Chapter 28

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Weeks passed by and I'm doing great, I was really enjoying my life.
Everything I wanted was already there for me.

I did talk to one boy after my mom gave me my phone back, but i couldn't continue. I didn't want my phone taken from me again, so i just let him go..








 Summer 2013...



This summer wasn't like the previous summer vacations i've spent.

It was boring, i did not travel anywhere, i did not see my friends a lot, and i've done all the boring things in life:)


I was only tweeting, calling people to tell them 'Trou7oun w tridoun blsalama" :D
It really broke my heart;(





September 1st, 2013...


Dad: "Rawan yallah hach hatha w hatha emshay wyay khal n76hum blsayara"

I took the bags from my dad and followed him to the car...
We were going to my favorite shalaih, Movenpick albd3<3



We took off, and once we arrived, my dad went to make the check-in while we waited for him in the lobby..

We weren't alone in the shalaih, we were going to spend it with my grandmother, aunt, and 3boud. < My mom's family side.



Once we entered the room, khaled, a7mad, and 3bdullah changed their clothes to their swim shorts and went to the pool; the pool was exactly infront of our shalaih...
I swam only the last 3 days, so i did not make a full tan kila mn ..... wai3:'(=))!

Anyways...


I went to check up on them and started taking pictures.


We were staying in Movenpick for a week, we'll return home on saturday which means that sunday is going to be my first day at school, high school; 9th grade.




September 3rd, 2013...


I was sitting at the living room watching MTV...
My mom and dad was walking around...
My grandmother was asleep...
My aunt was at work, she'll come later...
Khaled, 3boud, and A7mad were at the swimming pool...


I got bored, so i took my banana boat and sprayed some over my body and went tanning:D

3boud: "Rawan laish ma t6ben?"


Sharid 3laih al7en=))?


Rawan: "Maly khilg elyoum bacher ba6b"


I sat on the chair facing the sun, i was melting instead of tanning!


Rawan: "Eeh 3boud rawan w foz mta byoun?"
3boud: "Foz galat btye bacher bas rawan madre"

Well at least some girl will come and chill with me..



After an hour or so, i entered the shalaih with a massive headache.
I found my mom and dad in their room, so i entered to take panadol...


Rawan: "Yuma aby panadol"
Mom: "Laish shfech?"
Rawan: "Rasi y3awerni"
Mom: "Gal3tich 9ar fech tharbat shams, ana mn yait galoli rawan ra7at tsawi tan 3al b7ar enty mynona? Eltan yabela may wenty yaytich hathy shfeech"
Rawan: "Enzain ana shdrani"
Mom: "Ba6lay elyarara tlgain ekhthay wa7da"


I took it, and excused my self to take a nap...

I woke up at 5 pm, walked around the hotel all alone.
Yes i felt lonely, i need company!!!


I sat in the lobby and entered kik...
3 new messages...

First was from my friend, Nada
Second was from Sul6an AlX; the boy i talked to when my mom gave me my phone back
The last message was from Aisha


I skipped both nada's and aisha's and answered sul6an first...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan wainch?
RawanAlx: Movenpick
Sul6anAlx: Albd3?
RawanAlx: Eeh laish?
Sul6an Alx: La bas as2al
RawanAlx: Ok

I switched to aisha's...

AishaAlx: Rawoon
RawanAlx: Hala

Back to sul6an's...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan mshtaglich!


Let me describe Sul6an, he is 17 years old; senior 2014, so tanned skin, dark eyes, short hair, fit body, so sweet, kind, loving, caring, he's really lovable<3


RawanAlx: Eshtagatlik el3afya
Sul6anAlx: La tdagren
RawanAlx: Mu gam adagrik shnu tabeni agoulik ya3ni?
Sul6anAlx: Khla9 rawan latgoulen shay

I was really being harsh on him, i don't want to talk to boys anymore but will he understand this if i told him?

RawanAlx: Sorry sul6an mu qa9di
Sul6anAlx: La 3adi
RawanAlx: Mu z3lan?
Sul6anAlx: La bas 7az bkha6ri
RawanAlx: Yallah 3ad yhoun 3laik?
Sul6anAlx: Tadren enich bkilma tgdren tkhaleni artha 9a7?;$
RawanAlx: Lool eeh adre;p
Sul6anAlx: Yallah gouleha;$
RawanAlx: A7ibek
Sul6anAlx: Oboooouy<3


Well am i being a slut? Maybe or maybe not? I just miss the old, innocent me.


September 4th, 2013...




To be continued...
 

Chapter 27

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Goodluck all in your schools, i wish you the best shdaw 7ailkum;*

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Dedicated to: @Boadnan98
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Meshari: "Tadren ana laish hdait maryam?" he asked
Rawan: "La2" i said in a low voice
Meshari: "3shanich"


Literally my face was :O

I looked puzzled at him, confused, searching for an explanation from him


Meshari: "La tkhzeni chethi eeh hdait maryam 3shanich rawan ana a7ibch w abech adre tawna 9'3ar 3la hal swalef w madre shnu bas mu bedi eni 7baitch, adre gam tfakren sh7ib feni hatha bas ana ma yhemni shaklich, enty 3endich 7neya w 6ebat galb ma sheft'ha mn gabil wallah, atmana tfhmen hal shay"

Rawan: "U-ummm a-ana lazem arou7" i gave him my back and made my way to tha garden



I sat next to Noor, sara, and sara's cousins which i really don't know well.

I was with them, but my mind wasn't.


How could Meshari loves me?

Wana laish tawni adre?

Will we get married sometime? NO.

Did he actually said that from his heart?


Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i couldn't have an answer to any of them.
I don't know how i'm gonna face him again, how should i act, what should i say.

Meshari has always been a friend, a big brother, a cousin to me. I never thought of him being more than that.


Noor: "Heey entaaay!!!" she was screaming at me
Rawan: "Ha shfeech?"
Noor: "Wainch sar7ana 9arly sa3a akalmich!"
Rawan: "Sorry wallah ma entbaht"
Noor: "Eb shnu sar7ana?" she asked
Rawan: "Mu sar7ana" i answered


Wow mshallah 3laich Rawan. expert in making stupid excuses:)


Noor: "Eeh wayed mbayen goumay goumay 3asha"
Rawan: "Wain 7a6en el akil?"
Noor: "Dar el akil b3ad wain"
Rawan: "Mnu feh mnak?"
Noor: "Elkil rawan shfech tra 3asha mu jarema gam ts2len wayed as2la yallah goumay"


I went along with her followed by sara and her cousins...

Everyone placed what they wanted to eat and sat



Sara: "Khal nrou7 ng3ad bl dwaniya"
Rawan: "La mabi khal ng3ad bara eljaw 3ajeb"

Sara gave me a stare which meant that 'Salem' her cousin crush is there
And the reason that i didn't want to go there cuz i knew that Meshari is surely gonna be there.

Rawan: "Thelfay la ma nabi"
Noor: "Embala khal nrou7 y9er fa9la m3ahum"
Sara: "Eeeh yallah emshaw rawan etha ma taben g3day bl 7adeqa"
Rawan: "Hatha ely b9eer"


I got pissed off, so i went to the garden and sat alone-.- A9lan kan hdou2 a7san shay;p

I finished eating so i placed my camera on timer and started taking pictures of myself like crazy:D They were funny but there was a shadow behind me, i was scared at first but then realized it was Meshari...

I saw him standing behind me.


Rawan: "Enshallah ma tkhare3ni w algak bl9oura chethi" i chuckled
Meshari: "Hhh asif"


Why do he keep apoligizing!;( i hate people apoligizing for some stupid things or small, unimportant fights :'(!!! Yes, they brake my heart:D


Rawan: "La tgoul asif ma7ib a7ad yt2saf 3la wala shay"
Meshari: "Enshallah" he gave me that sexy smile. Aaaahhhh why is he so sexy?


Some awkward moments of silence...


Meshari: "Rawan?" he said my name calmly
Rawan: "3you- Hala?"


WTF rawan wtf!!!!!!!!!!! 3younha? seriously?


Well eljaw kan romanci so...=))


Meshari: "Laish ma kmalty eloula?"

I kept quiet staring at him just smiling...

Meshari: "Enzain mmkin 6alab?"
Rawan: "Tfathal"
Meshari: "3adi a9awer m3ach 9oura?" he looked kind of shy when he asked that question ;p
Rawan: "Mmmm madre"
Meshari: "Shnu ma tdren elsu2al jawaba eeh aw la?"
Rawan: "Madre meshari bas ya3ni omi tt3abath bl camera ya3ni tshouf el9war w akhaf tefham '3la6"
Meshari: "Aha okay" he looked depressed
Rawan: "Sorry meshari"
Meshari: "3adi w ana asta2then"
Rawan: "La7tha mra7 trou7 ela lma tgouley enik mu z3lan tra ma yhoun 3lay ashouf okhouy z3lan"
Meshari: "Okhouy?" he asked surprisingly
Rawan: "Eeeh meshari shfeek enta 7sbat okhouy ya3ni '3latik 3endi nafs '3lat khaloud w a7mad"

He stared at me with a fake smile...


What?

Did i say something wrong?



Rawan: "Shfeek?"


He was about to speak, but his phone rang making to stop.


Klish mu waktaa!!


Meshari: "Ana asta2then" he said and went inside the dining room


I sat back on my chair continuing taking crazy pictures...


Then all the women started to come back to te garden, so i sat next to my mom chatting and having fun wala mathalat sara-.-!!






Dad: "Rawan" i heard him calling my name from the back

I got up and went to him...

Rawan: "Hala"
Dad: "Yallah naday omich w ekhwanich bnamshi"
Rawan: "Laish baba taw elnaas!!"
Dad: "Bas ya baba elsa3a 11 ou n9"
Rawan: "Khal t9er 12 namshi"
Dad: "3la ma nou9al elbait ela 9arat 12 yallah nadehum"
Rawan: "Okay bas wain khaled w a7mad?" i asked as i made a sad face;p
Dad: "Madre shoufehum mu bldwainya"


Walaaaaaaaih b3ad arou7 elduwaniya:)!!!



Rawan: "Okay"

I made my way to the duwainya and saw all the men playing kout, playsation, some with their phones, and some were chatting about football...
Boys boys boys... ;p!!


Rawan: "Salam 3laikum" suddenly i saw all the eyes at me it felt like a Justin Bieber moment:D!!
ALL: "3laikum elsalam"
Rawan: "Mmm khaled a7mad yalla bnrou7" i said then shifted my gaze to Meshari

He was staring at me, so i smiled waved him a goodbye and left followed by my brothers...







We arrived back home and i was extremely tired so i excused myself and went to sleep
I layed back on bed thinking about today, about what had happened, about the conversation i had with meshari, about the time i've spent with him today, about how much i hated him in the past, but he changed all the by saying rawan a7ibech...



I read some quran and shut my eyes to sleep...

Chapter 26

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2 days later...


I was sitting in room scrolling my timeline in twitter...


Mum: "Rawaaan!!" she yelled
Rawan: "Na3aaaam" i yelled back
Mum: "3endich badla san3a?"
Rawan: "Laish?"
Mum: "3endich wela la?"
Rawan: "Eeh 3endi badlat el3eed"
Mum: "Shafoha 3laich bait baba 3li?"
Rawan: "La laish?"
Mum: "Khla9 3yal tsab7ay al7en w lbseha 3shan 3azmena 3al 3sha"
Rawan: ""Bas e7na?"
Mum: "La elkil ra7 mawjoud 7ta 3matich"
Rawan: "Enzain sara w noor bkounon mawjouden?"
Mum: "Eeh akeed"
Rawan: "M3a obouy wela bas e7na?"
Mum: "La la elkil 7ta elryayel klhum mnak"
Rawan: "Ok al7en atsba7?"
Mum: "Eeh al7en elsa3a 6 8 ba6la3"
Rawan: "OK"

(Etha nsaitaw baba 3li i mentioned him eb the first chapters; he's my dad's uncle)



I took a 30 minute hot shower and went to change...

I wore a biege alvero martini dress that reached exactly my knees. applied a lipstick and mascara, wore my lv flat shoes and went to my mom's room...


Rawan: "Shoufay mama zain?"
Mum: "Eeh sh7lata elnafnof 3laich"
Rawan: "Abi 6aqmi ely 3endich"
Mum: "Ekhtheeh mn eldurj"

I took it and wore it.





We all finished so we were on our way to baba 3li's house...



We arrived, My mom and i went to the garden since the women were sitting there, and my father and brothers went to the dwaniya were the men are...

I said hi to everyone it kindly went like this..

Gwa *kisses* shlounich *kisses* shkhbarich *kisses *kisses* :D



I sat next to my mom waiting to see noor cuz sara mra7 t36eni wayh when she's with her family..


Aisha: "Rawon trou7en tyeben lulu mn eldwanya 3afya"


Aisha is one of sara's sisters she's married w 3ndha 2 little beautiful daughters; Shaikha and Lulwa

Rawan: "Ok bas mafeh a7ad '3areb mu?"
Aisha: "La mafeh a7ad bas 3mami w3yalhum"
Rawan: "Ok"


I made my way to dwanya but someone stopped me..
Iturned around to see who it was..



Walaaaaaih al7en yt3akar elmzaaaaj:)



It was Meshari.

Meshari: "Rawan"
Rawan: "Hala meshari"
Meshari: "Shlounich?"
Rawan: "Tmam"
Meshari: "Wain ray7a?"
Rawan: "Bakhith lulu mn eldwaniya 3washa tabeha"
Meshari: "La hey shnu tdshen eldwaniya klha shbab"
Rawan: "Adre khou m7ad '3areb"
Meshari: "Ne6ray ne6ray mni ana arou7 ayebha lch w aye"



Why do you think Meshari is doing this to me?



I waited a LONG time, i really got tired so i sat on the couch playing with my phone


I hate waiting so i went to the dwaniya myself to get lulu

I saw Meshari talking to the phone so i stood and listened...

Meshari: "Magdar maryam, asef bas e7na mu 7ag b3ath ana a7ibha wabeha mu l3b hatha"
Meshari: "Wallah ana asif maryam ana ma 7baitch wala b7yate fakart fech ana abeha ehya wenty allah ywafgich w m3asalama"


He closed the door and entered the dwaniya, i went back to the couch and sat in a shock.


Meshari ykalim?

Ma y7is eb sh3our Maryam hathy shra7 y9er feha?

Hadha 3shan w7da twa y3arefha? A9lan mnu ehya hathy?


Meshari: "Wain rawan kahi kahi" he was holding lulu in his hands showing her to me

I took lulu from him not giving him any attention


Meshari: "Rawan?"
Rawan: "Shtabi?"
Meshari: "A77 shfeech!?"
Rawan: "Mafeni" and i left to tha garden but he stopped me
Meshari: "Yebay lulu" he took her and went to the kitchen then came back
Rawan: "Wain wdait'ha!"
Meshari: "36ait'ha elkhdama twadeha 7ag aisha rawan gouleley shfech!"
Rawan: "Khla9 meshari gtlik mafeni shay"
Meshari: "La2ani 6awalt 3laich 9a7"

I kept quiet

Meshari: "Asif"


Cute much?

Why is he apoligizing when i'm the one who should say sorry?

Am i being over-reacted somehow?


Rawan: "Ana lazm arou7"
Meshari: "Wallah ma trou7en ela lma tgouleley shfech"

I sighed

Rawan: "Madre"
Meshari: "Shnu madre rawan t7chay shfech!"
Rawan: "LAISH T7IN!!! MESHARI KHLA9!! ROU7 7AG MARYAM HATHY MADRE MNU ELTHANYA ELY TKALEMHA LAISH YAY 3ENDI??!!!!"


Meshari kept quiet staring at me


Why did i even said that?

Ana shaku feh? khal ykalim ely yabeh w y7ib ely yabeh ana shaku?


I stared at the groundnot wanting to have an eye contact with him


Meshari: "Rawan?"

I kept quiet

Meshari: "Enzain 6al3eeni"

I lifted my head and that's when my eyes met his

Meshari: "Tadren ana laish hdait maryam?" he asked
Rawan: "La2" i said in a low voice
Meshari: "3shanich"


Literally my face was :O

I looked puzzled at him, confused, searching for an explanation from him


Meshari: "La tkhzeni chethi eeh hdait maryam 3shanich rawan ana a7ibch w abech adre tawna 9'3ar 3la hal swalef w madre shnu bas mu bedi eni 7baitch, adre gam tfakren sh7ib feni hatha bas ana ma yhemni shaklich, enty 3endich 7neya w 6ebat galb ma sheft'ha mn gabil wallah, atmana tfhmen hal shay"

Rawan: ................................................



To be continued...

 

Chapter 25

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Shloun el3eed m3akum;p? Wshloun el3yadii;D


I decided guys that this is gonna be my last story to share with you,  i'm gonna reveal the real me at the end of the story..

I hope you enjoyed your time reading my stories & i hope you liked them<3


I've known people who are really sweet & lovable x


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Enjoy chapter 25 xx
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We arrived and went to Starbucks grand avenues...
They all went to order while i sat waiting for them...

After a few moments i heard a familiar voice from behind...


"Basich khaz rawan basich khaz" it was abdulrazaq
Rawan: "Enta shtabe 7a6 doubik bdoubi!"


He opened his straw and drank his vanilla frapp coldly ignoring my question...


Then they all came, sat, and we started chatting about mostly everything.



See now Ali, yousef, abdullah, and abdulrazaq are the only boys i trust from school. We are kind of brothers and sisters more than we are classmates.


Yousef: "Yallah mshaina?"
Jana: "Wain taboun trou7on?"
Yousef: "Kaifkum"
Razaq: "Emshaw shake shack khal nt'3da"
Rawan: "Ka gam tshrab hatha b3ad tabi takil!? A9lan taw elnas"
Razaq: "Chub enty ana mu mt3ashi mn ams 7ad omi you3an"
Jenan: "Yallah taboun shake shack?"
Abdullah: "Kaifkum"
Razaq: "Yallah yallah goumaw"


We got and headed to shake shack grand avenue...
Ana knt mu zoud m3a shake shack bas now? Addicted.


Jenan: "Shnu taboun?"

Yousef went far away from us 3shan yabi ohwa y6lib brou7a 3shan ohwa ely ydfa3;p
Ali went far away too cuz ma kan 3enda flous w ma yabeum ydf3oula..

Jenan: "Agoul t3alaw t3aawl e7na ra7 ndfa3 e7na ely 3azmenkum" she called them
Rawan: "Ana abi shack burger without tomato w cheese fries"
Abdulrazaq: "Ana 2 shack burger only sandwich mabi bu6a6"
Jana: "3bdullah shnu tabi?"
Abdullah: "3adi ay shay"
Jana: "Khla9 shoufay 6lbay 6 shack burgers with cheese fries w 1 without tomato and 2 shack burgers only sandwich w el drinks kilum cola"

Jenan ordered and we waited for the food to finished...


Jenan: "Tara 6alabnalkum" She said to yousef & ali
Ali: "Ana mra7 akil l2na ma7ib a7ad ydfa3li"
Jenan: "Agoul chub chub kilha cham dinar!"
Yousef: "Entaw wallah shnu may9er kila entaw ely tdf3oun!"
Jenan: "B3ad shnu e7na ely 3azmenkum"
Yousef: "Eeh 7ta law! Mara thanya etha bnshtri shay e7na ndfa3"
Razaq: "Yousef chub chub" he said coldly, kila ydsh 3arth hal walad;p
Yousef: "Chub ent"


The device in Jenan's hand buzzed which means that our food is ready!:D
Jenan, Yousef, and I went to take the food...

Jenan, Jana, and i were on one table, and the boys were on the table infront of us...


We ate, we had fun and we left..

Yousef: "Ana barou7 7mam shwy w aye"


Ali had a small, black bouncy ball
I took it from him and threw it at razaq and we started playing

Yes in the avenues, yes jdam elnas ;p


I gave the ball to Jenan and checked my phone...
I entered instagram...

Yousefalx like your photo


Rawan: "Aham shay" i said in a low voice holding my laugh
Jana: "Shfech?"
Rawan: "Mu gal yousef berou7 7mam?"
Jana: "Eeh ra7"
Rawan: "Msaweli like gabil 1 min!"
Razaq: "Tlgaina ga3d-" i interrupted cuz i knew what he was going to say
Rawan: "Way3a way3a eskit!!!" he laughed
Razaq: "Wallah shfech malal tara bl7mam tan6renha 3la ma tanz-"
Rawan: "Razaaqqqq!!!!!"
Razaq: "Shtaben" laughing harder
Rawan: "Wai3 bas eskit lawa3t chabdii tawna makleen!!!"

He laughed.


When yousef came, we walked over avenues making fun, laughing, and enjoying our time...


Rawan: "Taboun ndsh film?"
Abdullah: "Eh fe film 3ajeeb"
Rawan: "Now you see me chna shay che"
Razaq: "Eeh ygoloun 7lw"
Rawan: "Ma taboun after earth?"
Razaq: "Eeeeh embala embala after earth yallah"
Ali: "Khanrou7 film elimbi tata7"
Razaq: "Kaaaak eeeh eeh khanrou7la shakla ytha7k"

I stared at razaq like 'shfek enta?'

Rawan: "Al7en ma 3rafna razaq ay film btrou7"
Razaq: "Shdrani 3ankum! Shoufaw feh elsa3a cham awal"

I entered cinescape from my phone and checked the time; the best was 6:00

Rawan: "Fe elsa3a 6 khanrou7"
Yousef: "Ay film?"
Rawan: "After Earth"
Yousef: "Yallah ok"
Razaq: "Yallah 3ad lkum khilg tamshoun lai elcinema?"
Jenan: "Ana klish maly khilg bas yallah"


We went, took the tickets, and entered...

The movie was 7lw 3la mu 7lw, you know? ya3ni ana knt barou7la bas 3shan jaden smith;$<3

We were the most disturbant people, ya3ni zain elnas mt7mlena w zain ma 6rdouna::::


It was really the best time ever<3


They were planning to go to play football in a 9alah nsait esmha:: But i couldn't go cuz my mom kept calling me saying i should return home now...

Rawan: "Enzain mama bas nl3ab kora w nrid tkfain!"
Mama: "La rawan bas al7en elsa3a 8 wenty mn elsa3a 11 6al3a!!"
Rawan: "Ok mama 3e6la tkfain!!"
Mama: "La yallah obouch mu rathy la tkhalena b3ad ma yertha t6l3en mukan"
Rawan: "Ufff ok ok al7en arid"

I hung up and told Jenan is she can drop me home...



I arrived home, opened the door to get down, but yousef stopped me...


Yousef: "Rawan la trou7en la trou7en" he copied a 5 year old voice making himself as if he was crying
Rawan: "Magdar lazem arid omi tabeni" i did a 5 year old voice too
Yousef: "Laish omich tabech"
Rawan: "3shan omi t7ebni"
Yousef: "Laish omich t7bich"
Rawan: "3shan ana bnt'ha"
Yousef: "Laish enty bnt'ha"

I kept quiet for a moment not knowing how answer ;D

Yousef: "Kaaaaak shfech sktay" he said in his normal voice::
Rawan: "Madri sharid 3laik ya3ni"
Yousef: "Hhhhh"
Rawan: "Yallah mshkouren" i said, closed the door, and entered home...


Mom: "Ha rawan zain shfnach"

I smiled

Mom: "Shloun el6al3a?" sh asked
Rawan: "Zaina" i replied



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2 days later...

Chapter 24

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Months past by and i lived the worst days in my life; no one asking, caring about me.
I lived among people threating me, hating me, and has already lost trust of me.


My father? Is being so strict with me now, wayed 9ayer yshik! He doesn't let me go anywhere without khaled, unless if i went out w kila bnat la w qa9ib yertha for these things..

My mother? The only thing i have to say about her is that she goes on what my dad says.


Living a life like this was never in my dreams...
Allah kareeem..




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Last day of school...


I just arrived to school and saw the grade 9 girls standing by the stairs lauging, the boys playing soccer with a water bottle, people spreading here and there. I'm sure gonna miss this.


"5 minutes left" Our superviser teacher told us

We were all excited, those 5 minutes felt like 5 hours!


I was re-checking my exam for the last minute, Yasmeen (my friend) kicking my chair from behind, students waiting on there nerves for the teacher to collect the exams << this is what happiness means.


"Okay hand in your exams"


Students started screaming in classes, down the hallways, all around the school enjoying there time.




Jenan: "Razaq yallah bnrou7!!"


(if you forgot abdulrazaq, he's jenan's & jana's triplet brother)




She called at him while he was playing football at the playground with some of our class boys


We were planned to go to the Avenues just to enjoy our time after the exams and stress.



Razaq ignor
ed her and continued playing...


Jenan: "Razaaq!!!!!"
Razaq: "Enzain"
Jenan: "Kaifkum e7na na6renkum bl syara mu t6awel mama tabi elsayeg!"
Razaq: "Ok"


Jenan, Jana, and I went to wait for them in the car...

I called my mom from Jenan's phone...


Rawan: "Aloo mama tara ana al7en 6al3a mn elmdrsa w barou7 avenues ok?"
Mom: "Al7en btrou7on? Tawha elsa3a 11 wentaw tkhal9oun 12!"
Rawan: "Adrii bas mama mr. steve gal 3adi n6la3"
Mom: "Waaih 3ad ana gelt ba36ech talfonich w flous"


I felt reliefed.



Akheeran berdouli eltalfon??


Khala9 rawan. This time i'm serious. STOP THE THINGS YOU USED TO DO!



Rawan: "Mmm tabeen agoul 7ag jenan tg6ni elbait 3al 6reej?"
Mom: "Etha ygdroun khal yg6ounich"
Rawan: "Jenano tg6ouni baitna bas omi ta36eni talfoni?"
Jenan: "Eeh 3adi"
Rawan: "Mama tgoul ok"
Mama: "Yallah ok na6rtich"
Rawan: Ok"

I hung up.



Abdulrazaq came up to the car followed by Yousef, Ali, Abdullah...

PS: I didn't tell my mom that some boys of our class will come;D



We arrived to my home and i opened the door to get out, but yousef stopped me


Yousef: "Hey laish btanzleeen?!"
Rawan: "Bas bakhith talfoni w ayi"
Yousef: "Eeh 3bali"

I chuckled and left.
Knocked the door & entered


Rawan: "Mama?" i screamed
Mama: "Kani bl dar"
Rawan: "Ha arou7?"
Mama: "Eeh rou7ay hach 20 w ekhthay talfonich ma sh7an wayed"
Rawan: "Ok 3adi ash7na blsyara"
Mama: "Yallah w la tjablena wayed"
Rawan: "Enshallah"


I went back to the car and off to avenues i go with the craziest, yet amazing people in my life<3!!



To be continued...

 

Chapter 23

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I couldn't handle it, i cried. I stayed there covering my face with my hands and crying.
My mom kept talking and talking, but i couldn't focus on any other thing than what will happen to me next.


Mom: "Mashy ya rawan, KIL HATHA RA7 YOU9AL 3END OBOUCH!! GOUMAY KHAL9ENI LEBSAY YALLAH ELBAIT YALLAH"


I did nothing more than what she told me...


All the way from my grandmother's house to our home, she kept cursing and ch3ming me..
I didn't stop crying

(Shraykum eb ch3ming;p?)




I arrived back home and went straight to my room, laid on bed and started crying hardly
Really it was the worst day i have ever had; i have never cried this much before in my life


Mom: "Goumay obouch yabeeech" she said in a digust way and left


I felt something strange, something i've never felt before...



Shnu bgouli obouy?


Wala 3umra 6agni 3la 9j, kila '3shmara


Wala 3umra z3al mni, bas hal mara akeed ra7 yz3al w y3a9ib


Yuba tkfa same7ni..


I got up from bed feeling numb, unwanted, and frigtened...


I went to my dad's room...
Knocked the door and entered...

Rawan: "Y-yub-a?" i was afraid, my voice was shaky


T3afroun elsh3our ely mn kither ma tabchoun chena 9ayer fekum nashla? Eeeh eeh chethi kint ana::::


Dad: "9kay elbab w t3alay" he said in a sarcastic way

I did what i was told, and went back facing him...


Dad: "Mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he said staring deeply at me; i was staring at the ground
Dad: "Rawan mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he repeated with a harder, louder tone

I didn't say a word, i just kept weaping and crying like a little baby

Dad: "MA TA7ACHAAAINNN???" he yelled at me w kanat awal mara ashouf obouy y9arekh chethi
Rawan: "Yuba ma- *sniff* madri"
Dad: "SHNU MATADREN?! TKALMEN 9BAYAN! Mnu hatha 9ager ely gayelich sam7eni rawan 3la ely swaita w ana a7ibech wayed w mshtaglich!??"


I kept quiet just crying...
I cried for both; my dad & 9ager

Ma hgaita ra7 yerja3 w wallah 9damni 7ail lma obouy gali


Twik tathkerni 9ager?

Wayed ta2akhart...



Dad: "Wallah ya rawan en ma t7achaity byeech 6rag y3almich shloun"



Since when my dad ykalemni chethi?

Wallah ma swait shay 7aram! Kil ely swaita eny 7bait shnu 7aram?

Elwa7id ma y7ib bhal dnya?



Rawan: "Yuba madri! Wa7id kint a3arfa mn twitter *sniff*"
Dad: "Mn mta t3arfena?"
Rawan: "Sna" i said in a low voice
Dad: "Cham???!!!" he stared at me in disbelief
Rawan: "Sna" i repeated and i raised my face to look at his face reaction; it was scary ::

I looked back at the ground


Minutes passed by and he didn't say a word, i lifted my head up and saw him checking my phone, then he saw me w can mbayen 3laih 7ail mt'thayeg.

I moved some footsteps towards him and hugged him, i hugged him hard. Cheni awal mara alim obouy w mn zeman mu shayfta, cheni nag9a 7anan!


Dad: "Wallah ya rawan ana ga3da agoulich chethi 7ag ma9la7tich w karamtich, ela elkarama ya rawan" he said to me comforting me
Rawan: "Yuba wallah asfa" i said it while i burst out my tears


Dad: "Eeh t3alay mnu Shahad AlX?"
Rawan: "Rfejti kanat m3ay bl madresa"
Dad: "Hach talfonich kalmeha 9arlaha sa3a tdzlich whatsapp w goulelha obouy ra7 yakhith talfoni"
Rawan: "Enshallah"



Shahad is my childhood friend, she's thin, taqreban 6ouli bas ana a6wal;$, mt7ajba, cute small eyes, she has kinda skin color? Madri wallah shahod shnu lounich:D?

(She's reading this right now ^^ ;p)

Shahad is trustworthy, lovable, and an amazing person<3 Love u gurl xx


Rawan: Shahood magdar a6awil shahood obouy byakhith talfoni
Shahad: Laish!

I told her the whole story...

Shahad: Ambaaih rawoon 7yatii la tabcheen!! Everything's going to be alright!
Rawan: Enshallah
Rawan: Shahood tkalmena?
Shahad: 9ager?
Rawan: Eeh
Shahad: Shagoula
Rawan: Goulela ena kathaw talfoni la2ani shafouni akalmik w ena ana a7iba wayed
Shahad: Mmmm ok enshallah
Rawan: Thankyou<3
Shahad: Np;*
Rawan: Enzain yallah ana magdar a6awil akalmich bain fatra w fatra ok?
Shahad: Okay :(
Rawan: Love you, bye;*
Shahad: Lovee you moore!! Bye:(;*


End of chat.



 

Chapter 22

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Elmohem ma 3laina...

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My phone rang, it was Mohanad.

Sdaita b wayha..

He called again and i kept on doing he same thing, till i got a message from him in kik...



Mohanad: Laish gam tsedna b wayhi
Rawan: Maly khilg akalmik
Mohanad: Shfech?
Rawan: Mafeni shay brb badrs
Mohanad: Rawan!
Rawan: Ha
Mohanad: Way3a, shelay el talfon basma3 9outich
Rawan: Towy3ik:) Mabiii fahamt? Yallah brb


He saw it, but ignored. Fakaaa ;D

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It was already thursday, I sat with my family, ate lunch. It was a fun time;p

My dad went on saying jokes on every word we say, they were kind of funny:D
My mom ate and continued sewing her crochet work...
Khaled watched tv as always...
A7mad was upstairs playing with my cousins..
W elbaji ga3den ysolfoun...



Mohanad kept on calling and sending text messages...



Yakhii yer7amlii omikk fech 3ani shway!!!!



I execued myself and went upstairs to sa3oud's room, i picked it up before he could hang up...
I laid down on bed and started talking to him...

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Mohanad: "Gwa rawan"
Rawan: "Hala allah ygawek"
Mohanad: "Shfech entay elyoum?"
Rawan: "Mafeni shay" I said it in a 'nafsiya' way
Mohanad: "Mt2kda?"
Rawan: "Eeh"
Mohanad: "3yal shfech akalmich ma trden?!"
Rawan: "La bas kint ta3bana shway"



WHY DON'T U JUST TELL HIM "FELHA YA 7BEBI" ???



Mohanad: "Mmm salamat ma tshoufen shar"
Rawan: "Allah ysalmik w elshar mayek"
Mohanad: "Enzain rawan momkin su2al?"
Rawan: "Shnu?"
Mohanad: "Entay t7beni?"
Rawan: "Eeh"


Wana mn dakhel agoul laaaaaa;&!!


Mohanad: "Ana b3ad"

I kept quiet.


I talked to mohanad on the phone for about 2 hours?

I felt someone was trying to open the knob, i quickly hid the phone under my ear and pretended to be asleep, but i was too late...
It was my mom who entered...


Mom: "Goumay goumay adri mu nayma"


My heart was skipping everytime she says a word.



Ya raab may9eeer nafs ma 9aaar theek el maraa !!! Ya rab ya rab!!


I ignored her and pressed hard on the pillow so my phone won't show...
I can hear mohanad calling my name through it, but i couldn't reply...


Mom: "Goumay" she chuckled "Wain talfonich?"

I had no choice other than waking up and giving her my phone, i hung up as soon as i got up, but it was stuck. Ma kan rathy yensad.



You're dead Mrs. Rawan!



She took the phone from me...


Mom: "Mnu kintay tkalmeen?"
Rawan: "Jude w haya" i lied
Mom: "W laish sdaiteh awal ma ana gtlich 3a6eni el talfon?"
Rawan: "Ohma sadouh bas khla9na swalef"


She tried unlocking it, but there was a password...


Mom: "Shnu passwordich?"


I typed it for her & i kept praying to god ena m7ad mn el9byan ydz whatsapp aw kik!


She kept searching and checking the phone out, someone sent a message on whatsapp...
it was 9ager, yes i was shocked, ena tawa ys2al?:) tawqeta 7ail '3la6!!:)


Mom: "Mnu 9ager?!"


I kept quiet staring at the ground


Mom: "Mnu 9ager!!?" She repeated with a higher tone
Rawan: "Wa7id" i said in a low voice
Mom: "Mn wain t3arfena?"
Rawan: "Twitter"


Ma w3ait ela she slapped me in the face; yes it hurts, but i deserved it..


Mom: "ENTAY MTA TOUBEN?? LAIL7EN TKALMEN HAL ASHKAL EL WA9KHA?? ANA RDAITLICH TALFOUNICH W ELTHEQA!!! Bas ethaher 6la3tay my gad hal theqa ya rawan, wallah khayabty '6ani fech"


I was about to cry, elbachya kanat 3la 6araf 3ainy, but i just hid it to not make my self weak infront of her


Rawan: "Yuma ana ma adri 3ana ohwa madri mn wain 6ala3 ragmi!" my voice was shaky, i so wanted to let it all and cry.
Mom: "CHUB!!" and an another slap on the other cheek hit me.



I couldn't handle it, i cried. I stayed there covering my face with my hands and crying.
My mom kept talking and talking, but i couldn't focus on any other thing than what will happen to me next.


Mom: "Mashy ya rawan, KIL HATHA RA7 YOU9AL 3END OBOUCH!! GOUMAY KHAL9ENI LEBSAY YALLAH ELBAIT YALLAH"



To be continued...