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Incoming call. Unknown number...
Rawan: "Aloo?" my voice was shaky w mbayen eni knt bachya
Stranger: "Rawan abech tyen 7ag 7mad"
Rawan: "Enta 9ala7?"
Stranger: "Eeh"
Rawan: "Shfeeh 7mad?" and there i go starting crying again
9ala7: "T3ban rawan wayed t3ban"
Rawan: "Enzain shfeh shgalaw feeh!!"
9ala7: "Madree ana ma r7tla lel7en bas talfona 3endi w rawan wallah twahagt madre shswi gemt at3bath feh glt yemkin ykalm w7da wmabeha tg3ad t7atey 7ram ma lgait ela entay!"
I was confused and scared, yet happy...
Why don' t you want to continue with me if i was the only girl in your life 7mad?
Why did you lie to me about having a new love in your life?
Flashback...
Time went on and missing 7mad grew bigger in me, so i talked to Layan...
RawanAlx: Layan?
LayanAlx: Hala
RawanAlx: Fathya?
LayanAlx: Laish shfech?
RawanAlx: Nothing bas bkalmich bmwthou3
LayanAlx: Shfech goulay
RawanAlx: I miss 7mad
LayanAlx: I feel u;(
RawanAlx: Wallah jad i miss him shswy i can't take it anymore?
LayanAlx: Do you still love him?
RawanAlx: A LOT.
LayanAlx: Tell him 3yl
RawanAlx: He won't give me a chance i tried several times
LayanAlx: Maybe this time will be different! Tell him rawon la tkhalen shay bgalbich goulela klshay
RawanAlx: Ya3ni agoula?
LayanAlx: Yes now!
RawanAlx: Okay fine i will..
LayanAlx: Goulely shegoul!
RawanAlx: Eh ok
I did repeat and thought to myself...
Should i do it?
But i know 7mad, ra7 yadgernii;(!
i shut all the negative thoughts, entered kik, searched for his name, and started typing...
RawanAlx: 7mad bagoulik shay
I waited and waited and finally he replied..
7madAlx: Shnu
Wow nafsyaa:)
RawanAlx: Shouf ely knt bagoula eni 7mad lel7en a7ibek wallah wayed mu shwya! Adre yemkin mkalem a7ad thani w t7bha al7en bas magdar akhsh klmat a7ibek bgalbi fa bas hatha ely knt bagoula atmana ma tadger ;p
Was i 'khfefa' when i texted him this? Well, i don't think so, i just really can't help it, i miss him, he should really understand that.
My heart starting beating when i saw that he read it, but it started to calm down every minute...
I waited for him to reply but he didn't...
So yes, 7egarni...
RawanAlx: Ma tabi tgoul shay?
And by the second i sent it he asnwered...
7madAlx: Shagoul rawan? Mrtb6 bw7da asef
These words were really painful, i felt like knives stabbing me from everywhere, it was just hard to believe...
So i went to the bathroom and starting crying.
Well, crying is mostly the only way to let it out, in my own perspective...
After i calmed down somehow, i captured the mini-chat and sent it to Layan..
She tried comforting me too, but i wasn't really caring, my mind was with 7mad and what've he told me.
Layan: Agoulich shay?
Rawan: Goulay
Layan: I was just a kid and i felt depressed and everything, i don't remember when i had no care in the world and i never knew where i went wrong i kept asking myself if i was the reason of everything happening but you know what its not your fault its just life!! i won't tell u life is unfair cuz everyone knows that, the real thing to say is life's a bitch!! it makes you feel bad about things u had nothing to do with but it just makes you feel like u do but there's always gonna be good times and i promise that just tell urself everything's going to be OK even though u feel like it won't<3
W ylomouni laish a7ibha hal bnt?
She built a smile on my face, and brought tears of happiness..
I'm really blessed to have such a friend like her. My friends are my everything, my happiness.
I took a shower and stayed under the hot water too long to shut the negative things that happened on this day...
Back to reality...
9ala7Alx: Aloo?
9ala7Alx: Rawan wallah mu wakta ta7greeni
9ala7Alx: Rawaaaaan!!?
RawanAlx: Hala?
He answered quickly..
9ala7Alx: Wain re7tay!!!
RawanAlx: Kani mwjouda
9ala7Alx: Shloun 3ala 7mad btyela??
RawanAlx: Ohwa ga3d al7en?
9ala7Alx: Madre agoulich ana mu 3enda bacher barou7la bag3ad 3enda
RawanAlx: Mmm..
9ala7Alx: Shnu mmm..? Btyen wela la
RawanAlx: Al7en la magdar
9ala7Alx: Mu al7en '3abiya enty? Bacher?
RawanAlx: Bacher ba6la3
9ala7Alx: Shnu el6al3a aham mn 7mad?
He made me speechless...
I was planning on going with my friends and my english teacher to the Hunting & Equestrian club and i really couldn't believe that my mom agreed to go al7en hatha yabeni ma arou7;(?
9ala7Alx: Ha shfech ma trden?
RawanAlx: Ahala 3enda 9ala7 shloun aye ballah?
9ala7Alx: '3abiya enty? Khou ma gtlich t3alay el9b7
RawanAlx: 3yl mta?
9ala7Alx: T3alay blail
RawanAlx: 3al sa3a cham ya3ni?
9ala7Alx: Madre 9 aw 10
RawanAlx: Oulaa
9ala7Alx: Shnu
RawanAlx: Wetha omi ma rethat?
9ala7Alx: La tertha enshallah
RawanAlx: Okay ashouf
I was mixed with emotiones..
I really wanted to go with my friends, but i would LOVE to go to 7mad & actually sit and chat with him for the first time.
I talked to Aisha and Foz & asked them etha ygdroun ywadouni 3end 7mad and they agreed, now how do i tell my mom?
Rawan: "Mama?"
Mom: "Hala"
Rawan: "Mama 3adi arou7 bacher ma3a aisha w foz?"
Mom: "Wain ba3ad?"
Rawan: "Bait yadat'hum"
Sheftaw el9aroukh shkubra? Afa 3laikum bas ;D
Mama: "Enty shaku trou7en 3ndhum?"
Rawan: "Yuma dalal bnt khalt'hum msawya che 3zema 3azmatni fa barou7 tkfain"
Mama: "Al7en enty bacher mu btrou7en nadi el9aid?"
Rawan: "Eeh khou hatha barou7la el9b7 bait yadat 3wash blail"
Mama: "Aha ya3ni bacher btgathena kla 6al3a?"
Rawan: "Mama please;(!"
Mama: "Uff enzain"
I had a big grin on my face!!
I WAS REALLY GOING TO SEE 7MAD;'(<3!!!!!!!
RawanAlx: Okay ra7 aye bacher
9ala7Alx: 7lfay omich rthat?
RawanAlx: Wallah eh
9ala7Alx: Shgltelha
RawanAlx: Eni barou7 bait khalt bnt khaly
9ala7Alx: Enzain agoul 7ag 7mad enich btyen etha re7tla bacher?
RawanAlx: Kaifek
9ala7Alx: Mashkoura rawan wallah adre ra7 ystans
RawanAlx: Ma swait shay;*
9ala7Alx: <3;*
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_________________________________
Incoming call. Unknown number...
Rawan: "Aloo?" my voice was shaky w mbayen eni knt bachya
Stranger: "Rawan abech tyen 7ag 7mad"
Rawan: "Enta 9ala7?"
Stranger: "Eeh"
Rawan: "Shfeeh 7mad?" and there i go starting crying again
9ala7: "T3ban rawan wayed t3ban"
Rawan: "Enzain shfeh shgalaw feeh!!"
9ala7: "Madree ana ma r7tla lel7en bas talfona 3endi w rawan wallah twahagt madre shswi gemt at3bath feh glt yemkin ykalm w7da wmabeha tg3ad t7atey 7ram ma lgait ela entay!"
I was confused and scared, yet happy...
Why don' t you want to continue with me if i was the only girl in your life 7mad?
Why did you lie to me about having a new love in your life?
Flashback...
Time went on and missing 7mad grew bigger in me, so i talked to Layan...
RawanAlx: Layan?
LayanAlx: Hala
RawanAlx: Fathya?
LayanAlx: Laish shfech?
RawanAlx: Nothing bas bkalmich bmwthou3
LayanAlx: Shfech goulay
RawanAlx: I miss 7mad
LayanAlx: I feel u;(
RawanAlx: Wallah jad i miss him shswy i can't take it anymore?
LayanAlx: Do you still love him?
RawanAlx: A LOT.
LayanAlx: Tell him 3yl
RawanAlx: He won't give me a chance i tried several times
LayanAlx: Maybe this time will be different! Tell him rawon la tkhalen shay bgalbich goulela klshay
RawanAlx: Ya3ni agoula?
LayanAlx: Yes now!
RawanAlx: Okay fine i will..
LayanAlx: Goulely shegoul!
RawanAlx: Eh ok
I did repeat and thought to myself...
Should i do it?
But i know 7mad, ra7 yadgernii;(!
i shut all the negative thoughts, entered kik, searched for his name, and started typing...
RawanAlx: 7mad bagoulik shay
I waited and waited and finally he replied..
7madAlx: Shnu
Wow nafsyaa:)
RawanAlx: Shouf ely knt bagoula eni 7mad lel7en a7ibek wallah wayed mu shwya! Adre yemkin mkalem a7ad thani w t7bha al7en bas magdar akhsh klmat a7ibek bgalbi fa bas hatha ely knt bagoula atmana ma tadger ;p
Was i 'khfefa' when i texted him this? Well, i don't think so, i just really can't help it, i miss him, he should really understand that.
My heart starting beating when i saw that he read it, but it started to calm down every minute...
I waited for him to reply but he didn't...
So yes, 7egarni...
RawanAlx: Ma tabi tgoul shay?
And by the second i sent it he asnwered...
7madAlx: Shagoul rawan? Mrtb6 bw7da asef
These words were really painful, i felt like knives stabbing me from everywhere, it was just hard to believe...
So i went to the bathroom and starting crying.
Well, crying is mostly the only way to let it out, in my own perspective...
After i calmed down somehow, i captured the mini-chat and sent it to Layan..
She tried comforting me too, but i wasn't really caring, my mind was with 7mad and what've he told me.
Layan: Agoulich shay?
Rawan: Goulay
Layan: I was just a kid and i felt depressed and everything, i don't remember when i had no care in the world and i never knew where i went wrong i kept asking myself if i was the reason of everything happening but you know what its not your fault its just life!! i won't tell u life is unfair cuz everyone knows that, the real thing to say is life's a bitch!! it makes you feel bad about things u had nothing to do with but it just makes you feel like u do but there's always gonna be good times and i promise that just tell urself everything's going to be OK even though u feel like it won't<3
W ylomouni laish a7ibha hal bnt?
She built a smile on my face, and brought tears of happiness..
I'm really blessed to have such a friend like her. My friends are my everything, my happiness.
I took a shower and stayed under the hot water too long to shut the negative things that happened on this day...
Back to reality...
9ala7Alx: Aloo?
9ala7Alx: Rawan wallah mu wakta ta7greeni
9ala7Alx: Rawaaaaan!!?
RawanAlx: Hala?
He answered quickly..
9ala7Alx: Wain re7tay!!!
RawanAlx: Kani mwjouda
9ala7Alx: Shloun 3ala 7mad btyela??
RawanAlx: Ohwa ga3d al7en?
9ala7Alx: Madre agoulich ana mu 3enda bacher barou7la bag3ad 3enda
RawanAlx: Mmm..
9ala7Alx: Shnu mmm..? Btyen wela la
RawanAlx: Al7en la magdar
9ala7Alx: Mu al7en '3abiya enty? Bacher?
RawanAlx: Bacher ba6la3
9ala7Alx: Shnu el6al3a aham mn 7mad?
He made me speechless...
I was planning on going with my friends and my english teacher to the Hunting & Equestrian club and i really couldn't believe that my mom agreed to go al7en hatha yabeni ma arou7;(?
9ala7Alx: Ha shfech ma trden?
RawanAlx: Ahala 3enda 9ala7 shloun aye ballah?
9ala7Alx: '3abiya enty? Khou ma gtlich t3alay el9b7
RawanAlx: 3yl mta?
9ala7Alx: T3alay blail
RawanAlx: 3al sa3a cham ya3ni?
9ala7Alx: Madre 9 aw 10
RawanAlx: Oulaa
9ala7Alx: Shnu
RawanAlx: Wetha omi ma rethat?
9ala7Alx: La tertha enshallah
RawanAlx: Okay ashouf
I was mixed with emotiones..
I really wanted to go with my friends, but i would LOVE to go to 7mad & actually sit and chat with him for the first time.
I talked to Aisha and Foz & asked them etha ygdroun ywadouni 3end 7mad and they agreed, now how do i tell my mom?
Rawan: "Mama?"
Mom: "Hala"
Rawan: "Mama 3adi arou7 bacher ma3a aisha w foz?"
Mom: "Wain ba3ad?"
Rawan: "Bait yadat'hum"
Sheftaw el9aroukh shkubra? Afa 3laikum bas ;D
Mama: "Enty shaku trou7en 3ndhum?"
Rawan: "Yuma dalal bnt khalt'hum msawya che 3zema 3azmatni fa barou7 tkfain"
Mama: "Al7en enty bacher mu btrou7en nadi el9aid?"
Rawan: "Eeh khou hatha barou7la el9b7 bait yadat 3wash blail"
Mama: "Aha ya3ni bacher btgathena kla 6al3a?"
Rawan: "Mama please;(!"
Mama: "Uff enzain"
I had a big grin on my face!!
I WAS REALLY GOING TO SEE 7MAD;'(<3!!!!!!!
RawanAlx: Okay ra7 aye bacher
9ala7Alx: 7lfay omich rthat?
RawanAlx: Wallah eh
9ala7Alx: Shgltelha
RawanAlx: Eni barou7 bait khalt bnt khaly
9ala7Alx: Enzain agoul 7ag 7mad enich btyen etha re7tla bacher?
RawanAlx: Kaifek
9ala7Alx: Mashkoura rawan wallah adre ra7 ystans
RawanAlx: Ma swait shay;*
9ala7Alx: <3;*
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