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This chapter is kinda short, but anyways enjoy it xx
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I woke up the next day without Rose waking me up cause what? It's Thursday! WEEKEND ;p
Rose stepped into my room while i was plaing with my phone...
Rose: "Mashallah" she looked at me surprised
Lulu: "Shnu shfech?"
Rose: "Lulu yg3ad mbacher omg"
Lulu: "Rose shnu fe ryoug"
Rose: "Come down you will see"
Lulu: "Yallah shwy w anzel"
I went to the bathroom, changed my clothes, and went downstairs to eat breakfast
Nobody was awake so i sat, ate, and then left
I was already at Gust, no Literature class today! Yaaay ;p
I have only Algebra class, then i'll be chillin' with Shaikha and Sara at the shalaih
Time passed and I was already done.
I waited for Shaikha and Sara at starbucks, but lucky me Wahab and his friends came and sat on the table infront of me
Wahab's eyes never left me, he kept looking at me and smiling.
Side of me said:
Lulu you know that you love him go and tell him
And the other side said:
No! are you crazy? You can't marry another guy than Jassim
And my thoughts kept fighting till shaikha came...
Shaikha: "Lulwo Shfech tkhzen wahab chethi?"
Lulu: "Thak elyoum w9ali messege from an unknown number..." and i told her everything
Wahab is a really great man, he cares, he ask, but how can I be with him when Sara is? I can't. Sara is my friend and I don't want to lose her
already at
Sara stepped in Starbucks and was surprised when she saw Wahab was here...
Sara: "Hatha shyayba hni?" her cheeks became red
Shaikha: "Agoul g3day bs enty w khdoudch el 7umr"
Sara giggled
Lulu: "Ya3ni el bnaya tst7i b3d"
Sara kept on staring at wahab and smiling to him, and he did too. Bs kan mbayen ena kan ga3d yjamelha :)
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I went back home took all my things and went to tell 7mani that i'm going to the shalaih...
Lulu: "Yallah ana ray7a tabi shay?"
7mani: "Salamtich w deerbalich 3la nafsich"
Lulu: "Enshallah"
I was already at sara's house to pick her up and then go to Shaikha's shalaih...
I called Sara to inform her that i was downstairs...
Sara: "Salam"
Lulu: "3laikum el salam"
On our to bnaider me and sara had a chat that i kinda wanted to cry about i don't know why!...
Sara: "Lulu bagoulich shay"
Lulu: "Goulay"
Sara: "Bs mu t3a9ben la2ana hal shay mu bedi"
Lulu: "Ok goulay tra ga3da tkhar3eni"
Sara: "Ana a7ib"
The moment Sara said those two words i felt like someone killed me with a knife; I couldn't believe it.
I pressed on the breaks without me noticing...
Sara screaming: "LULU SHFEEECH!!!!!!"
Lulu: "H-ha?"
Sara: "B'3aity tmawtena shfeech!!"
Lulu: "L-la wla shay" i lied
Sara: "Enzain yallah emshay"
Lulu: "Mnu t7ben?"
Sara: "Emshay emshay b3dain agoulich"
I couldn't argue or ask more
What if it was Abdulwahab?
Why do I even care?
Do I love him? Or have some feelings for him?
Oh no god please this can't be happening!
Why is my life like this? I never dreamed that my life would be that miserable, I'm hating myself so much! Ugghhh waink ya yuba wainch ya yuma! Waink ya Jassim!! Wallah 7yati mn b3dkum zft :'(!!
Friday, November 30, 2012
Saturday, November 24, 2012
Chapter 9
Here's chapter 9 i hope you like it x
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I went back home so late so i quickly went to my room without waking anyone up...
I was about to sleep before i got that weird text messege from an unknown number...
...: Lulu bagoulich shay!
Lulu: Mnu ?
...: Mala da3i t3arfen ana bs bagoulich shay w b3dain ms7eni w 3a6eni block w kl shay bs tkfain khal agoulich elly bagoula la2ana magdr akhsh b3d akthar!
Lulu: Bnaya wla 9bay?
...: 9bay
Lulu: Ok shtabi ?
...: B'3ait agoulich ena ana a7ibech lulu wallah a7ibech w mosta7el a7ib wa7da thanya '3airch!
Lulu: La7tha ya baba mnu enta ?
...: 7lfay etha gtlch ma t3a9ben 3lay
Lulu: Wallah yallah goul
...: Ana Wahab
Lulu: Ay wahab?
Wahab: Wahab elly wyach bl jam3a ma3qoula nsaiteni !
Omg y7ibnii ?!
La7tha ohwa mu wya Sara !!;o
Lulu: Eee la ma nsaitk w thankyou 7abetik el 3afya
Wahab: Shnu 7abtik el 3afya lulu ana abech, abi akh6bich
Hell no Wahab! I can't marry another guy than Jassim !
Lulu: Sorry wahab bs ana mabi atzawaj
I locked my phone, ignored all his text messeges and slept...
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Rose: "LULU GOUMAY GOUMAAAYYY!!!"
Lulu: "6l3ay bara w 9akray el lait" i said in a sleepy voice
Rose: "La ma8u you are late for dwaam gooumaayy" she pulled the blanket away from me
Lulu: "Way way ufff ma tkhaloun el wa7ed ynam !!" I got up and went to the bathroom
I was ready to go to Gust. I wore a simple orange dress with a black belt wrapped around my stomache and a black flat shoes.
As i was driving, my phone rang, Incoming call, Sara
Lulu: "Alooo?"
Sara: "Yal khara yalii ma tst7en 3la wayhich wallah ma hgaitch chethi"
Shfeeeha hathi laykoun darat ena wahab dazlii messege !!!!
Lulu: "Laish shswait" my heart started to pound
Sara: "W ts2len shswait b3d ! Wainch mn awal ma 6la3ty mn el mostashfa la dgaitay wla shay!!"
Uffff 7mdellah 3bali 3an wahab!
Lulu: "Walah ana awjouda re7t 3nd shayoukh bs enty ma gdartay tyen"
Sara: "3la el a8al dgay"
Lulu: "Wallah ya sara ana mu lulu elly t3arfenha gabl mn wfat ahali w 7yati m3tafsa"
Sara: "3atham allah ajrch 7bebtii"
Lulu: "Ajrna w ajrch"
Sara: "Ha yaya el jam3a?"
Lulu: "Ee kani tawni 9af6a al7en banzl"
Sara: "Yallah ok see you there"
Lulu: "Yallah ok bbye"
I entered the gates, and made my way to Literature class :) Ugghhh how much i hate this class !
I was late as usual...
Lulu: "Can i come in?"
All of the class looked at me confused, i was scared ;s
Dr. James: "Ms Lolwa?"
Lulu: "Umm yes?"
Dr. James: "How are you! We missed you a lot"
Lulu: "Thank you i missed you too" I lied
Dr. James: "Well you know your finals is coming soon and you missed a lot of things"
Lulu: "I know i'll take the notes from anybody here"
Dr. James: "Grab your seat" he smiled
My seat was next to Wahab :) Great
I sat without saying a word, i can feel Wahab's eyes on me, it never left...
I was searching in my bag and between the books looking for a pen...
Lulu: "Uuufffff" i said in a low voice
Wahab: "Hach" he gave me a pen
Lulu: "Mashkour" I faked smile and payed attention to the class
Time never passes quickly at Literature class!
Finally i was done, i grabbed my things heading to starbucks but wahab stopped me...
Wahab: "Ummm Lulu?"
Lulu: "Halla?"
Wahab: "Ummmm the pen?"
Lulu: "Oh ee 9a7 hak sorry"
Wahab: "Tdren shlun ekhthy mabeh"
Lulu: "La wallah 3adi ekhtha shd3wa akheth mn shaikha b3dain"
Wahab: "Wallah takhthena"
Lulu: "If you insist" i smiled and gave him my back
Wahab: "One more thing"
I laughed before turning my back cause i knew he wanted to say something else...
Wahab: "3sa ma 3a9abty 3an ams please tell me the truth"
Lulu: "La wallah ma 3a9abt"
Wahab: "Ok" he smiled
I went to starbucks waiting for sara or shaikha to show up...
I was about to leave when i saw both sara and shaikha stepped in starbucks.
Sara ran to me and gave me the tightest hug ever...
Sara: "SHLUNICH LULU!" she teared
Lulu: "Shfech tabchen?"
Sara: "Mshtagatlich *sniff*"
Lulu: "Ya b3d 3umri wallah" i pulled her into another hug
We spent hours chatting at starbucks till it was time to leave...
Tomorrow is thursday and shaikha told me to go and sleep in her shalaih to spend the weekend there
I went back home and saw 7mani and Dalal eating lunch...
Lulu: "Ma tan6roun ya3nii !!"
Dalal: "Gtla bs okhouch d3la"
7mani: "Ana shaku enty ta2akharty"
Lulu: "El sa3a 1 shnu ta2akhart ;s"
7mani: "Eee you3an ana khu"
Lulu: "Hhhhh bl 3afya bl 3afya"
7mani: "Allah y3afech" he said while all the food in his mouth. Yes disgusting :)
I changed, ate lunch, and went to my room to study for my Algebra Exam so i can spen the weekend at shaikha's shalaih...
The day was boring, so when it became 9pm i went to tell 7mani that i want to sleep just incase if he wants something...
Lulu: "7MAANNIIII" i screamed
7mani: "Wjaaa33! ana ta7at"
I went downstairs, he was watching football in the television...
Lulu: "Ana bnam"
7mani: "Kl hal 9rakh bs 3shan ana bnam"
Lulu: "Eee"
7mani: "Enzain"
Lulu: "Eeeeh t3al tra ana mra7 akoun mawjouda bl weekend"
7mani: "Laish enshallah wain btrou7en?"
Lulu: "Barou7 shalaih shaikha bnam 3ndhum"
7mani: "La2 maku rou7a"
Lulu: "7mani tekfa 7ta sara btrou7 w m3a ahalha mu brou7na!"
7mani: "Ee etha ma ahalha okay"
I gave him a playfull disgusting look
7mani: "Shtabeeen!!! la tkhaleni al7en agoul maku rou7a"
Lulu: "Ma 3ozik wallah" i said in a low voice so he could not hear
7mani: "Shgiltay??"
Lulu: "Agoul ee wya ahalha"
7mani: "Agoul rou7ay namay la eyelich 6rag mn 7ayth la ta3lamen"
Lulu: "Khair enshallah" I ran before he could hit me
I went to my room checked my phone, Nothing. I locked it and slept instantly...
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I went back home so late so i quickly went to my room without waking anyone up...
I was about to sleep before i got that weird text messege from an unknown number...
...: Lulu bagoulich shay!
Lulu: Mnu ?
...: Mala da3i t3arfen ana bs bagoulich shay w b3dain ms7eni w 3a6eni block w kl shay bs tkfain khal agoulich elly bagoula la2ana magdr akhsh b3d akthar!
Lulu: Bnaya wla 9bay?
...: 9bay
Lulu: Ok shtabi ?
...: B'3ait agoulich ena ana a7ibech lulu wallah a7ibech w mosta7el a7ib wa7da thanya '3airch!
Lulu: La7tha ya baba mnu enta ?
...: 7lfay etha gtlch ma t3a9ben 3lay
Lulu: Wallah yallah goul
...: Ana Wahab
Lulu: Ay wahab?
Wahab: Wahab elly wyach bl jam3a ma3qoula nsaiteni !
Omg y7ibnii ?!
La7tha ohwa mu wya Sara !!;o
Lulu: Eee la ma nsaitk w thankyou 7abetik el 3afya
Wahab: Shnu 7abtik el 3afya lulu ana abech, abi akh6bich
Hell no Wahab! I can't marry another guy than Jassim !
Lulu: Sorry wahab bs ana mabi atzawaj
I locked my phone, ignored all his text messeges and slept...
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Rose: "LULU GOUMAY GOUMAAAYYY!!!"
Lulu: "6l3ay bara w 9akray el lait" i said in a sleepy voice
Rose: "La ma8u you are late for dwaam gooumaayy" she pulled the blanket away from me
Lulu: "Way way ufff ma tkhaloun el wa7ed ynam !!" I got up and went to the bathroom
I was ready to go to Gust. I wore a simple orange dress with a black belt wrapped around my stomache and a black flat shoes.
As i was driving, my phone rang, Incoming call, Sara
Lulu: "Alooo?"
Sara: "Yal khara yalii ma tst7en 3la wayhich wallah ma hgaitch chethi"
Shfeeeha hathi laykoun darat ena wahab dazlii messege !!!!
Lulu: "Laish shswait" my heart started to pound
Sara: "W ts2len shswait b3d ! Wainch mn awal ma 6la3ty mn el mostashfa la dgaitay wla shay!!"
Uffff 7mdellah 3bali 3an wahab!
Lulu: "Walah ana awjouda re7t 3nd shayoukh bs enty ma gdartay tyen"
Sara: "3la el a8al dgay"
Lulu: "Wallah ya sara ana mu lulu elly t3arfenha gabl mn wfat ahali w 7yati m3tafsa"
Sara: "3atham allah ajrch 7bebtii"
Lulu: "Ajrna w ajrch"
Sara: "Ha yaya el jam3a?"
Lulu: "Ee kani tawni 9af6a al7en banzl"
Sara: "Yallah ok see you there"
Lulu: "Yallah ok bbye"
I entered the gates, and made my way to Literature class :) Ugghhh how much i hate this class !
I was late as usual...
Lulu: "Can i come in?"
All of the class looked at me confused, i was scared ;s
Dr. James: "Ms Lolwa?"
Lulu: "Umm yes?"
Dr. James: "How are you! We missed you a lot"
Lulu: "Thank you i missed you too" I lied
Dr. James: "Well you know your finals is coming soon and you missed a lot of things"
Lulu: "I know i'll take the notes from anybody here"
Dr. James: "Grab your seat" he smiled
My seat was next to Wahab :) Great
I sat without saying a word, i can feel Wahab's eyes on me, it never left...
I was searching in my bag and between the books looking for a pen...
Lulu: "Uuufffff" i said in a low voice
Wahab: "Hach" he gave me a pen
Lulu: "Mashkour" I faked smile and payed attention to the class
Time never passes quickly at Literature class!
Finally i was done, i grabbed my things heading to starbucks but wahab stopped me...
Wahab: "Ummm Lulu?"
Lulu: "Halla?"
Wahab: "Ummmm the pen?"
Lulu: "Oh ee 9a7 hak sorry"
Wahab: "Tdren shlun ekhthy mabeh"
Lulu: "La wallah 3adi ekhtha shd3wa akheth mn shaikha b3dain"
Wahab: "Wallah takhthena"
Lulu: "If you insist" i smiled and gave him my back
Wahab: "One more thing"
I laughed before turning my back cause i knew he wanted to say something else...
Wahab: "3sa ma 3a9abty 3an ams please tell me the truth"
Lulu: "La wallah ma 3a9abt"
Wahab: "Ok" he smiled
I went to starbucks waiting for sara or shaikha to show up...
I was about to leave when i saw both sara and shaikha stepped in starbucks.
Sara ran to me and gave me the tightest hug ever...
Sara: "SHLUNICH LULU!" she teared
Lulu: "Shfech tabchen?"
Sara: "Mshtagatlich *sniff*"
Lulu: "Ya b3d 3umri wallah" i pulled her into another hug
We spent hours chatting at starbucks till it was time to leave...
Tomorrow is thursday and shaikha told me to go and sleep in her shalaih to spend the weekend there
I went back home and saw 7mani and Dalal eating lunch...
Lulu: "Ma tan6roun ya3nii !!"
Dalal: "Gtla bs okhouch d3la"
7mani: "Ana shaku enty ta2akharty"
Lulu: "El sa3a 1 shnu ta2akhart ;s"
7mani: "Eee you3an ana khu"
Lulu: "Hhhhh bl 3afya bl 3afya"
7mani: "Allah y3afech" he said while all the food in his mouth. Yes disgusting :)
I changed, ate lunch, and went to my room to study for my Algebra Exam so i can spen the weekend at shaikha's shalaih...
The day was boring, so when it became 9pm i went to tell 7mani that i want to sleep just incase if he wants something...
Lulu: "7MAANNIIII" i screamed
7mani: "Wjaaa33! ana ta7at"
I went downstairs, he was watching football in the television...
Lulu: "Ana bnam"
7mani: "Kl hal 9rakh bs 3shan ana bnam"
Lulu: "Eee"
7mani: "Enzain"
Lulu: "Eeeeh t3al tra ana mra7 akoun mawjouda bl weekend"
7mani: "Laish enshallah wain btrou7en?"
Lulu: "Barou7 shalaih shaikha bnam 3ndhum"
7mani: "La2 maku rou7a"
Lulu: "7mani tekfa 7ta sara btrou7 w m3a ahalha mu brou7na!"
7mani: "Ee etha ma ahalha okay"
I gave him a playfull disgusting look
7mani: "Shtabeeen!!! la tkhaleni al7en agoul maku rou7a"
Lulu: "Ma 3ozik wallah" i said in a low voice so he could not hear
7mani: "Shgiltay??"
Lulu: "Agoul ee wya ahalha"
7mani: "Agoul rou7ay namay la eyelich 6rag mn 7ayth la ta3lamen"
Lulu: "Khair enshallah" I ran before he could hit me
I went to my room checked my phone, Nothing. I locked it and slept instantly...
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Chapter 8
Hey guys x shlunkom ;p, so i'm receiving those wierd and rude comments on ask, but i delete and will continue deleting those type of comments. Don't like the blog don't read it wallah it's not hard, don't like my tweets there's an unfollow button just press it! Is it that hard? Seriously, GET A LIFE.
Anyways enjoy chapter 8 xo
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It's been 6 months, six months since i got out of the hospital, six months of me not knowing anything about the outside world, six months of me not going to the university, six months of me not having all the fun i use to have, six months filled with sadness, depression, loneliness, not tasting have of the fun.
My eyes are black and hurting so bad from crying, it's hard to move my mouth to fake smile cause i haven't smile since their death...
My parents and Jassim, they were all gone.
They've gone and they took my happiness with them, they've gone and my life is so miserable without them. I just couldn't believe it that i stayed in '3ayboba for almost 3 months...
You know when you lose your parents? It's like losing yourself, and you know when you lose your love? It's like losing your heart. Two at the same day? It's just too much to handle...
My parents and Jassim were dead in an airplane crash. Jassim's treatment was not well-known in Kuwait, so my parents decided to go with Jassim instead of his parents to Germany to make the surgery there. Before they even take off the tires started to shake and each flew far away from the other till the plane lost control and crashed.
Currently, i'm living with 7mani and his wife at a new house. I asked 7mani if we could change out house cause every single spot reminds me of my parents.
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7mani: "7mdellah 3la salamtich yal '3alya"
Lulu: "Tslm 7mani" i tried so hardly to fake smile
7mani: "Shfech a7isch lail7en ta3bana"
Lulu: "7mani 3adi t6ale3ni ? Abi ashouf el Kuwait abi ashouf el nas wallah ma tadri shkther thayig khelgii!"
7mani: "Mn 3youni hathi gabel hathi wain btrou7en?"
Lulu: "360, Avenues, Ba7ar ay mukan el mohem arou7 ashem hawa!!"
7mani: "7ather elly tabena ra7 y9eer. Yallah namshi ?"
Lulu: "Yallah"
7mani grabbed my luggage as i waited for him in the car, we were out of the hospital heading back home...
Dhdh
I checked my phone, dozens of people sent me stuff like "3atham allah ajrch", "Keep smiling", "8atha2 w 8adar", but i just ignored them.
I bbmed Shaikha and told her...
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Gwa Shaikha :)
By seconds she replied me...
Shaikha Al-X...; LUUUUULLLLLUUUU !!!!!!!!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Halla :)
Shaikha Al-X...: YAL CHALBAA 6 MONTHS ME NO SEE YOU!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Laish ma zrteeni :)?
Shaikha Al-X...: KANAW EL ZGAGEEN MAN3EEN 3ANICH EL ZYARAA!! Ygoulon enty wayed ta3bana !! Shlunich w mta 6ala3tay !
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Undescribeble feeling :) Elyoum twa 6al3a rada el bait
Shaikha Al-X...: Ee Lulu 3atham allah ajrch :'( !!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Ajrna w ajrch x
Shaikha Al-X...: TA3ALAAAYYY BAITNASA MN ZEMAN MU SHAYFTICHHHH !!!:'(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Barid e bait wallah 7di ta3bana araye7 w b3dain i visit you ok?
Shaikha Al-X...: Okay :(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: W goulay 7g Saro tyi b3d wallah i miss u guys </3
Shaikha Al-X...: US MORREEE<33 !!!!!! :'(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Yallah ttyl.
I closed my phone and stared at the sky...
Lulu: "Ya rab enik ter7am ahali w Jassim w tsakenhum bl janna mu bl nar ya rab<3" I said to myself
Lulu: "Umm... 7mani b3dain barou7 bait shaikha ok ?"
7mani: "Ana awadeech?"
Lulu: "La laish i can drive"
7mani: "Ok mts btrou7een?"
Lulu: "El 3a9r al7en barou7 badeba machbous w bnam shwy b3dain barou7"
7mani: "Hhh ok take care"
Lulu: "Enshallah"
We arrived home, and i ate the best machbous dyay ever in my life <3!!
Dalal and the wasn't home she was out with some friends, it was time for me to go to shaikha's bs mabi akhalii 7mani brou7a bl bait
Lulu: "Umm... 7mani?" I knocked his room door
7mani: "Halla Lulu dekhlay"
Lulu: "Khla9 mabi arou7 bait shayoukh"
7mani: "Laish"
Lulu: "Dalal mu mawjouda bl bait w etha ana 6la3t enta ra7 tg3ad brou7ik"
7mani: "Shnu ya3ni byi el yni w yakelni ?" He teased me
Lulu: "Haha shaku! Bs ra7 tmil"
7mani: "Don't worry 7bebti barou7 el dwanya ana rou7ay estansay"
Lulu: "Are you sure?"
7mani : "Ee wallah i'm sure"
Lulu: "Okay then i'll go now see you later"
7mani: "Okay 7bebti deerbalich 3la nafsich"
Lulu: "Enshallah you too"
I went outside, drove to Shaikha's house...
After driving half an hour i finally arrived, i called Shaikha to inform her that i was on my way to her bedroom...
I saw khalty Amani (Shaikha's mom), and Salman (Shaikha's 11 year old brother) sitting in the living room watching tv...
AWKWARD!
Lulu: "Umm alsalam 3laikum"
Khalty Amani: "Halla halla wallah b Lulu" she got up and hugged me
Lulu: "Halla fech khalty salman shlunik?" i tried to smile
Salman: "Good"
Lulu: "Khalty Shyoukh b'3urfta'ha?"
Khalty Amani: "Ee 93delaha tdlen '3urfat'ha 9a7?"
Lulu: "Eee adlha mashkura"
I made my way to Shaikha's room, knocked and entered...
Shaikha: "LUUUULLLWWAAAAAAAA" she shouted and gave me a hug that kasar 3thami :)
Lulu: "Aaayyy ayyy wakhraaaaaay!!"
Shaikha: "Yal chalba shlunich I MISSED YOU more than you could imagine"
Lulu: "Wallah i missed you more yal bgara now wakhray!"
Akheran she let go of me...
Lulu: "Huf allah yakhthich ksartay 3thami"
Shaikha: "A7ibech Lulu shswy"
Lulu: "G6ay nafsich mn el dresha ;$"
Shaikha: "Chna 36aitch wayh?"
Lulu: "Chub ella ta3alay wain saro?"
Shaikha: "She couldn't make it she's busy with her boyfriend"
Lulu: "Boyfriend? Mn mta saro 3ndha boyfriend?" i was shocked
Shaikha: "Before 1 month maybe, he's in your Literature class i think you know him esma Abdulwahab Al-X..."
Bdoun mjamala my eyes was wide open so did my mouth...
I couldn't belive it, Sara with Wahab? Seriously?
La7tha wait why do I even care?
Let them love each other w they get married ana shaku!
Ambeeh laykoun I feelings for Wahab!!!!!
NO Lulu shga3d tgoulen enty you'll never love any other person than Jassim!
Shaikha: "Heeeeew wain sara7tay" she waved her hand infront of my face
Lulu: "H-ha la wla mukan kani mawjouda"
Shaikha: "Enzain shtabena nswy?"
Lulu: "Kaifech i just came to see you cuz i miss you"
Shaikha: "Ya3ni al7en btrou7en!?"
Lulu: "I think"
Shaikha: "Etha 6la3tay al7en ana mu rfejtich anymore"
Lulu: "Ola shd3wa"
Shaikha: "Shnu shd3wa! You come only for 5 min w trou7en?"
Lulu: "Khla9 i'm staying lma tshb3en mni okay?"
Shaikha: "OK!"
I had and amzazing night with Shaikha since i got back home from the hospital, we stayed at home but at least there was someone with me, someone who understands me, someone who i can tell what's in my heart too.
I went back home so late, so i quickly went to my room without waking anyone up...
I was about to sleep before i got that weird text messege from an unknown number...
...: Lulu bagoulich shay!
To be continued...
Anyways enjoy chapter 8 xo
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It's been 6 months, six months since i got out of the hospital, six months of me not knowing anything about the outside world, six months of me not going to the university, six months of me not having all the fun i use to have, six months filled with sadness, depression, loneliness, not tasting have of the fun.
My eyes are black and hurting so bad from crying, it's hard to move my mouth to fake smile cause i haven't smile since their death...
My parents and Jassim, they were all gone.
They've gone and they took my happiness with them, they've gone and my life is so miserable without them. I just couldn't believe it that i stayed in '3ayboba for almost 3 months...
You know when you lose your parents? It's like losing yourself, and you know when you lose your love? It's like losing your heart. Two at the same day? It's just too much to handle...
My parents and Jassim were dead in an airplane crash. Jassim's treatment was not well-known in Kuwait, so my parents decided to go with Jassim instead of his parents to Germany to make the surgery there. Before they even take off the tires started to shake and each flew far away from the other till the plane lost control and crashed.
Currently, i'm living with 7mani and his wife at a new house. I asked 7mani if we could change out house cause every single spot reminds me of my parents.
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7mani: "7mdellah 3la salamtich yal '3alya"
Lulu: "Tslm 7mani" i tried so hardly to fake smile
7mani: "Shfech a7isch lail7en ta3bana"
Lulu: "7mani 3adi t6ale3ni ? Abi ashouf el Kuwait abi ashouf el nas wallah ma tadri shkther thayig khelgii!"
7mani: "Mn 3youni hathi gabel hathi wain btrou7en?"
Lulu: "360, Avenues, Ba7ar ay mukan el mohem arou7 ashem hawa!!"
7mani: "7ather elly tabena ra7 y9eer. Yallah namshi ?"
Lulu: "Yallah"
7mani grabbed my luggage as i waited for him in the car, we were out of the hospital heading back home...
Dhdh
I checked my phone, dozens of people sent me stuff like "3atham allah ajrch", "Keep smiling", "8atha2 w 8adar", but i just ignored them.
I bbmed Shaikha and told her...
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Gwa Shaikha :)
By seconds she replied me...
Shaikha Al-X...; LUUUUULLLLLUUUU !!!!!!!!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Halla :)
Shaikha Al-X...: YAL CHALBAA 6 MONTHS ME NO SEE YOU!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Laish ma zrteeni :)?
Shaikha Al-X...: KANAW EL ZGAGEEN MAN3EEN 3ANICH EL ZYARAA!! Ygoulon enty wayed ta3bana !! Shlunich w mta 6ala3tay !
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Undescribeble feeling :) Elyoum twa 6al3a rada el bait
Shaikha Al-X...: Ee Lulu 3atham allah ajrch :'( !!!
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Ajrna w ajrch x
Shaikha Al-X...: TA3ALAAAYYY BAITNASA MN ZEMAN MU SHAYFTICHHHH !!!:'(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Barid e bait wallah 7di ta3bana araye7 w b3dain i visit you ok?
Shaikha Al-X...: Okay :(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: W goulay 7g Saro tyi b3d wallah i miss u guys </3
Shaikha Al-X...: US MORREEE<33 !!!!!! :'(
Freedom/Lulu Al-X...: Yallah ttyl.
I closed my phone and stared at the sky...
Lulu: "Ya rab enik ter7am ahali w Jassim w tsakenhum bl janna mu bl nar ya rab<3" I said to myself
Lulu: "Umm... 7mani b3dain barou7 bait shaikha ok ?"
7mani: "Ana awadeech?"
Lulu: "La laish i can drive"
7mani: "Ok mts btrou7een?"
Lulu: "El 3a9r al7en barou7 badeba machbous w bnam shwy b3dain barou7"
7mani: "Hhh ok take care"
Lulu: "Enshallah"
We arrived home, and i ate the best machbous dyay ever in my life <3!!
Dalal and the wasn't home she was out with some friends, it was time for me to go to shaikha's bs mabi akhalii 7mani brou7a bl bait
Lulu: "Umm... 7mani?" I knocked his room door
7mani: "Halla Lulu dekhlay"
Lulu: "Khla9 mabi arou7 bait shayoukh"
7mani: "Laish"
Lulu: "Dalal mu mawjouda bl bait w etha ana 6la3t enta ra7 tg3ad brou7ik"
7mani: "Shnu ya3ni byi el yni w yakelni ?" He teased me
Lulu: "Haha shaku! Bs ra7 tmil"
7mani: "Don't worry 7bebti barou7 el dwanya ana rou7ay estansay"
Lulu: "Are you sure?"
7mani : "Ee wallah i'm sure"
Lulu: "Okay then i'll go now see you later"
7mani: "Okay 7bebti deerbalich 3la nafsich"
Lulu: "Enshallah you too"
I went outside, drove to Shaikha's house...
After driving half an hour i finally arrived, i called Shaikha to inform her that i was on my way to her bedroom...
I saw khalty Amani (Shaikha's mom), and Salman (Shaikha's 11 year old brother) sitting in the living room watching tv...
AWKWARD!
Lulu: "Umm alsalam 3laikum"
Khalty Amani: "Halla halla wallah b Lulu" she got up and hugged me
Lulu: "Halla fech khalty salman shlunik?" i tried to smile
Salman: "Good"
Lulu: "Khalty Shyoukh b'3urfta'ha?"
Khalty Amani: "Ee 93delaha tdlen '3urfat'ha 9a7?"
Lulu: "Eee adlha mashkura"
I made my way to Shaikha's room, knocked and entered...
Shaikha: "LUUUULLLWWAAAAAAAA" she shouted and gave me a hug that kasar 3thami :)
Lulu: "Aaayyy ayyy wakhraaaaaay!!"
Shaikha: "Yal chalba shlunich I MISSED YOU more than you could imagine"
Lulu: "Wallah i missed you more yal bgara now wakhray!"
Akheran she let go of me...
Lulu: "Huf allah yakhthich ksartay 3thami"
Shaikha: "A7ibech Lulu shswy"
Lulu: "G6ay nafsich mn el dresha ;$"
Shaikha: "Chna 36aitch wayh?"
Lulu: "Chub ella ta3alay wain saro?"
Shaikha: "She couldn't make it she's busy with her boyfriend"
Lulu: "Boyfriend? Mn mta saro 3ndha boyfriend?" i was shocked
Shaikha: "Before 1 month maybe, he's in your Literature class i think you know him esma Abdulwahab Al-X..."
Bdoun mjamala my eyes was wide open so did my mouth...
I couldn't belive it, Sara with Wahab? Seriously?
La7tha wait why do I even care?
Let them love each other w they get married ana shaku!
Ambeeh laykoun I feelings for Wahab!!!!!
NO Lulu shga3d tgoulen enty you'll never love any other person than Jassim!
Shaikha: "Heeeeew wain sara7tay" she waved her hand infront of my face
Lulu: "H-ha la wla mukan kani mawjouda"
Shaikha: "Enzain shtabena nswy?"
Lulu: "Kaifech i just came to see you cuz i miss you"
Shaikha: "Ya3ni al7en btrou7en!?"
Lulu: "I think"
Shaikha: "Etha 6la3tay al7en ana mu rfejtich anymore"
Lulu: "Ola shd3wa"
Shaikha: "Shnu shd3wa! You come only for 5 min w trou7en?"
Lulu: "Khla9 i'm staying lma tshb3en mni okay?"
Shaikha: "OK!"
I had and amzazing night with Shaikha since i got back home from the hospital, we stayed at home but at least there was someone with me, someone who understands me, someone who i can tell what's in my heart too.
I went back home so late, so i quickly went to my room without waking anyone up...
I was about to sleep before i got that weird text messege from an unknown number...
...: Lulu bagoulich shay!
To be continued...
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Chapter 7
Hey guys! Finally i posted ;p sorry for making you wait:*
Enjoy the chapter and pweeease comment !!;*
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I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all what I saw is black...
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I felt somebody shaking my arm gently trying to wake me up, i forced my self to open my eyes and see what was going around, where am I?
...: "Lulu 7abebtii fe shay y3awrich !"
Yes! All my body hurts me, i felt numb, i wanted to answer my mom and tell her yes my body hurts, my heart is stressed. I want Jassim, without him i'm broken. Please yeboli Jassim! :'(
Me: "Wain Jassim?" I said in a tired low voice
Mom: "Bl 3naya el murakaza don't worry honey mafe ella el 3afya"
What the hell did mom just say ?!
Bl 3naya el murakaza !! Am I dreaming?
This can't be happening! People died when they were in there! I don't want Jassim to die.
I cried, i just couldn't help it...
Mom: "Lulu mama la tabchen allah ygawma bl salama"
Lulu: "Abii arou7 ashoufa *sniff*"
Mom: "May9er el doctor gal lazim trta7ain"
Lulu: "Mabi mabi abi Jassim yeboli jassim !!!" I started screaming and crying like a 5 year old child who lost her toy. Don't blame me.
My mom went oustide to call the doctor while i tried taking of the wires that was placed on me to go and see Jassim.
The doctors entered and tried to calm me down...
The doctor: "Relax Lulu i'm here to help you what do you want?"
Lulu: "I want Jassim please i beg you i just wanna see him please" i cried and begged him
The doctor: "But you have to rest now how about tomorrow we go and see him?"
Lulu: "I'd rather die but not him please i just want to make sure he's fine it won't too long i promise"
The doctor: "Ok fine let's go" he sighed
There it was, I was maybe about 5 inches away from Jassim's room, i couldn't enter cause i knew if i did, i won't let him and go.
The doctor: "What are you waiting for come on this is his room"
Lulu: "I can't do this"
The doctor: "Why not?" He asked confusingly
Lulu: "If i entered i won't let him go" i said in a low voice
The doctor: "What?"
Lulu: "Just take me back to my room"
The doctor; "What about Jassim?"
Lulu: "I'll see him later"
The doctor: "Mrs. Lolwa are you okay?"
Lulu: "I want to fo back to my room"
The doctor held my hand and took me back to my hospital room, i hated in here, it feels like jail! I miss my friends, i miss Gust, i miss Dr. James embarrasing me infront of everyone when i'm late, i miss Jassim. I miss that day when we were in the library together and he asked to marry me. It can't be all going with a blink of an eye!
Why is this happening to me?
Seriously where did i go wrong?
Will Jassim die?
Will I die ?
Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i'm still trying to find an answer...
I read some Quran so i could feel better and slept to stop my mind from thinking that much.
Enjoy the chapter and pweeease comment !!;*
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I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all what I saw is black...
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I felt somebody shaking my arm gently trying to wake me up, i forced my self to open my eyes and see what was going around, where am I?
...: "Lulu 7abebtii fe shay y3awrich !"
Yes! All my body hurts me, i felt numb, i wanted to answer my mom and tell her yes my body hurts, my heart is stressed. I want Jassim, without him i'm broken. Please yeboli Jassim! :'(
Me: "Wain Jassim?" I said in a tired low voice
Mom: "Bl 3naya el murakaza don't worry honey mafe ella el 3afya"
What the hell did mom just say ?!
Bl 3naya el murakaza !! Am I dreaming?
This can't be happening! People died when they were in there! I don't want Jassim to die.
I cried, i just couldn't help it...
Mom: "Lulu mama la tabchen allah ygawma bl salama"
Lulu: "Abii arou7 ashoufa *sniff*"
Mom: "May9er el doctor gal lazim trta7ain"
Lulu: "Mabi mabi abi Jassim yeboli jassim !!!" I started screaming and crying like a 5 year old child who lost her toy. Don't blame me.
My mom went oustide to call the doctor while i tried taking of the wires that was placed on me to go and see Jassim.
The doctors entered and tried to calm me down...
The doctor: "Relax Lulu i'm here to help you what do you want?"
Lulu: "I want Jassim please i beg you i just wanna see him please" i cried and begged him
The doctor: "But you have to rest now how about tomorrow we go and see him?"
Lulu: "I'd rather die but not him please i just want to make sure he's fine it won't too long i promise"
The doctor: "Ok fine let's go" he sighed
There it was, I was maybe about 5 inches away from Jassim's room, i couldn't enter cause i knew if i did, i won't let him and go.
The doctor: "What are you waiting for come on this is his room"
Lulu: "I can't do this"
The doctor: "Why not?" He asked confusingly
Lulu: "If i entered i won't let him go" i said in a low voice
The doctor: "What?"
Lulu: "Just take me back to my room"
The doctor; "What about Jassim?"
Lulu: "I'll see him later"
The doctor: "Mrs. Lolwa are you okay?"
Lulu: "I want to fo back to my room"
The doctor held my hand and took me back to my hospital room, i hated in here, it feels like jail! I miss my friends, i miss Gust, i miss Dr. James embarrasing me infront of everyone when i'm late, i miss Jassim. I miss that day when we were in the library together and he asked to marry me. It can't be all going with a blink of an eye!
Why is this happening to me?
Seriously where did i go wrong?
Will Jassim die?
Will I die ?
Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i'm still trying to find an answer...
I read some Quran so i could feel better and slept to stop my mind from thinking that much.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Chapter 6
POSTED! Sorry for the delay.
I hope you liked the previous chapters!
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I woke up the next day, changed my clothes, and went to Gust...
I didn't see Jassim at Gust today, mu mn 3wayda. I texted him a lot, but he's not answering
Me, Shaikha, and Sara finished all our classes for the day, so we decided to meet at Lenotre, Alfanar
I arrived to Alfanar and made my way to lenotre...
I saw them sitting at the corner chatting...
Lulu: "Hii"
Shaikha: "Ahlan"
Lulu: "Huff shlunkom?"
Shaikha: "Shfech t'hufhfeen?"
Lulu: "Ta3abt w 7ar barra !"
Sara: "Eeee ! Abi winter"
Lulu: "Ufff 7da !"
Shaikha: "Enzain yallah shnu taboun ta6lboun?"
Lulu: "Kaifech"
Sara: "Abi cheesecake"
Shaikha: "Yallah okay"
While Shaikha was talking to the garcon I thought that I should tell Sara about Jassim and that we're getting married soon...
Lulu: "Sar-" I was interrupted by Shaikha
Shaikha: "T3alw shftaw Maha elyoum shlabsa wai3!"
Sara: "Eeee umbeeh ! Mu mn 9jha chan tfa9ekhat b3d"
Lulu: "Basich 7sh bl nas enty!" I hit shaikha playfully
Shaikha: "Umbeeh lulu takheyalay yaya el jam3a b skirt 7da g9eer w shirt chatfha kla 6ali3 !!"
Lulu: "Enty shaku feeha ! Shaikho bsich 7sh wallah allah ma yertha chethii"
Shaikha: "Khfay 3laina yal 3fasii"
Lulu: "Chub shaku 3fassi bs ghala6 elly ga3da tsawena wallah"
Sara: "Tra 9a7 klam Lulu"
Shaikha: "Ola ok kalaitoni i'll try not to 7sh another time"
Sara: "Hhhhhh Shaikha ya ttkalemain english or 3rabi ma y9er arabish"
Shaikha: "Enshallah 3ametii"
I bbmed Shaikha and told her if she saw Jassim today cuz i'm getting worried now...
Shaikha Al-X...: La2 ma shefta laish !
Lulu Al-X...: Umbeeh shaikho shfeeh akalma ma yrd w elyoum ma shft klish !
Shaikha Al-X...: La tkhafeen mafii ella el khair enshallah:*
My phone started ringing, Incoming call, Mama...
Lulu: "Aloo?"
Mama: "Halla yuma lulu wainch?" her voice sounded cracky
Lulu: "Ana wya el bnat"
Mama: "T3alay el bnat bagoulich shy"
Lulu: "Yuma fekum shy?" My heart started beating
Mama: "T3alay w bt3arfeen"
Lulu: "Msafat el 6reej w akoun 3ndkum"
I hung up, grabbed my things, and left without even saying goodbye to the girls...
All the way back home I was thinking about what they are going to tell me, is it about Jassim? or family issues?
Laykoun Jassim hawan w ma yabi ytzawajnii !!
La2 Lulu Jassim y7ibech ohwa 7laf la tfakreen chethii !
I arrived home, and made my way running to my family, I was scared, confused, curious all at once...
I went to the living room and saw all my family gathering together chatting...
Lulu: "Hello?"
Mom: "Halla lulu yuma t3alay g3day"
Lulu: "Shfekum sh9ayer?"
Mom: "Jassim-" and she stopped talking
Lulu: "Shfeeh Jassim !!" My heart began to race
Yes, jassim has told my parents about us and they were so happy for us<3
Nobody answered...
I stood up and shouted...
Lulu: "SHFEKUM SAKTEN T7ACHW SHFEH JASSIM!!!!?"
Dad: "Lulu 7bebtii haday a39abich mafeh ella el khair bs ohwa kan b6reja el jam3a w swa 7adeth al7en ohwa b mustashfa w mafeh ella el khair"
Oh My God...
I cried hardly, so hardly !
I loved Jassim, I don't know if he is going to survive or die. I have to go and see him he is my one and only !!
I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all I saw is black...
I hope you liked the previous chapters!
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I woke up the next day, changed my clothes, and went to Gust...
I didn't see Jassim at Gust today, mu mn 3wayda. I texted him a lot, but he's not answering
Me, Shaikha, and Sara finished all our classes for the day, so we decided to meet at Lenotre, Alfanar
I arrived to Alfanar and made my way to lenotre...
I saw them sitting at the corner chatting...
Lulu: "Hii"
Shaikha: "Ahlan"
Lulu: "Huff shlunkom?"
Shaikha: "Shfech t'hufhfeen?"
Lulu: "Ta3abt w 7ar barra !"
Sara: "Eeee ! Abi winter"
Lulu: "Ufff 7da !"
Shaikha: "Enzain yallah shnu taboun ta6lboun?"
Lulu: "Kaifech"
Sara: "Abi cheesecake"
Shaikha: "Yallah okay"
While Shaikha was talking to the garcon I thought that I should tell Sara about Jassim and that we're getting married soon...
Lulu: "Sar-" I was interrupted by Shaikha
Shaikha: "T3alw shftaw Maha elyoum shlabsa wai3!"
Sara: "Eeee umbeeh ! Mu mn 9jha chan tfa9ekhat b3d"
Lulu: "Basich 7sh bl nas enty!" I hit shaikha playfully
Shaikha: "Umbeeh lulu takheyalay yaya el jam3a b skirt 7da g9eer w shirt chatfha kla 6ali3 !!"
Lulu: "Enty shaku feeha ! Shaikho bsich 7sh wallah allah ma yertha chethii"
Shaikha: "Khfay 3laina yal 3fasii"
Lulu: "Chub shaku 3fassi bs ghala6 elly ga3da tsawena wallah"
Sara: "Tra 9a7 klam Lulu"
Shaikha: "Ola ok kalaitoni i'll try not to 7sh another time"
Sara: "Hhhhhh Shaikha ya ttkalemain english or 3rabi ma y9er arabish"
Shaikha: "Enshallah 3ametii"
I bbmed Shaikha and told her if she saw Jassim today cuz i'm getting worried now...
Shaikha Al-X...: La2 ma shefta laish !
Lulu Al-X...: Umbeeh shaikho shfeeh akalma ma yrd w elyoum ma shft klish !
Shaikha Al-X...: La tkhafeen mafii ella el khair enshallah:*
My phone started ringing, Incoming call, Mama...
Lulu: "Aloo?"
Mama: "Halla yuma lulu wainch?" her voice sounded cracky
Lulu: "Ana wya el bnat"
Mama: "T3alay el bnat bagoulich shy"
Lulu: "Yuma fekum shy?" My heart started beating
Mama: "T3alay w bt3arfeen"
Lulu: "Msafat el 6reej w akoun 3ndkum"
I hung up, grabbed my things, and left without even saying goodbye to the girls...
All the way back home I was thinking about what they are going to tell me, is it about Jassim? or family issues?
Laykoun Jassim hawan w ma yabi ytzawajnii !!
La2 Lulu Jassim y7ibech ohwa 7laf la tfakreen chethii !
I arrived home, and made my way running to my family, I was scared, confused, curious all at once...
I went to the living room and saw all my family gathering together chatting...
Lulu: "Hello?"
Mom: "Halla lulu yuma t3alay g3day"
Lulu: "Shfekum sh9ayer?"
Mom: "Jassim-" and she stopped talking
Lulu: "Shfeeh Jassim !!" My heart began to race
Yes, jassim has told my parents about us and they were so happy for us<3
Nobody answered...
I stood up and shouted...
Lulu: "SHFEKUM SAKTEN T7ACHW SHFEH JASSIM!!!!?"
Dad: "Lulu 7bebtii haday a39abich mafeh ella el khair bs ohwa kan b6reja el jam3a w swa 7adeth al7en ohwa b mustashfa w mafeh ella el khair"
Oh My God...
I cried hardly, so hardly !
I loved Jassim, I don't know if he is going to survive or die. I have to go and see him he is my one and only !!
I stood up heading my way to the door, I was going to open the knob, but all I saw is black...
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Chapter 5
2 posts in same day :D! Shtaboun b3ad ;p
I love you all, and thanks for your sweet comments <3!
Enjoy it to the max :P xx
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I decided to send him my answer dm...
Lulu: Jassim I decided what is my answer to your question!
2 min later, he answered...
Jassim: SHNU????
I took a deep deep breath and typed...
Lulu: Yes, but I don't know if I can handle this !
I waited for a reply, but there was nothing...
My phone started ringing, Incoming call, Unknown
I stared at the number, but I didn't know it. I picked it up to find out...
Lulu: "Alooo?"
...: "7LFAAY WALLAAH ENICH RAAATHHYYAAAAAA!!!!"
It was Jassim.
How did he get my number and when? I have no idea.
Lulu: "Hehe wallah rathya" I giggled
Jassim: "A7ibech Lulwo w sharafii w sharaf ahalii amooout feeeeeeech!!!!" he began to scream
Lulu: "Jassim la t9arekh b6ait athouni!"
Jassim: "Mu m9adig ana wallah mu m9adig!! Akheeran you're mine noww!!!!"
Lulu: "Eee I'm yours wallah I'm yours now tkfa stop screaming"
Jassim: "Mn 3yooouni"
Lulu: "Fdait 3younik" I said in a low voice so he couldn't hear
Jassim: "Shgiltay?"
Lulu: "Agoul tslm 3younik"
Jassim: "Chathaba glty fdait 3younik"
Lulu: "Shakuu! You have an ear problem by the way"
Jassim: "Chub bs chub w sm3ay hal e'3nya ehda2 7agich"
Jassim played the song and I smiled, It was Allah 3laik by Rashed Almajed...
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Enjoy it to the max :P xx
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I decided to send him my answer dm...
Lulu: Jassim I decided what is my answer to your question!
2 min later, he answered...
Jassim: SHNU????
I took a deep deep breath and typed...
Lulu: Yes, but I don't know if I can handle this !
I waited for a reply, but there was nothing...
My phone started ringing, Incoming call, Unknown
I stared at the number, but I didn't know it. I picked it up to find out...
Lulu: "Alooo?"
...: "7LFAAY WALLAAH ENICH RAAATHHYYAAAAAA!!!!"
It was Jassim.
How did he get my number and when? I have no idea.
Lulu: "Hehe wallah rathya" I giggled
Jassim: "A7ibech Lulwo w sharafii w sharaf ahalii amooout feeeeeeech!!!!" he began to scream
Lulu: "Jassim la t9arekh b6ait athouni!"
Jassim: "Mu m9adig ana wallah mu m9adig!! Akheeran you're mine noww!!!!"
Lulu: "Eee I'm yours wallah I'm yours now tkfa stop screaming"
Jassim: "Mn 3yooouni"
Lulu: "Fdait 3younik" I said in a low voice so he couldn't hear
Jassim: "Shgiltay?"
Lulu: "Agoul tslm 3younik"
Jassim: "Chathaba glty fdait 3younik"
Lulu: "Shakuu! You have an ear problem by the way"
Jassim: "Chub bs chub w sm3ay hal e'3nya ehda2 7agich"
Jassim played the song and I smiled, It was Allah 3laik by Rashed Almajed...
الله عليك الله عليك مجنون انا
والله فيك مجنون انا والله فيك
كلي لعينك يالغلا تامر حبيبي
وش عليك تامر حبيبي وش عليك
دامك ملكت العقل كله
قلبي معك هذا محله
لك قدر ما حد(ن) وصله
مفنود وانا اموت فيك
يا نجمي ومنور سماي
يا امسي الحاضر وجاي
يا نبضي وصافي هواي
ابيك انا كلي ابيك
ابيك حبي والغرام
واهيم بك حد الهيام
اهواك ما فيها كلام
وارخصلك الدنيا واجيك
Jassim then stopped the song...
Lulu: "Laish 9akart'ha!"
Jassim: "Ashouf endemajty?"
Lulu: "Eee 3ajeba el '3nya !"
Jassim: "Enzain 7yati ana al7en ba6la3 b3dain akalmich ok?"
Lulu: "Ok take care"
Jassim: "You too"
Lulu: "I will"
Jassim: "Yallah 7ubi bye"
Lulu: "Bye"
I hung up, wore my three quarter skinny jeans, with a pink aeropostale t-shirt, and a pink glitter toms. I applied some simple make-up, grabbed my things, and headed to pick up Shaikha to go to 360...
-
I was already at Shaikha's house, I called her and told her to come down...
Uufff al7en hathi shlon agoulaha eni btzawaj?
A9lan ana mu m9adga nafsi eni 9j batzawaj! W mn Jassim!!! Wallah ma knt 7a6a bbali hal shy b9eer klliishhhhh!
Shaikha: "Heeeey shfech mtan7a!"
Lulu: "Bsmellah mta yaity"
Shaikha: "Twa w shfech mtan7a chethi!"
Lulu: "Shaikho Jassim yabi ytzawajni"
I burst out the words without any beginnings...
Shaikha didn't say a word, she just opened her mouth in disbelief and began to tear...
Lulu: "Shaikho shfech tabchen laykoun t7ebena!!"
Shaikha: "La yal chalba bs I can't believe that you're getting married Lulwo!" she gave me a side hug
Lulu: "7beebti wallah!"
Shaikha: "Mn mta hal 7achi ?"
Lulu: "Elyoum"
Shaikha: "Lulwo yal khara ra7 tkhaleni brou7ii" and she continued crying
Lulu: "Shaikha 6al3eni"
She didn't look at me, she kept hiding her head and crying...
Lulu: "Shaikha 6al3eeni al7en!" I commanded
Shaikha: "Shnu *sniff*"
Lulu: "Etha hal zwaj wakharni 3anich ma abeh"
Shaikha looked at me surprised...
Lulu: "Eee la t6al3eni chethi chnich boma wla shy bl dnya klaha ra7 ywakherni 3anich fahma?"
Shaikha: "A7ibech" she laughed
Lulu: "Ana akthar ! Ha namshi ?"
Shaikha: "Yallah"
Me and Shaikha went to 360 khathaina saye2at w rdaina :) Maku a7ad ma 7shaina feeh =))
It was really the best time, I don't want Shaikha or anybody else think that if I get married ya3ni khla9 I'll not contact them again or anything, no! Offcoarse I will cause they're all I have in life<3
I went back home sooo tired!
I changed into my p'js and slpet...
Chapter 4
Posted! Sorry for the delay..
Please please tell me what do you think of this chapter!! ThankYou:*
I know it's very short srroy, but I'll make chapter 5 MUCH MUCH LONGER! :D
Enjoy xx
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Jassim: "Ha shgiltay Lulu?"
Lulu: "Agoul shnu?"
Jassim: "Will you marry me?"
I kept quiet thinking about the answer...
Lulu: "Jassim-" My phone interrupted me, Incoming call, Mama
Lulu: "Sorry Jassim I'll talk to you later I have to go now"
Jassim didn't say anything just nodded his head...
I answered my phone...
Lulu: "Halla yuma"
Mama: "Halla 7bebti wainch yuma?"
Lulu: "Kani al7en bdg 3la Kumar eyi yakhthni"
Mama: "La la tdgen 3laih ukhoch 7mani bmerich"
Lulu: "Laish?"
Mama: "Yallah yallah bye el 6abkha la t7trig"
Okay :s Shfeha omi ? ;D
I waited for 7mani for about 15 minutes standing in the sun :)
A Panemera Porche car stopped infront of the gates...
Lulu: "Uff teshbah syartii yallah mta t6l3en yal 7ub mn el garage!" I said to myself
A tall guy figure stepped out from the car and stared at me, I didn't realize him at first, but then I knew that it was................. 7mani.
WAAAAYYYY AKHEERRANN 6LA3AAAT EL SAYARRAA!!!!!!
I was extremely happy, I hugged 7mani and sat on the driver seat...
7mani: "6a3 hathi base6at ya 7bebti goumay yallah"
Lulu: "6a3 hatha wayed m9adig nafsa! Ya 7bebi syarti hathi ana basoug"
7mani: "Yr7am omich sougay lma ana ma akoun wyach bs al7en ana mu mst3d amout"
Lulu: "Fine ana barou7 w find you a taxi to drive you home"
I shut the door hardly and laughed...
7mani: "Heeeey yal kalba ba6leeh!! Khla9 barkaab wallah barkab ba6leeeeeh!!!" He kept on knocking the window
Lulu: "Erkab yallah"
7mani: "Chalba" He laughed as he entered my car
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We arrived home and I was so tired, I went to my room, changed into my Pj's and layed on my bed playing with my phone, I sent a bbm to Shaikha to tell her that my car is out and that we'll go out today! It's weekend baby \=D/
Lulu Al-X...: PING!!!
As she replied, I bbmed Sara as well...
Lulu Al-X...: PING!!!
Shaikha replied...
Shaikha Al-X...: Shtabeen
Lulu Al-X...: Sayartii 6la3at mn el garage :D!!!
Shaikha Al-X...: Garrat 3ainch ;p
Lulu Al-X...: Thaankss<3 Elyoum ba6ale3kum enty w Saro;p
Shaikha Al-X...: 3bali b3ad! Wain x_x?
Lulu Al-X...: Madri wain taboun?
Shaikha Al-X...: Madri s2lay Saro
Lulu Al-X...: Dzaitlaha bs ma rdat
Shaikha Al-X...: Khla9 3yal 360 ?
Lulu Al-X...: Yallah okay I'll pick you at 6 be ready
Shaikha Al-X...: T3alay 5
Lulu Al-X...: Uff shnu el farg ya3nii !
Shaikha Al-X...: Ya zga hatha yzay ma abi t7oushich el za7ma bl 6gaag yuba kaifch!!
Lulu Al-X...: 7yaatii wallah Shayoukh la tz3len at'3shmar yuba-.-
Shaikha Al-X...: Fine!
I closed the chat and remembered what Jassim told me!
Yaa rabbi shagoula al7eeen!
Do I tell my mom about it?
La la mali khlg mu7atharat shlon t3arfena w madri shnu!
Uffffffffff -.-!
I decided to sent him my answer in dm...
Lulu: Jassim I decided what is my answer to your question!
2 mins later, he answered...
Jassim: SHNU????
I took a deep deep breath and typed...
Lulu: ........................................
Please please tell me what do you think of this chapter!! ThankYou:*
I know it's very short srroy, but I'll make chapter 5 MUCH MUCH LONGER! :D
Enjoy xx
______________________________
Jassim: "Ha shgiltay Lulu?"
Lulu: "Agoul shnu?"
Jassim: "Will you marry me?"
I kept quiet thinking about the answer...
Lulu: "Jassim-" My phone interrupted me, Incoming call, Mama
Lulu: "Sorry Jassim I'll talk to you later I have to go now"
Jassim didn't say anything just nodded his head...
I answered my phone...
Lulu: "Halla yuma"
Mama: "Halla 7bebti wainch yuma?"
Lulu: "Kani al7en bdg 3la Kumar eyi yakhthni"
Mama: "La la tdgen 3laih ukhoch 7mani bmerich"
Lulu: "Laish?"
Mama: "Yallah yallah bye el 6abkha la t7trig"
Okay :s Shfeha omi ? ;D
I waited for 7mani for about 15 minutes standing in the sun :)
A Panemera Porche car stopped infront of the gates...
Lulu: "Uff teshbah syartii yallah mta t6l3en yal 7ub mn el garage!" I said to myself
A tall guy figure stepped out from the car and stared at me, I didn't realize him at first, but then I knew that it was................. 7mani.
WAAAAYYYY AKHEERRANN 6LA3AAAT EL SAYARRAA!!!!!!
I was extremely happy, I hugged 7mani and sat on the driver seat...
7mani: "6a3 hathi base6at ya 7bebti goumay yallah"
Lulu: "6a3 hatha wayed m9adig nafsa! Ya 7bebi syarti hathi ana basoug"
7mani: "Yr7am omich sougay lma ana ma akoun wyach bs al7en ana mu mst3d amout"
Lulu: "Fine ana barou7 w find you a taxi to drive you home"
I shut the door hardly and laughed...
7mani: "Heeeey yal kalba ba6leeh!! Khla9 barkaab wallah barkab ba6leeeeeh!!!" He kept on knocking the window
Lulu: "Erkab yallah"
7mani: "Chalba" He laughed as he entered my car
-
We arrived home and I was so tired, I went to my room, changed into my Pj's and layed on my bed playing with my phone, I sent a bbm to Shaikha to tell her that my car is out and that we'll go out today! It's weekend baby \=D/
Lulu Al-X...: PING!!!
As she replied, I bbmed Sara as well...
Lulu Al-X...: PING!!!
Shaikha replied...
Shaikha Al-X...: Shtabeen
Lulu Al-X...: Sayartii 6la3at mn el garage :D!!!
Shaikha Al-X...: Garrat 3ainch ;p
Lulu Al-X...: Thaankss<3 Elyoum ba6ale3kum enty w Saro;p
Shaikha Al-X...: 3bali b3ad! Wain x_x?
Lulu Al-X...: Madri wain taboun?
Shaikha Al-X...: Madri s2lay Saro
Lulu Al-X...: Dzaitlaha bs ma rdat
Shaikha Al-X...: Khla9 3yal 360 ?
Lulu Al-X...: Yallah okay I'll pick you at 6 be ready
Shaikha Al-X...: T3alay 5
Lulu Al-X...: Uff shnu el farg ya3nii !
Shaikha Al-X...: Ya zga hatha yzay ma abi t7oushich el za7ma bl 6gaag yuba kaifch!!
Lulu Al-X...: 7yaatii wallah Shayoukh la tz3len at'3shmar yuba-.-
Shaikha Al-X...: Fine!
I closed the chat and remembered what Jassim told me!
Yaa rabbi shagoula al7eeen!
Do I tell my mom about it?
La la mali khlg mu7atharat shlon t3arfena w madri shnu!
Uffffffffff -.-!
I decided to sent him my answer in dm...
Lulu: Jassim I decided what is my answer to your question!
2 mins later, he answered...
Jassim: SHNU????
I took a deep deep breath and typed...
Lulu: ........................................
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Chapter 3
Hey! Sorry guys for the delay, but my network isn't working well.
Anyways here's chapter 3, Enjoy it x
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The week is finally over! That's mean today is THURSDAY!
I was already at Gust waiting for my Literature class to begin. I love Literature class, but I the proffesor, he's so strict. I just wish I pass his class.
I met up with Shaikha and our new friend Sara.
Sara is a really cute girl, she is tall, bronze skin, little bit chubby, hilarious, friendly, and an amzaing person!!
Sara&Shaikha: "Alsalam 3laikum"
Lulu: "3laikum alsalam"
Sara: "Shlunich Lulu?"
Lulu: "Wallah tmam el7mdellah entw shlunkom?"
Sara&Shaikha: "Good"
Shaikha: "6lbaw shy wallah 7di you3ana!"
Lulu: "Enty ma yhmich ela ba6nich!"
Shaikha: "Shnu el wa7ed ma you3 ya3ni!"
Lulu: "Embala bs mu 24 sa3a nafsich"
Shaikha: "Wallah kaife ana bakel ma taben mu '3a9ib!"
Shaikha went to order something to eat while I chatted with Sara...
Lulu: "Maynona hal bnaya"
Sara: "Hhhhh 7ram khaleha you3ana"
Lulu: "Ma 3ndch class?"
Sara: "Embala b3d shwy Algebra wai3!"
Lulu: "Allaah 3ajeb a7ib Algebra! Please change I hate Dr. James"
Sara: "Yaboooy laykoun 3ndch Literature?"
Lulu: "Eee" I said trying to make a sad expression on my face
Sara: "Weeeh allah y3enich!"
Lulu: "Thanks yallah ana lazm arou7 maly khilga b3d"
Sara: "Yallah 7bebti good luck"
Lulu: "Tkfain la tkhalen um b6ain takel wayed ha?!"
Sara: "Hhhhhhhh la t7ateen"
I was wallking on the hallways heading to Literature class, but I bumped into someone accidently and all my things that I was holding in my hand fell on the ground...
Lulu: "Sorry!"
I bent down to the ground to pick my thing up, and the guy bent down to help me...
The guy: "Ma y7tay tt2sefain ana swait'ha 3amdan"
I froze, his voice was strange to me...
I looked up to find Jassim in my face...
I laughed and my cheeks turned red, I really didn't expect that it would be him...
Lulu: "7ywan khra3tnii!"
Jassim: "Hhhhh shfty wayhich enty wallah kan yabelich 9oora hhhhhh" and he continued laughing
Lulu: "Chub 7mar wallah ma ytha7ek" my turned even redder
Jassim stopped talking for a moment and stared at me...
Lulu: "Shnu shfek tkhz!" I was in a really awkward moment
Jassim: "Tst7en mni ?"
Lulu: "La2 shaku!" My cheeks became a tomato at this time
Why would he ask such a question?
Jassim: "Lulwo tra a3arfich 3adel w adri enich tst7en mni"
Lulu: "Mdam tadri laish ts2al"
Jassim: "Madri kho b3aref ya3nii"
I kept quiet because I didn't know what to say...
Jassim: "Enzain t3aly ng3ad bl library"
Lulu: "Ma agdr al7en 3ndi class"
Jassim: "S7bay 3laih bs elyoum yallah emshy"
Lulu: "Ma agdr Jassim wallah enta ma tadri shnu Dr. James el zft yswi"
Jassim: "Yakel khra ysawelich shy emshy bs emshy"
He grabbed my hand and walked me to the library...
I tried pushing him away, but his wrist was so stronger than me...
Lulu: "Ufff Jassim maly khilg 7anat el doctor al7eeeen!"
We arrived at the library, picked a table, and sat staring at each other...
Lulu: "Yallah al7en ma tgouley shbnsawi hni lo mkhaleni arou7 el class mu wayed a7san ya3ni Jassim ana ga3da akalmik kl youm w ashoufik kl youm khalni arou7 el class ya3ni enta-"
Jassim: "Chub" he said playfully to stop me from talking
Lulu: "Ychebik"
Jassim: "Bkalmich bmawthou3" he sounded serious
Lulu: "Mawthou3 shnu?" my heart started beating
Jassim: "Lulu ana a7ib wa7da..."
The moment I heard these four words I forced myself not to hear the rest, Jassim has been with me for 4 years maybe and it's a long time.
How could he love another person?
Wait why do I even care?
Chub Lulu you know that you love him!
La2 Lulu! Enty ma 3ndch hal swalef!
My thought kept fighting in my head, but Jassim cut them out...
Jassim: "Sma3teni?"
Lulu: "Ha? La2 3adi t3eed?"
I saw Abdulwahab standing behind Jassim, he looked furious...
Lulu: "Ee kamel Jassim"
Jassim: "Tsta3b6ain?" his voice was serious
Lulu: "Shnu?"
Jassim: "9arli sa3a agoulich shkther ana a7ibech w ma sma3ty wla shy?"
Lulu: "Embala wait Ha?"
Did Jassim just a7ibech or a7ibha?
Jassim: "Yal khbla yal maynona a3shgich amout feech Lulu! Ana nawi akh6ebich bs glt akheth rayich awal !!"
I looked at him in disbelief. I was confused, so confused, I didn't know what to do or what to say.
Jassim is truely an amazing guy, and I love him wallah I do<3! Bs the question that kept on repeating itself in my head is: Can I handle this marriage?
Jassim: "Ha shgiltay Lulu?"
Lulu: "Agoul shnu?"
Jassim: "Will you marry me?"
Lulu: .............................................................
To be continued...
Anyways here's chapter 3, Enjoy it x
FEEDBACKS! Please!
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_____________________________________
The week is finally over! That's mean today is THURSDAY!
I was already at Gust waiting for my Literature class to begin. I love Literature class, but I the proffesor, he's so strict. I just wish I pass his class.
I met up with Shaikha and our new friend Sara.
Sara is a really cute girl, she is tall, bronze skin, little bit chubby, hilarious, friendly, and an amzaing person!!
Sara&Shaikha: "Alsalam 3laikum"
Lulu: "3laikum alsalam"
Sara: "Shlunich Lulu?"
Lulu: "Wallah tmam el7mdellah entw shlunkom?"
Sara&Shaikha: "Good"
Shaikha: "6lbaw shy wallah 7di you3ana!"
Lulu: "Enty ma yhmich ela ba6nich!"
Shaikha: "Shnu el wa7ed ma you3 ya3ni!"
Lulu: "Embala bs mu 24 sa3a nafsich"
Shaikha: "Wallah kaife ana bakel ma taben mu '3a9ib!"
Shaikha went to order something to eat while I chatted with Sara...
Lulu: "Maynona hal bnaya"
Sara: "Hhhhh 7ram khaleha you3ana"
Lulu: "Ma 3ndch class?"
Sara: "Embala b3d shwy Algebra wai3!"
Lulu: "Allaah 3ajeb a7ib Algebra! Please change I hate Dr. James"
Sara: "Yaboooy laykoun 3ndch Literature?"
Lulu: "Eee" I said trying to make a sad expression on my face
Sara: "Weeeh allah y3enich!"
Lulu: "Thanks yallah ana lazm arou7 maly khilga b3d"
Sara: "Yallah 7bebti good luck"
Lulu: "Tkfain la tkhalen um b6ain takel wayed ha?!"
Sara: "Hhhhhhhh la t7ateen"
I was wallking on the hallways heading to Literature class, but I bumped into someone accidently and all my things that I was holding in my hand fell on the ground...
Lulu: "Sorry!"
I bent down to the ground to pick my thing up, and the guy bent down to help me...
The guy: "Ma y7tay tt2sefain ana swait'ha 3amdan"
I froze, his voice was strange to me...
I looked up to find Jassim in my face...
I laughed and my cheeks turned red, I really didn't expect that it would be him...
Lulu: "7ywan khra3tnii!"
Jassim: "Hhhhh shfty wayhich enty wallah kan yabelich 9oora hhhhhh" and he continued laughing
Lulu: "Chub 7mar wallah ma ytha7ek" my turned even redder
Jassim stopped talking for a moment and stared at me...
Lulu: "Shnu shfek tkhz!" I was in a really awkward moment
Jassim: "Tst7en mni ?"
Lulu: "La2 shaku!" My cheeks became a tomato at this time
Why would he ask such a question?
Jassim: "Lulwo tra a3arfich 3adel w adri enich tst7en mni"
Lulu: "Mdam tadri laish ts2al"
Jassim: "Madri kho b3aref ya3nii"
I kept quiet because I didn't know what to say...
Jassim: "Enzain t3aly ng3ad bl library"
Lulu: "Ma agdr al7en 3ndi class"
Jassim: "S7bay 3laih bs elyoum yallah emshy"
Lulu: "Ma agdr Jassim wallah enta ma tadri shnu Dr. James el zft yswi"
Jassim: "Yakel khra ysawelich shy emshy bs emshy"
He grabbed my hand and walked me to the library...
I tried pushing him away, but his wrist was so stronger than me...
Lulu: "Ufff Jassim maly khilg 7anat el doctor al7eeeen!"
We arrived at the library, picked a table, and sat staring at each other...
Lulu: "Yallah al7en ma tgouley shbnsawi hni lo mkhaleni arou7 el class mu wayed a7san ya3ni Jassim ana ga3da akalmik kl youm w ashoufik kl youm khalni arou7 el class ya3ni enta-"
Jassim: "Chub" he said playfully to stop me from talking
Lulu: "Ychebik"
Jassim: "Bkalmich bmawthou3" he sounded serious
Lulu: "Mawthou3 shnu?" my heart started beating
Jassim: "Lulu ana a7ib wa7da..."
The moment I heard these four words I forced myself not to hear the rest, Jassim has been with me for 4 years maybe and it's a long time.
How could he love another person?
Wait why do I even care?
Chub Lulu you know that you love him!
La2 Lulu! Enty ma 3ndch hal swalef!
My thought kept fighting in my head, but Jassim cut them out...
Jassim: "Sma3teni?"
Lulu: "Ha? La2 3adi t3eed?"
I saw Abdulwahab standing behind Jassim, he looked furious...
Lulu: "Ee kamel Jassim"
Jassim: "Tsta3b6ain?" his voice was serious
Lulu: "Shnu?"
Jassim: "9arli sa3a agoulich shkther ana a7ibech w ma sma3ty wla shy?"
Lulu: "Embala wait Ha?"
Did Jassim just a7ibech or a7ibha?
Jassim: "Yal khbla yal maynona a3shgich amout feech Lulu! Ana nawi akh6ebich bs glt akheth rayich awal !!"
I looked at him in disbelief. I was confused, so confused, I didn't know what to do or what to say.
Jassim is truely an amazing guy, and I love him wallah I do<3! Bs the question that kept on repeating itself in my head is: Can I handle this marriage?
Jassim: "Ha shgiltay Lulu?"
Lulu: "Agoul shnu?"
Jassim: "Will you marry me?"
Lulu: .............................................................
To be continued...
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