah hal 7adth ma ykoun yayebla wayed thrar, rawan 7mad ma yabi mnich ela eldu3aa2"
Rawan: "Wallah ra7 ad3ela bas 9ala7 abeh yerja3 nafs gabl"
I hid my tears as i walked to the car..
9ala7: "Enshallah ra7 yerja3 nafs gabil wa7san ba3ad"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
9ala7: "Yallah ana ast2thin m3a elsalama"
Rawan: "M3a elsalama"
I entered the car and "acted" normal..
Jana: "Mnu kntay tklmen?"
Rawan: "M7ad"
Seriously rawan? Is is that even a lie? Or a stupid joke?
Layan: "Yallah yallah goulay"
Rawan: "M7ad shfekum!" i giggled
Layan: "Yallah rawan goulay 3afya"
Rawan: "9ala7"
Layan: "Mnu hatha"
Jana: "Mnu 9ala7?"
Rawan: "Weld khal 7mad"
Jana: "Wentay shaku mkalmta"
Rawan: "Ohwa ely dag 3lay"
Layan: "Ok shyabi?"
Rawan: "Bas gale shfeh 7mad"
Layan: "Shfeeh 7mad?"
Rawan: "Kaser bl7outh"
Layan: "Umbaay!"
Layan is the kind of a girl that's get emotional easily, and she really gets into the sitiuation when you're chatting/talking with her.
Jenan: "Shnu ya3ni?"
Rawan: "Ya3ni e7tmal ma yamshi"
Layan: "Umbaaaay!!"
Eeh w wayed tgoul umbay etha t7amesat=))
Layan: "Wshgalola?"
Rawan: "Madre elyoum barou7la" i said confidently
Layan: "Chathaba"
Rawan: "Wallah glt 7ag 3wash galat okay ra7 twadeni"
Layan: "Eeeeh!!"
We kept and chatting till the boys came back..
Jenan, Jana, & I went to Layan's house..
Layan: "Taboun shnu 7ag '3ada subway wela macdonald's?"
6a3 hathi tqaren mac eb subway??
Mac ya 7beebii w chena el3eeed!!;D
Bas t3arfoun sh3our ena tst7oun tgoloun cuz u don't have the money to pay? But she saved the moment anyway..
Layan: "Bas tra m7ad fekum ra7 ydfa3 ana 3azmtkum"
Ana ma3endi flous a9lan tabeni adfa3lich?=))
Layan: "Yallah shnu mac wela subway?"
Rawan: "Mac"
Layan: "Jana jenan? Mac wela subway?"
Jana&Jenan: "Mac"
I spent half of the day with my besties, so my day was half made..
What'll make me happier even more? Shoufta.. eeh shoufta:: 7mad ya3nii::::
It was 7pm already!
Incoming call, Mama.
Rawan: "Aloo?"
Mom: "Aloo"
Rawan: "Hala mama"
Mom: "Ha rawan wainch?"
Rawan: "Bait layan"
Mom: "Elsa3a 7 rawan dagat 3lay aisha galat yalla yaboun yrou7on ma tben trou7en?"
Rawan: "Bala mama barou7 bas na6ren sayg jenano 3shan yge6ni elbait"
Mom: "Yallah okay"
Rawan: "Okay"
Mom: "Yallah mu t6wlen"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
I hung up..
After exactly 15 minutes the driver called and i was already at my house, well-dressed to meet 7mad..
Rawan: "3wash"
Aisha: "Hmm shfech?" she was busy with her phone
Rawan: "Mabi arou7"
She shifted her gaze and stared at me..
Aisha: "Mn9jich?"
Rawan: "Wallah mabi"
Aisha: "Laish??"
Rawan: "Madre bas khayfa"
Aisha: "Tra rawon 7mad 6ayeb wallah must7el ysawi aw ygoul shay ythaygich w ra7 trou7en w qa9bin 3laich"
I whatsapp-ed Layan and told her that i no longer want to go because fear controlled me..
LayanAlx: La ra7 trou7en!!
RawanAlx: Mabi wallah akhaf
LayanAlx: Tst3b6ain? Rawan rou7ay!! it's ur chance wallah believe me
RawanAlx: Akhaaf!!
LayanAlx: Think of it positively!
And i did..
I started imagining our talks, his laughter, and i realized that this is a chance of a lifetime for me, it's never going to come back again., so why not to go?
RawanAlx: Khla9 okay barou7
LayanAlx: Yaaay!! W goulely klshay y9eer m3aach!!!
RawanAlx: Offcoarse i will
LayanAlx: Gd luck!
RawanAlx: Thanks x
LayanAlx: Anytime;*
I was chatting with Layan all the way to the hospital, and as we go closer, my heart's beat faster...
RawanAlx: LAYAAAN!!!!
LayanAlx: HALAAA
RawanAlx: Ana wagfa 3nd elbab!!
LayanAlx: Umbay 7elfayy!!
RawanAlx: Wallah!
LayanAlx: Foz w aisha m3ach?
RawanAlx: La ra7aw caribou coffee galaw dshay barou7ich;(!!
LayanAlx: Eeh yallah dshay!!!
RawanAlx: Okay i'm going in now la tdzen shay cuz mara7 ashouf talfoni okk?
LayanAlx: OK!
I locked my phone, took a deep breath, knocked the door, and entered...
To be continued...
This chapter is dedicated to a really sweet person! @Ghsoun_ i think is her acc;p madre shay che;p
If you're reading this, i love u;p
Enjoy it to the max people & don't forget please!! Your comments? Makes my day<3
_______________________________________________________________________
I barely slept this night, i was thinking about what will happen when i meet 7mad.
I know it's wrong, specially for a 14 year old like me but what to do? When you fall in love, it's really hard to let go.
And as YousefJR 'Yousef Jassem Ramadhan' said: "Love and age are not related"
I woke up on the annoying sound of Khaled's..
Khaled: "Rawan"
"Rawaan goumay!!"
"RAWAAAAN!!!"
Rawan: "Weja3 khaled e6la3 w9k el lait bnam!"
Khaled: "Goumay yallah rfejatich barra"
I opened my eyes and gave khaled the wtf look.
Khaled: "La tkhzen chethi wallah rfejatich barra twa dgaw talfon"
I shifted my gaze at the mini clock on the table next to me, 9 am..
Shit.
Laish ya jana w jenan ma tkhloun elwa7d yt'hna bnoumtaa;(
Rawan: "Enzain enta yallah elbs bser3a 3la ma ana adsh el7mam wabdel"
Khaled: "Ana aye?"
Rawan: "Eeh mama galat akhtik m3ay"
Khaled: "Okay yallah mu t6wlen"
I rushed to the bathroom, did my thing, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and went back to my room to change my clothes..
I wore my dark purple PINK t-shirt, a kinda silver-gold color pants, and a nike white and gold shoes, i grabbed my phone and went..
Rawan: "Mama tra e7na ray7en okay?"
Mama: "Yallah allah weyakum, taboun flous?"
Rawan: "La ma n7taj bas bnshouf 79in w nrja3"
Mama: "Yallah kaifkum derbalkum 3la nfskum"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
I went off running to the driver's car...
Jenan: "Rawan? Sa3a sa3a?"
Rawan: "Eklay khara m7ad galich t3alay mbacher ma khlaiteni anam"
Jana: "Entay shkither tnamen?"
Rawan: "Lel2saf wayed"
Kila mnashbeni yakhi shtboun ana w7da a7ib elnoum;(
After we arrived to the hunting and equestrian club, we met with our teacher and some classmates..
We began to ran around having fun..
The boys wanted to go and play football in the field, but jenan, jana, layan & I decided to stay in the car..
On our way to the car my phone rang so i stopped to pick it up...
Rawan: "Aloo?"
Stranger: "Aloo"
I recognized it, it was 9ala7...
Rawan: "Hala 9ala7"
Stranger: "Ana 3end 7mad"
My heart skipped a beat...
Rawan: "Ohwa ga3d?"
9ala7: "La twa nam"
Rawan: "Okay wshgalaw feh?"
9ala7: "Kaser bl7outh" he said in a voice i can barely hear
Rawan: "Shnu?" i asked
9ala7: "kaser bl7outh rawan kaser bl7outh" he replied in a low, sad tone
I stopped talking, walking, etc..
My entire body just froze..
No this can't be happening to 7mad!
Wake me up from this nightmare!!
Layan: "Yallah rawaan emshaay"
I ignored her and asked about 7mad..
Rawan: "Ya3ni 7mad ra7 y9eer mu3aq?"
9ala7: "Klshay eb eid allah"
Rawan: "Bas e7tmal y9er mu3aq 9a7?"
9ala7: "Entay shqa9dich eb mu3aq?"
Rawan: "Qa9di ena mara7 yamshi ba3ad wkila 3al weelchair hatha qa9di"
9ala7: "Eeh e7tmal kber ykoun chethi bas laish tfakren chethi? 7mad mana3ta qaweya wenshallah hal 7adth ma ykoun yayebla wayed thrar, rawan 7mad ma yabi mnich ela eldu3aa2"
Rawan: "Wallah ra7 ad3ela bas 9ala7 abeh yerja3 nafs gabl"
I hid my tears as i walked to the car..
9ala7: "Enshallah ra7 yerja3 nafs gabil wa7san ba3ad"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
9ala7: "Yallah ana ast2thin m3a elsalama"
Rawan: "M3a elsalama"
I entered the car and "acted" normal..
Jana: "Mnu kntay tklmen?"
Rawan: "M7ad"
Seriously rawan? Is is that even a lie? Or a stupid joke?
Layan: "Yallah yallah goulay"
Rawan: "M7ad shfekum!" i giggled
Layan: "Yallah rawan goulay 3afya"
Rawan: "9ala7"
Layan: "Mnu hatha"
Jana: "Mnu 9ala7?"
Rawan: "Weld khal 7mad"
Jana: "Wentay shaku mkalmta"
Rawan: "Ohwa ely dag 3lay"
Layan: "Ok shyabi?"
Rawan: "Bas gale shfeh 7mad"
Layan: "Shfeeh 7mad?"
Rawan: "Kaser bl7outh"
Layan: "Umbaay!"
Layan is the kind of a girl that's get emotional easily, and she really gets into the sitiuation when you're chatting/talking with her.
Jenan: "Shnu ya3ni?"
Rawan: "Ya3ni e7tmal ma yamshi"
Layan: "Umbaaaay!!"
Eeh w wayed tgoul umbay etha t7amesat=))
Layan: "Wshgalola?"
Rawan: "Madre elyoum barou7la" i said confidently
Layan: "Chathaba"
Rawan: "Wallah glt 7ag 3wash galat okay ra7 twadeni"
Layan: "Eeeeh!!"
We kept and chatting till the boys came back..
Jenan, Jana, & I went to Layan's house..
Layan: "Taboun shnu 7ag '3ada subway wela macdonald's?"
6a3 hathi tqaren mac eb subway??
Mac ya 7beebii w chena el3eeed!!;D
Bas t3arfoun sh3our ena tst7oun tgoloun cuz u don't have the money to pay? But she saved the moment anyway..
Layan: "Bas tra m7ad fekum ra7 ydfa3 ana 3azmtkum"
Ana ma3endi flous a9lan tabeni adfa3lich?=))
Layan: "Yallah shnu mac wela subway?"
Rawan: "Mac"
Layan: "Jana jenan? Mac wela subway?"
Jana&Jenan: "Mac"
I spent half of the day with my besties, so my day was half made..
What'll make me happier even more? Shoufta.. eeh shoufta:: 7mad ya3nii::::
It was 7pm already!
Incoming call, Mama.
Rawan: "Aloo?"
Mom: "Aloo"
Rawan: "Hala mama"
Mom: "Ha rawan wainch?"
Rawan: "Bait layan"
Mom: "Elsa3a 7 rawan dagat 3lay aisha galat yalla yaboun yrou7on ma tben trou7en?"
Rawan: "Bala mama barou7 bas na6ren sayg jenano 3shan yge6ni elbait"
Mom: "Yallah okay"
Rawan: "Okay"
Mom: "Yallah mu t6wlen"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
I hung up..
After exactly 15 minutes the driver called and i was already at my house, well-dressed to meet 7mad..
Rawan: "3wash"
Aisha: "Hmm shfech?" she was busy with her phone
Rawan: "Mabi arou7"
She shifted her gaze and stared at me..
Aisha: "Mn9jich?"
Rawan: "Wallah mabi"
Aisha: "Laish??"
Rawan: "Madre bas khayfa"
Aisha: "Tra rawon 7mad 6ayeb wallah must7el ysawi aw ygoul shay ythaygich w ra7 trou7en w qa9bin 3laich"
I whatsapp-ed Layan and told her that i no longer want to go because fear controlled me..
LayanAlx: La ra7 trou7en!!
RawanAlx: Mabi wallah akhaf
LayanAlx: Tst3b6ain? Rawan rou7ay!! it's ur chance wallah believe me
RawanAlx: Akhaaf!!
LayanAlx: Think of it positively!
And i did..
I started imagining our talks, his laughter, and i realized that this is a chance of a lifetime for me, it's never going to come back again., so why not to go?
RawanAlx: Khla9 okay barou7
LayanAlx: Yaaay!! W goulely klshay y9eer m3aach!!!
RawanAlx: Offcoarse i will
LayanAlx: Gd luck!
RawanAlx: Thanks x
LayanAlx: Anytime;*
I was chatting with Layan all the way to the hospital, and as we go closer, my heart's beat faster...
RawanAlx: LAYAAAN!!!!
LayanAlx: HALAAA
RawanAlx: Ana wagfa 3nd elbab!!
LayanAlx: Umbay 7elfayy!!
RawanAlx: Wallah!
LayanAlx: Foz w aisha m3ach?
RawanAlx: La ra7aw caribou coffee galaw dshay barou7ich;(!!
LayanAlx: Eeh yallah dshay!!!
RawanAlx: Okay i'm going in now la tdzen shay cuz mara7 ashouf talfoni okk?
LayanAlx: OK!
I locked my phone, took a deep breath, knocked the door, and entered...
To be continued...
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