Chapter 34

Ahlan Ahlaan;p

Tonight this year will be over. I just want to say sorry for anyone i hurt, for anyone needed me and i wasn't there for them. In this year, i met people who changed me to a better person, and lost people who i realized they were with me for 'ma9la7a'. And for those who talked about me, did bad things to me, and disrespected me, i forgive you with a smile on my face<3 May 2014 be one of the best years you ever lived. Happy early new year from me, to you;*

I love you-
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"Rawan"
"Rawan yallah goumay"
"Rawona 7bebti goumay madrsa"


What's happeing to the world?

My father is waking me up gently? Wow.


Rawan: "Yuba banam" i said yawningly
Dad: "Goumay madrsa rawan!"
Rawan: "Bas 5 dgayeg"
Dad: "La yallah goumay"
Rawan: "Enzain ga3ed Khaled w a7mad b3dain ana"
Dad: "Klhum ga3den w mbadlen ela entay!"


Laish ya khwani msht6en 7ag elmadrsa laish;'(


Dad: "RAWAN!!" he screamed.


Okay, now agdar agoum hatha obouy ely a3arfa=))!


Rawan: "Enzain ka gemt baba tkfa la t9arekh mn el9b7"
Dad: "Yallah ya baba shoufay elsa3a cham entay ely m2akhratna"

I looked at the clock on the table next to me, 6:35.


WTF!!!!!!

I'm late!!!!!

On the first day!!!!!


I rushed to the bathroom, did my thing, washed my face, brushed my teeth.
I then went back to my room and saw my school uniform, 7ashatni 7alat ekt2ab;( I wore my unifrom, and since my hair was in good-looking so why to tie it? I placed my thick black band, sprayed some perfume, grabbed my bag and went to the living room.


Khaled: "Shd3wa rawan re7at el36er lai hni wa9la ray7a 3rs wela madrsa?
Rawan: "Eeh ray7a 3rs"
Khaled: "7mdellah w elshkr"
Rawan: "Shkr wela ml7?"
Khaled: "Shoufay rawan wrab elk3ba maly khilg bl'39b barou7 wbshouf ashkal zga hnak la af9il 3laich"

I laughed, yes it is funny to me=))


We arrived to school and each one of us to his section..

I entered my class, saw my friends, and hugged each and one of them. I really missed them.
I took a glance after we were all complete, 11 students;p


Time at first day at school never pass slowly, it's a very good thing to me though.




I went back home w lazem 6ab3an...

Dad: "Ha shloun kan awal youm mdrsa?"
Rawan: "3ajeeb"
Khaled&A7mad: "Waaaaaii33"
Dad: "Waaih hathoul mn awalha wai3 khal nshouf shtbd3oun hal sna"
Rawan: "La ana gayla bashid 7aily hal sna" my dad started laughing;( e7ba6 hl3ayla;(
Dad: "Wallah th7akteni yuba klsna tgoulen halmaqoula"
Rawan: "La la hal sna '3air 9adegni"
Dad: "Bnshouf klshay ybayen b3dain"
Rawan: "Okay btshouf"

I was saying it so confidently but i knew that i will not able to bring in the 90's..
But why not rawan? If i put effort on what i want i can achieve it, but laziness controls me..


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School was going great, i was really showing effort and i hope it remains constant.


This year i changed, i became more closer to my friends than i was before, Layan, to be exact. I told them things about me they didn't know before. You can say that my trust grew bigger in them this year.


I tried giving up on guys, bas t3arfoun lma a smoker wants to quit smoking but he can't? It became his drug. Yes, that's exactly me, i just can't and i don't know why! I hate it. It's so not a good thing for me i know it.



I came back from school at this worst day of my year.

New message in kik from a guy named 9ala7 AlX

9ala7Alx: Rawan?
RawanAlx: Hala?

Something caught my attention, his last name. It was the same as 7mad's.

9ala7Alx: Shlounich?
RawanAlx: Tmam
9ala7Alx: Doum
RawanAlx: Tdoum ayamik
9ala7Alx: Ajma3en
RawanAlx: B'3ait shay?
9ala7Alx: Eeh
RawanAlx: Shb'3ait?
9ala7Alx: B'3ait mn wagtich n9 sa3a
RawanAlx: Laish?
9ala7Alx: Bkalmich bsalfa
RawanAlx: A3arfik?
9ala7Alx: La bas ana a3arfich
RawanAlx: Shloun?
9ala7Alx: Ra7 t3arfen klshay b3dain wallah, abdi blsalfa?
RawanAlx: Okay
9ala7Alx: Awal shay feh a7ad yamich?
RawanAlx: Eeh ahale
9ala7Alx: Wakhray 3anhum
RawanAlx: Laish;/

I was really confused...

9ala7Alx: 3shan bgoul elsalfa
RawanAlx: Oula sh'hal salfa elkha6era?;p
9ala7Alx: Tra ra7 tbchen lma t3arfen elsalfa:)

I was scared, he was really freaking me out.
I read it but ignored, i kinda regret answering him he was such a weirdo!

9ala7Alx: Alooo!!!
RawanAlx: Hala?
9ala7Alx: 7mad msawe 7adth rawan

At the moment when my eyes read these 4 words i froze. I knew bad news will hit me today and it did.
I felt something in me i didn't feel before, feel of worry, regret, sadness, feel of not wanting 7mad to go, i don't want anything bad happen to him

I went to the bathroom with my phone, locked the door, and started crying...
I remembered our good&bad times together...
I remembered his laughter...
I remembered his jelousy...
I remembered his care, his love...

I want him, i want him safe.


Incoming call. Unknown number...

Rawan: "Aloo?" my voice was shaky w mbayen eni knt bachya
Stranger: ........................................


To be continued...
 

Chapter 33

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 September 8th, 2013...


One day left from this 3 month vacation, it was bittersweet, yet went fine...
One day left for me to see my friends, i can't wait.
One day left for stress, exams, and disappointment...

Why do we have to go to school?:(

I tried my best to forget about tomorrow and focus about today, live for today.


I woke up fresh this morning, wore my neon gap training pants, and a white hollister shirt, and my neon nike shoes...
No one was awake and i was not on the mood to go for breakfast.


Since no one is already up, i packed my clothes neatly and placed them inside the bag to be ready to go home..

I took my phone and headed to the lobby..
I sat there watching elraye7 w elrad;p

Movenpick elbd3 was full with emarati people; i loved it though, they are so sweet!


I played with my phone and started chatting with my friends, i really can't wait to see them...

Jenan, Jana, Jude, Layan, and Haya. < they are the reason i always hang a smile on my face i'm so blessed to have such great friends, actually sisters, like them .


Haya will not be with us this year at our school, this is the worst news my friends & I can get.

Haya is short, brown-skin (not that much), mid-length hair, has dimples, and simply, adores the kardashians & jenners, am i right hayon?;p Simply bdoun mujamala? She's one of a kind<3


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The day at the shalaih was coming to its end..

Dad: "Rawoon"
Rawan: "Hala yuba"
Dad: "Yallah rou7ay badlay bnt'3da eb fridays 3shan nrja3 elbait mbacher bacher wrakum mdrsa"
Rawan: "Ka yuba ana mbadla"
Dad: "Eeh zain 3yal sbgouna enty w foz w khaltich ana wekhwanich w omich w yadtch nyekum b3dain"
Rawan: "Shnu mara7 nrou7 blsyara?"
Dad: "La mashi khou mu b3eed"
Rawan: "Eeh ok"

I went to my aunt's room..

Rawan: "Yallah goumay ana weyach w fwaiz bnrou7 gabl obouy w omi fridays"
Aunt: "Mnu gal?"
Rawan: "Obouy"
Aunt: "Yallah ka al7en abadel"

I spotted foz in the living room..

Rawan: "Yallah emshay"
Foz: "Wain?"
Rawan: "Nan6er khalty 3la ma tbadel 3shan nrou7 fridays"
Foz: "Eeh yallah ka nan6erha"
Rawan: "Emshay nan6erha barra"
Foz: "Maly khilg rawon"
Rawan: "Yallah 3ad shnu hatha kila malich khilg?"
Foz: "Ufff yallah emshay bas fukeena mn lsanch"

I giggled.
As we stepped to the parking lots, Turki 'bu short burtaqali' was standing next to their car placing their things in it.

Foz: "Hala obouy" she said in a low vioce
Rawan: "Bas ya 7maraa"
Foz: "Shtaben"
Rawan: "Bas la tswen 7rakat"
Foz: "Waay enzain enzain"

He was smiling and staring trying to capture our attention, but we, or should i say i, didn't care.
My aunt came out which made us be straight now.

As we walked to the exit door i peaked behind to take a glance of him for maybe the last time?;p He was staring, still staring.
I don't know why, but something inside of me told me he doesn't wants us to leave.


We arrived to Friday's, settled, ordered, ate, had so much fun with my mom's family side.
It was a good way to spend the last day of summer vacation.


Rawan: "Yuma yallah mta bnrid?"
Mom: "Taw elnas laish?"
Rawan: "Abi arou7 7amaam"
Mom: "Ka rou7ay dshay fe mnak"
Rawan: "Mabi wai3 wa9ekh"
Mom: "Enzain ma tgdren tan6ren ya3ni?"
Rawan: "Laa"
Mom: "Khla9 rou7ay entay w foz 7mam movenpick w g3daw hnak n6rouna 3la ma ndfa3"
Rawan: "Ok yallah fwaiz emshay"

On our way back..

Foz: "Tkhayely nshouf bu short burtaqali?"
Rawan: "Esma Turki tara"
Foz: "Uff shdrach? Lykoun tklmena?"
Rawan: "La shaku bas sma3t obouh ynadeh turki"
Foz: "Ahaa eeh ely ehwa tkhayly nshoufa"
Rawan: "Ok khal nshoufa shny ya3ni shb9eer?"
Foz: "Bakhith raqma"
Rawan: "7beebti wely 3afeech mu nag9a ana"
Foz: "6a3 hathe enty mn9jich la a9lan shakla yahel"
Rawan: "Eeeh"

We arrived, i entered the lobby's restroom because they shut down everything in our room.
After i was done, foz & i waited for my family at the couches..
And guess who came out i don't know where from? Turki, yes.


Do you think it's a coincedence that i see him in every place i go?
Or is he stalking?

Klshay jayez..


He sat on the exact table infront of us and started giving and taking smiles with foz, i felt really embarressed.

My phone was ringing, Incoming call, Mama.

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Mom: "Ha rawan wainkum?"
Rawan: "Lobby"
Mom: "Yallah nzlaw elm9af6 ely t7at e7na we9alna"
Rawan: "Yallah okay"

I hung up...

Rawan: "Yallah emshay we9alaw bnrou7" i highered my voice while talking to foz 3shan ysma3 ena tra e7na bnamshi=))
Foz: "Yallah" she smiled, to him 6ab3an not to me.

We stood up and he stood up too, and guess what? he spoke this time...

Turki: "M3a elsalama 7afthkum allah"


How cute strangers can be? They might stalk, laugh, make funny things to you, but never crosses the line. These type of people was raised by precious parents who've known how to make them associate with others.
Boys aren't just made for flirting, and girls aren't just made to play with.
Each and every person has a heart, has feelings.
 
Think before you talk.
Analyze before you make sure.
Smile before you cry.
Help before you ask for something.


Turki is one of the guys i look up to somehow, he kept staring and stalking for almost 3 days but never a day crossed the line or did something to foz & i that he shouldn't do.


Btw always remember: Nobody's born perfectly perfect. كل البشر عندها عيوب.



 

Chapter 32

Here's hapter 32;p This story is going to end at chapter 34 or 35 i think so ma buga shay!!! I'm going to miss you all so much:'(<3

That weirdo on ask? Hmmmm. Is she/he sick? Seriously.
Please be nice.

Guess what? I'm on diet! *dancing* =))

Tara ya nas ma gmtaw ta36ouni raykum blstory klish:( Tara thelm wallah. I type w post though i have so much studying w bl akheer ekil sa7b 3lay!:( please just tell me what you think wallah it won't take 5 minutes of your time! Please:(

Enjoy this chapter to the max! x
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After i wore my clothes, i went to the living room & saw el3ayla elkareema klha "Mom's side"

I spotted Aisha, so i went and sat next to her..

Rawan: "Laish che elkil mtyam3?"
Aisha: "Madre galaw t3alaw '3ada"
Rawan: "Mmmm" i gave her a death stare. Cuz lail7en ba6a chabde 3la salfat Nasser hatha
Aisha: "Shfeech" she smiled
Rawan: "La 7yate mafeni shay laish shfeni ana a9lan enty ma swaity shay 3shan ana a3a9b"
Aisha: "Hhhhh al7en enty shaku m3a9ba" she laughed
Rawan: "L2anich tqthen 3wash!! L2ani adre yousef shkither e7bch enty shayfa shga3da tsawen??"
Aisha: "Bas rawoon ana w yousef malna n9eeb"
Rawan: "N9eeb obouch ely yabch enzain"

I got pissed off so i went outside, i could still hear aisha giggle...


Mal ahefha buks!!;@


I grabbed a chair and sat infront of the people and guess who passed by?
Turki and his family. They just got out from the sea..

There were 2 rooms and then their room, so it wasn't far.

I kept sitting staring infront of me, i didn't give them any attention..


"Rawaaan yallah '3adaa" i heard my mom calling me from inside

I got up, and went inside

Lunch was? El7ub kilaah<3 Machbous dyaay<3!


I took my plate and sat with Foz, Rawan, Fajer, And Fa6ma..

Fajer & Fa6ma are sisters, ohma y9erouli bas madre shloun agoulkum shnu y9erouli::::
Anyways, Fajer is older than Fa6ma. They are close to Foz & Rawan more than they are close to me...
They are fun to be around with because thnainat'hum 9ay3een=)) bas ma 3ndhum swalef boys...


Fajer: "B3dain n6la3 ha"
Foz: "Eeh ana mshtahya pinkberry"
Fa6ma: "Uff 7ta ana"
Aisha: "Enzain entaw khal9aw '3dakum awal"
Rawan: "Eeh wallah" i giggled

We were all done, so we went walking around Movenpick...

6ab3an Foz ma t3arf taskit, she told Fajer&Fa6ma the story about elagra3 ely kanat tabeh;&

I was walking next to Aisha & suddenly her phone came into my face..
I grabbed her phone, it was opened at Yousef's conversation...

Yousef: 3wash mshtaglich:( tkfain la tsawen feni chethi abeech aisha a7ibch wras ahale a7ibch! Ma hamni omi ana abeech enty!! Laish ma gmtay ts2leen? Chethi hanat 3laich el3eshra? Tra sntain mu shwaya:) Adre eni b3eed 3anich bas tara 3an baly wala mara '3btay..Aisha abe jawabich al7en l2ana mara7 agdar akamil chethi, t7beni?


I stopped Aisha for a second to talk to her..

Rawan: "FE CUTE AKTHAR MN CHETHI? ENTY SHFEECH? RAKZAY SHAQLAY MUKHICH!!! SHOUFAY HAL BANE ADAM SHKITHER Y7IBCH!! Umbaay aisha jad malouma lama ytnarfaz enty tnarfzeen ely ma ytnarfaz!!!"
Aisha: "Rawon al7en shagoula" she asked in a low voice
Rawan: "Shoufay mnu galbich ykhtar yousef wela nasser w la tnsain el3eshra ya aisha"
Aisha: "Bas 7ram nasser ma swale shay 3shan agoula mabeek"
Rawan: "Madre 3anich 3wash, ana glt ely 3endi welbaji 3laich yallah emshay khal nrou7 7ag elbnat" we went to catch up with the girls at pinkberry

They all ordered except me, i wasn't that much with pinkberry;&

After we were done, Fajer came up with a brilliant idea;D

Fajer: "Taboun nftar blsyara?" she suggested
Rawan&Fa6ma: "Fouga!"
Aisha: "Laaaa"
Foz: "Ma yrthoun!"
Fajer: "Khou m7ad ra7 yadre"
Foz: "Laish ya3ni wain taboun trou7on?"
Fajer: "Blsyara bas nftar 3al b7ar w nrid" told ya 9ya3a=))
Aisha: "Taboun rou7aw brou7kum ana w7da akhaf mabi"
Fa6ma: "Shd3wa 3wash m7ad ra7 yshoufna"
Aisha: "Mabi fa6oum wallah akhaf"
Fajer: "Yallah 3ad shwaya mara7 n6awel ya3ni tkfa tg3doun mni shtsawoun!"
Foz: "Khala9 yallah emshaw yallah 3wash 3adi"
Aisha: "Enty adre laish btrou7en 3shan elm'3azal"
Foz: "Haw shfeha hathy emshay wenty sakta"

We all laughed. Aisha was really serious, she was scared. She doesn't like swalef shar3 el7ub w elkhalej w hal swalef just because tkhaf mn el9byan-.-!

We went, had SO MUCH FUN!!=)) 6oul el6reej bas th7k=)) I really enjoyed the day!!


After we arrived to albd3 i called my mom an informed her that we're going to eat dinner at Friday's, she agreed..
Each one ordered, ate, paid, and went back to the room..

All of them went, i was about to sit at my usual place outside, but my mom stopped me..

Mom: "Rawan t3alay shway"
Rawan: "Hala?"
Mom: "Enty tadren laish ana knt makhtha talfonich?"
Rawan: "La" i said
Mom: "Mnu hal raqam?" she showed me the number & it was 9ager...


9ager yal '3baaaar!!!!!! Mn wain 6ali3 hatha

Shaku dag!;s


Rawan: "Madre"
Mom: "Etha ma gltay mara7 yrja3lich talfonich"
Rawan: "Yuma madre ya3ni mu lazem kl raqam '3areb ydg 3lay a3arfa, shnu elnas ma tdg '3ala6 ya3ni?"

she kept quiet checking things in my phone..

Mom: "Meskay ya rawan w tra obouch ma kan rathy ardlich ya bas ana gtla 7ram bnt tabi tkalem rfejat'ha w gal hal mara etha shaf mnich shay wallah mara7 yrdlich ya"
Rawan: "Ok mara7 tshoufon shay"
Mom: "Bashouf, yallah hach meskay"

For a moment i felt the happiest person on the planet. Finally? Ma b'3aina?

Rawan: "Enzain mama ana bag3ad bara okay?"
Mom: "Okay w mu t6awlen rawoona"


Rawoona? Wow awal marra tgouli rawoona=))!!


I sat outside, plugged my earphones, and started listeneing to el7ub Abdullah Rwaished, kthr ma glt ana a7ibek...

كثر ما قلت أنا أحبك

كثر ما قلت أنا أهواك

بغنيلك أنا أحبك

وأقول أهواك أنا أهواك

 

 

 

Flashback...

 

 

 

7madAlx: RAWOOON!!!!

RawanAlx: Ha 7mad shfeek feek shay!!!??

7madAlx: Shaqlaaay 88.8 bser3aaaaa!!!!!

 

 

I quickly opened MarinaFm and Kither ma glt ana a7ibek by Abdullah Rwaished was played...

 

 

RawanAlx: A7ib Abdullah Rwaished!!!!!:(<3

7madAlx: Rawan ehda2 hal '3nya mni lch

RawanAlx: Ya b3ad 7ayee tslm<3

7madAlx: Rawan a7ibch

RawanAlx: Amout feeeek wallah!!<3

 

 

 

Back to reality...

 

 

A tear found its way down my cheeks! Ugh! Where do these come from!!

 

اللحمدالله على كل حال...

 

 



 

Chapter 31

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Chapter 31 is dedicated to all of youuuu beautiful followers !;p

Love you all wallah wallah!!

Enjoy x
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 September 5th, 2013...


School is approching...
Summer vacation is almost over...

But think positively Rawan.

Friends...
Last year in this school, so i'm going to have so much fun...
Graduation...

Everything's going to change at school this year; i'm sure going to have a blast.


I woke up early, went with my grandma and Foz to breakfast..
I quickly ate and went back to the room, changed into my swim shorts and shirt, took my banana boat, towel, and headed to the sea...

The sea was far from our room, but i went anyway..

I still had no phone, i didn't actually realize why did my mom took it away from me!


I sat on one of the tanning chairs and sprayed tan all over my body.
Yes, tanning is my favorite thing to do at summer.

I stayed for 15 minutes and then swam a little in the salty water, i liked it though.
I got out and sprayed more of the tan


Suddenly this guy comes with his dad, his little sister, and his little brother...




Flashback...


Foz & I were sitting in the lobby just staring/commenting on people..

We were sitting on one of the couches, and a family came and sat on the one next to us..
They started giving us weird looks..
One of the mom's madre etha kanat om bas kanat w7da kbera, came towards us..

Woman: "Salam 3laikum"
Foz&I: "3laikum elsalam"
Woman: "Ana madre wain shayftich enty mn benta?" she talked to foz

I shifted my gaze at the entrance door and 3 boys entered coming towrds us too..
They were with this family..
They sat with them, but they kept staring at the woman talking to foz & us..

Foz: "AlX" she said her family's name
Woman: "Eeh wain baitkum?"
Foz: "Tha7ya" she lied=))


Ay tha7ya ya fwaiz wenty baitkum mani gayla wain=))!!

Madre laish tchathb hal bnaya:D


Woman: "Ah la 3yal yemkin mshabha 3laich asfa"
Foz: "La 3adi" she giggled

I nudged Foz and whispered "Laish tchathbeeen yalkhara" after the woman left

Foz: "Khal twale mabeha t3arefni shoufay waladha hatha madre mnu elagra3 rawoon jameel"

I stared at the 3 guys, i gave the names too=))

1) Bu short burtaqali < which i think was the cutest guy
2) Elagra3 < ely fwaiz tgoul jamel well he was okay::
3) Bu ksha < hatha no comment=))

Kanaw ykhzouna khaz mu 6abe3ii;&
Welzaga ely m3ay wayed ta36ehum wayh!
Maskeen bader ma yadre 3an hawa darha shtswy;(

Rawan: "Bas yalzaga wallah gam ykhzoun"
Foz: "Abeh rawon wallah jamel"
Rawan: "W bader??"
Foz: "Eeh 3adi" she wasn't giving me any attention


Wana agoul 3la mnu 6al3aa:)!!=))


Foz: "Emshay khal n6la3 khal nshouf etha yl7goun"

We got up and walked through the cars "elm9afi6"
And yes, they did come after us...

They kept walking after us, like sheeps yes!=))
They sang, ga6aw nkat, est3b6aw lain galaw bas:)

I was annoying Foz and telling her to go back to the shalaih cuz seriously they were freaking me out! They were all weirdos! Ela bu short burtaqali masken kan hadi:(=))!


Foz: "Yallah bas bas emshay"

We went to our room, but then sat infront of the pool...

I stared at the place Sul6an was sitting & laughed
I remembered yesterday
I remembered his craziness
I remembered his sexiness in red!!


Rawan are you in love with sul6an?

No! I just like not love him

Love? I don't believe in it anymore.



I started thinking and analyzing...


9j eni kalamt wayed 9bayan w they do call me a player, but i've loved one person. I fell for one person. i gave everything for one person. I treated that one person special. I've loved him then, i love him now, and i'll always love him. He is something in me i just can't let go of. I tried, but i couldn't. I miss you 7mad, but i'll have the strength to forget you...

Who am i kidding?
I can't forget him.

Wallah lou yrja3 feni elzman w mn awal ma jarra7 dm-ed me? Wallah i wouldn't reply WALLAH.

I want the old me back.
I want that innocent girl that doesn't know what love means.
That never cried because she missed someone.
That never did something behind her parent's back.
That never had heartaches.
I miss, want the old Rawan.



Back to reality...


The guy that came with his father & little siblings was bu short burtaqali

I wasn't giving him much attention but he was showing off, a lot.

He took off his shirt and kept his swim orange shorts...


Oh so elshort elburataqli mayouh?=)) Ma3enda shortat yalbs'hum 7ag lma y6la3 mn elb7ar 3adi ashtrelah bas la y3ared eb hatha=))


He had a sexy body i admit.

His dad and siblings went to the sea, but he sat on the chair next to me


WTF? Ma tabi tg3ad eb 7ethni b3ad 7beebi?

I gave him a death stare and my eyes met his.

THOSE SPARKLING HAZEL EYES!!!!!<3

Thglaaay rawaan!!!::::


I shifted my gaze back at the sea cuz it was too awkward!
I wanted to laugh so hard, but i couldn't. 3aib=))

His dad: "Yallah turki t3aaal"

Oh so his name is Turki? Turki wela kuwaity=))
hadaw hadaw kamlaw elchapter =))!


But i like the name "Turki" though. I just do.

Turki: "Enshallah yay"

Yay wela la7am?=)) Ya3ni dyay wela l7am?=))
Khla9 wallah akher mara khla9 7alaft wallah=))!!!

I looked back at turki and he did too, he winked at me, and went to swim with his father & siblings.

Rawan? Why don't you swim?=))

I went and swam too, i had fun=)) turki was really showing off madre laish::


I got bored so i went out, wrapped the towel around me, took my banana boat, and headed back to the room...
I took a shower, and wore my tiffany color shorts, my yellow pepe jeans shirt, and my white hermes shoes.
I dried my hair, it was already wavy so i just placed a thick black band.

I stared at myself in the mirror. I do have a pretty face kind of, i do have style in fashion. I JUST NEED TO LOSE THIS FUCKING WEIGHT!!!!!!!

But i love food :'( BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST!!!!


To be continued...

Chapter 30

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I went back to the shalaih after eating the delicious pizza, crunchy fries, and an iceburg pepsi:D

I sat with my family...


Rawan: "Mama byi a7ad elyoum?"
Mom: "Madre wallah yuma fe a7ad byi elyoum?" she asked her mom
Grandmother: "Eeh um faisal btye"


'Um Faisal' is my grandmother's friend, she is so sweet, i know one of her grandchildren, Rayan. I've known her at shalaihat elkhairan.
Rayan is my age, she's thing, tall-brownish hair, brown eyes, white-skinned, fa9la, and she's so pretty mshallah.

Rawan: "Rayan btye 9a7?"
Grandmother: "Madre wallah"
Rawan: "Dgay 3laiha khal tyebha!"
Grandmother: "Enshallah"
Rawan: "Enzain entaw shnu laish yayen?"
Aunt: "Laish?" she asked in a sarcastic way
Rawan: "Shnu laish kila ga3den bl'3urfa goumay 6l3aw tmshaw"
Grandmother: "Ana magdar amshi wayed yuma rkabi y3awrouni"
Rawan: "Okay enty g3day bas khalty laish ma t6l3een"
Aunt: "Ana t3bana maly khilg"
Rawan: "Eeh 3yazty kila malich khilg" i teased her
Aunt: "Chubay ana tawni 9'3eera" she chuckled
Rawan: "Hahaha khair enshallah"
Foz: "Rawon 3boud tyoun ntmsha shway?"


Rawon and 3boud?

Oh is it time for your dearly beloved to give you your precious 9ou'3a?-.-;D


Rawan&3boud: "Yallah"

We went out all the from our room to the entrance of movenpick...


Rawan: "Waina?"
3boud: "Enty tadren?" he asked me
Rawan: "Adre 3an shnu?" i acted stupid
3boud: "3anha"
Rawan: "La madre" i lied
3boud: "Chathaba"
Rawan: "La adre mn zeman"
3boud: "7ta ana"

I kept quiet. Madre sharid 3laih el9ara7a=))

3boud: "3endi ya whatsapp akalma"


Wow?

Is there any more shocking news i don't know about?


Rawan: "E7lif"
3boud: "Wallah"

Foz's phone rang; it interrupted my from talking...

Foz: "Aloo?"
Foz: "Enta wainek?"
Foz: "Enzain edkhal shway"

I was making hand signs like 'NOOOO LA YDKHAAAAL'

Foz: "Shwaya bas bader amana!"
Foz: "Khla9 okay 3boud eyelik yakhth'hum mnik" she said in a sad voice
Foz: "Bbye"

And she hung up...

3boud: "Waina?"
Foz: "Kahu 3end eleshara"
Rawan: "Ra7 ydkhal?"
Foz: "Laa!" she said in a madre shloun voice ya3ni che chnha z3lana:D
Rawan: "A7san"
Foz: "Ygoul 3enda 3ers msta3yel"
Rawan: "A7san"

And foz's phone rang again...

Foz: "Aloo?"
Foz: "Yallah okay"

She hung up...

Foz: "3boud rou7 enzla t7at mni"

And there passed a black silverado, and a shway muscular, so tanned skin guy came out of  it and met with 3boud...


Bader was? Saaaaa77777ttttttt=)) Sorry Foz i'm just saying the truth=)) please la t6geni asfa akher mara:(:D


3boud came back with a plastic bag and handed it to foz, she then stood and opened it
There was a beautiful sparkling necklace, a bracelet, and a perfume.
He didn't forget 3boud though.. He brought for him a black swara matkoub 3laiha 'Fire Man', yeah 3boud adores something call ma6afi, he wants to be one he grows up enshallah.

Foz hid the plastic bag in her bag and we headed back to the shalaih...




It was getting darker, 6pm...


I stole my aunt's samsung galaxy and went to the bathroom to hid and use it, i entered kik and i had 1 new message.
It was sul6an, the boy i told u ena i talked to him when my mom gave me my phone back, but i felt guilt so i let him go? Yeah, well he can't let go:)

Sul6anAlX: Rawan
RawanAlX: Hala

i waited some minutes and he answered, he's a fast reader:D

Sul6anAlX: Shlounich?
RawanAlX: Tmam
Sul6anAlX: Wainch yuba ma ts2len wla shay
RawanAlX: Sorry
Sul6anAlX: La 3ade ;*
RawanAlX: ;*
Sul6anAlX: Rawan 3ade adg 3laich?
RawanAlX: Talfoni mu 3endi
Sul6anAlX: Waina?
RawanAlX: Thay3

I lied. I didn't want to him to know it's taken cuz i don't feel like telling him the reason why it is taken..

Sul6anAlX: Mara7 tshtren talfon?
RawanAlX: Madre wallah
Sul6anAlX: Enzain wainch?
RawanAlX: Shalaih
Sul6anAlX: Ay shalaih??
RawanAlX: Movenpick elbd3
Sul6anAlX: 3ade ayee??
RawanAlX: Tye shtsawi?

Okay Rawan. Laish chethi ga3da tkalmeen elrayal?=))

Sul6anAlX: Bshoufich
RawanAlX: Kaifek t3al bas mn al7en agoulik ensa ag3ad m3ak
Sul6anAlX: Laish:(
RawanAlX: Wain ga3den e7na? Sorry mu nethami chethi
Sul6anAlX: Ok ok khla9 kalaiteny rawan shfech
RawanAlX: Mafeni
Sul6anAlX: Enzain ashoufich mn b3eed?
RawanAlX: Eh
Sul6anAlX: Yallah ka abadel wayee
RawanAlX: Lma tye enzel elsrdab eg3ad yam el msba7 ely yam elshalaihat
Sul6anAlX: Mn 3youni
RawanAlX: K
Sul6anAlX: Shd3wa maku fdait 3younik shay?
RawanAlX: La
Sul6anAlX: Mmm ok yallah msafat el6reej
RawanAlX: K

Ya3ni jad a7md rabi ena kan mt9aber m3ay lou wa7d thani chan 36ani block delete 3la 6areqat kalami m3ah=))


I stayed all the night outside next to the pool playing with my camera  waiting for Mr. Sul6an:)

Then came 2 CUTE guys and sat on the tanning chairs next to the pool!


Could one of them be sul6an?

I've never seen him so could that be him?


Mn shakelhum mbayen enhum myaneen

They started singing, but one of them sang something that caught my attention; he was staring at me...

Guy who i think is sul6an=)): "Shlounik 7beebi shlounik 6ameni 3an akhbarik mshtag ashouf 3younik mta trid enta ldarik?"

It was the song i told sul6an to hear me singing!! Could that sexy guy be sul6an?;o

Guy who i don't think is sul6an=)): "Ga6e3 ya gumar ga6e3 elkil 3anik ys2alni madre f'3aibtik thay3 wela wdik tta3ebni"


Seriously?-.-

Now how i can i know which one is sul6an when both of then know the song?-.-!! Ugh.


I went inside and stole mu aunt's phone again without anyone noticing and went to the bathroom:D
I entered kik and asked sul6an which one are u?

Sul6anAlX: Ely labs short a7mar
RawanAlX: Mmmm;p


HE WAS THE GUY I THOUGHT WAS HIM=))!
Sul6an in red? Irresistable!!!!!<3


Sul6anAlX: Laish dakhalty 6el3ayy ma shba3t mnich!!
RawanAlX: Lool ok;p

I signed out kik, placed the phone where it was, and went outside...
The moment i sat on the tanning chair and sul6an saw me he screamed "Hala obooouy"

i couldn't hold my laugh, i laughed hard, and he screamed again "Enshallah doum hal tha7kaa"

I stopped and stared at him like khla9 sul6an. Stop screaming now. It's enough. And he did:D

So i spend the rest of the night watching sul6an's craziness:D
He was so funny, and cute. But so funny wallah! And CUTE =))!!






 

What happened?

Hey guys this isn't a chapter from the story, i just felt i need to tell someone what i feel inside and i want to share it here...

I hope you enjoy it x
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Remember those times when we used to talk 24/7?
When we used to stay up all night talking to each other on the phone?
When we can't stay mad at each other for one day?
When i told you that if a minute passed without you something bad will happen to me?
Well, this was just the past...

What happened?
What happened to our love?
What happened to you and me?
What happened to those times we spent together?
Can they just go to waste?

You were and will always be in some corner in my heart, i know you will not leave, my heart won't let you. It wants you..


Here i am writing this to tell all the people what i really feel, to tell them about the things you've done & i'm grateful about everything you did. So thankyou. Thankyou for having me live the best days in my life, i'll always be thankful.


You were my addiction...
You were my drug...
You were my one & only...
You were my EVERYTHING...

Tears till now find their way down my cheeks for you.
I cry not from pain but from a broken heart.

I miss you.
I miss your love.
I miss your laughs.
I miss your voice.
I miss your hazel brown eyes.
I miss your heart beating just for me.
I MISS YOU! I really do...

But you broke me. .
You broke my heart. .
You made me weak. .

I love you. Always have, always will.


There's nothing more to say now just 'Goodluck, and know that i'll never forget you. Ever. I love you'


Sincerely,
A broken hearted person.
 

Chapter 29

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September 4th, 2013...



"Rawan yallah goumay"

It was my grandmother shaking me to wake up
But i was so sleepy, so i just ignored her and slept

Grandma: "Rawaan yallah b3ad e7na mu bl bait goumay khal nanzel ryoug"
Rawan: "Mabi ryoug"
Grandma: "Mashe m7ad y3arflich '3air obouch"
Rawan: "Khla9 khla9 ka gemt"

I sat up on the bed, but still didn't open my eyes yet.
I sat there for a long time:D

Grandma: "RAWAN!" she shouted and i opened my eyes in shfech? i looked like a drunk person=))
Rawan: "Ha ha"
Grandma: "Goumay! Yallah!" she comanded
Rawan: "Enzain enzain" i dragged myself slowly to the bathroom, i did my thing, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and wore my grey pink short and an aqua hollister shirt with my nike yellow neon color. Yes i am a sport-fashion girl ;p
I tied my hair into a ponytail and left to eat breakfast with my grandma, khaled, and 3boud. Mom, dad, and a7mad goes late.


There wasn't much in breakfast what i like, so i just ate some carrots and went back to the shalaih
My mom was up & ready to go for breakfast...

Rawan: "Mama tara elryoug mu wayed 7lw"
Mom: "9j"
Rawan: "Wallah"
Mom: "3yal shakality"
Rawan: "Jazar"
Mom: "Mshallah rawan takil jazar"
Rawan: "Eh laish ma akil wallah 3ajeb a7ib eljazar"
Mom: "Eeh mashallah"
Rawan: "Enzain mama wain talfouni?"


See now my mom takes my phone at night, but give it to me back the next morning, but today she didn't...


Mom: "Maku talfoun"
Rawan: "Laish?!" i was really confused and scared a bit, ana shswait 3shan omi takhith talfoni? Wtf? Che mn kaifha? Shnu hatha!
Mom: "Bas mu lazem shtaben bltalfon"
Rawan: "Shnu shtaben feh abeh akalim rfejati ashouf instagram" i listed why do i want it
Mom: "Mu lazem ma buga shay 3al mdrsa rou7ay shoufay rfejatich"


Shfeha omi? Laish ga3da tkalemni eb brood? I HATE PEOPLE TALKING ME COLDLY!!!! but it's okay for me to talk to people coldly;D!!


Rawan: "Yuma shfech?"
Mom: "Mafeni shay khala9 rawan la tdawkheni"

My father came out of his room with a7mad, so i clamed up.


(For those who doesn't know what 'clams up' means, it's an idiom which means to stop talking or shut up)


Dad: "Ha yallah? Rawan re7tay?"
Rawan: "Eeh yuba re7t" i said it like i was in a bad mood
Dad: "Okay yallah namshi?"
Mom: "Yallah"


I sat alone at the shalaih with a PHONE, while all of them were at breakfast...


Should i call? Should i not call?

Call mnu a9lan?


I decided to call Aisha...


Aisha: "Aloo?"
Rawan: "Gwa"
Aisha: "Mnu?"
Rawan: "Ana rawan daga mn talfon elshalaih"
Aisha: "Eh gam agoul mnu al raqam ma knt bshelah awal shay"
Rawan: "La ana enzain sm3ay btyoun elyoum?"
Aisha: "3ndkum?"
Rawan: "Eh ya3ni 3end mnu 3yal"
Aisha: "Madre rawon obouy byi ohwa w foz bas ana maly khilg yaytli"
Rawan: "Waai3 yallah 3ad t3alay shd3wa"
Aisha: "Wallah rawon maly khilg a9lan na9oor mu rathy"
Rawan: "Yallah 3-" i stopped talking thinking for a bit

Nasser? Who the hell is nasser?

Aisha: "Shfech?"
Rawan: "Mnu na9er"
Aisha: "Wa7d akalma"
Rawan: "Mn mta t3arfena"
Aisha: "9arlna 3 ash'hr"


WTF Aisha? wtf!


Rawan: "Yalzag!!!! W yousef?? Laish ana akher man ya3lam!!?"
Aisha: "3shan che maknt abi agoulich l2anich ra7  tgoulen rday 7ag yousef"
Rawan: "Eeeeh reday 7ag yousef!!"
Aisha: "Magdar rawan"
Rawan: "Shnu matgdren aisha la tfren mukhi yousef shswalich 3shan t'hdena"
Aisha: "Ma hdaita"
Rawan: "Ha 3yal enshallah tkalmenhum thnainhum?"
Aisha: "La bas rawon yousef ma gam ys2al blsbou3 maretain ys2al shnu hatha"
Rawan: "Qadray throufa tara ohwa bdera wenty bdera qadray elwakt aisha shfech? Sheftay yousef shswalich ohwa elw7ed ely t7malich w wegaf m3ach w '3ar 3laich w sawa elmusta7el 3shanich w akbar dalel ena y7bich refath BNT KHALTA 3shanich!! Laish mu rathya tstaw3bainn??"


I said it all. All what was in my heart to say for her. Yousef is a great guy, he gave aisha everything she wanted, wala 3umra ga9ar m3aha bshay.


Aisha: "Rawon magdar fhmay tekfain! Om yousef tabeh 7ag bnt khalta oma nesra mabi akoun sbab ena yousef w oma yt'haweshoun"
Rawan: "Shaku yt'hawshoun shaku! Hathy 7yat yousef ohwa ely yqarer shloun yabi y3esh'ha!"

She kept quiet

Rawan: "Kaifch aisha, enzain foz btnam 3ndna 9a7?"
Aisha: "Eeh" she said in a low voice

The door opened, it was khaled and 3boud

Rawan: "Yallah 3yal 3wash akalmich b3dain okay?"
Aisha: "Okay"

I hung up...

3boud: "Shfeeha aisha?"
Rawan: "Mafeha shay ana dgait as2al mta foz btye"
3boud: "Mta btye?"
Rawan: "M3a obouk byoun '3ada"
3boud: "Ok"
Khaled: "Rawoon wain shorty mal elsba7a?"
Rawan: Shoufa bdar omi"

He went and wore it, 3boud went and wore his...

Rawan: "Enzain n6rouni basba7 m3akum!" i went quickly and wore my swim short and shirt, sprayed some banana boat over my body, and sat facing the sun

After half an hour, i swam in the swimming pool with khaled and 3boud, then a7mad came...
We played volleyball in the water, hide-and-seek, racing; we really enjoyed our time...


I got bored so i went out and took a shower in the shalaih. After i was done, i wore my yellow three quarter pants, and a blue aerpostale t-shirt, and my yellow neon shoes, dried my hair, and wore my thick black band, and went to the living room to find Foz and Khaly Ibraheem sitting there with my family...

Khaly ibraheem: "Ha b6ou6a"


La t9adig mshalla enta elth3eeef, enta 39ayaa, shag elrjeem shaaagg!!;@


Foz: "Rawoon emshay khal ntmsha" she gave me a look ena emshay bagoulich shay
Rawan: "Yallah emshay"

We went out of the shalaih heading to the lobby...

Foz: "Bader byi"
Rawan: "Haa? La fwaiz matefaqna chethi!!"
Foz: "Bas bya36eni 9ou'3a yayebli mn thailand"


How cute ;c


Rawan: "Laaa? ya3ni btg3den m3aah?"
Foz: "La 3boud okhouy ra7 yakhtha mnah"


Wtf? 3boud yadre? w ma ygoul? How cute;(!!

I loved you 3boud=))


Rawan: "3boud yadree?"
Foz: "Elkil yadre ela s3oud"
Rawan: "3ad hatha etha dara ra7 yashnqich"
Foz: "Khal ywali 7ta lou yadre shbsawi bader khla9 mkalem ahala 3ani bntzawaj"
Rawan: "Mtaaaaaaa?" i was literally shocked
Foz: "Madre lail7en ma kalam obouy"
Rawan: "W mta byi?"
Foz: "Gal bt'3da w byi"
Rawan: "Ya3ni 3al sa3a 3 4 chethi?"
Foz: "Etha al7en 2 ou n9 b3ad shway yemkin eyi"
Rawan: "Fozo mn al7en agoulich tara mara7 tg3den m3ah"
Foz: "Mara7 ag3ad m3ah haw shfech"
Rawan: "Mafeni shay bas agoulich ya3ni"
Foz: "ana wedi bas ohwa ma ygadr ma3zom 3ers mra7 y6awel;("
Rawan: "A7san"
Foz: "Chub y7mara"


Foz phone rang...

Foz: "Aloo?"
Foz: "Hala"
Foz: "Yallah ok al7en nyi"

she hung up...

Foz: "Yallah emshay 7a6aw '3ada"

We went out of the lobby all the way to the shalaih...

Rawan: "Shnu el'3ada?"
Grandmother: "Baryani dyay"
Rawan: "Laa laish tekfaain!"
Grandmother: "Laish"
Mom: "Oooh rawan ma takil baryani"
Grandmother: "Shdrani ma gtlaw"
Rawan: "Shakil al7en you3ana ana mu makla shay mn el9b7"
Dad: "Rou7ay eb bouki 20 ekhthehum w g3day bl loby 6lbelich ay shay ekleh"
Rawan: "OK!"

I took the 20 and went alone, everybody else was busy eating baryani...


I ordered one cheese pizza, french fries, and pepsi ;p yummmm!;D

I sat waiting for the food just staring at the people, 2 guys stepped in the lobby and one of them caught my attention...









Fahad Al3nzi!!!!!! the football player guy! HE WAS SO SEXY! Too bad i didn't have my phone to take a picture with him!!!!;'(
I was really about to die, this person is like djgfwiorugoqedjadff !!!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!

I just kept staring at him like crazy and once he saw me i SMILED and HE SMILED BACK!

Ahhhhh i just miss this day ^^^ :'(:'(;(

But he didn't stay for a long time he went early:(


The food arrived and i ate, paid, and went back to the shalaih...




To be continued...

Chapter 28

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Weeks passed by and I'm doing great, I was really enjoying my life.
Everything I wanted was already there for me.

I did talk to one boy after my mom gave me my phone back, but i couldn't continue. I didn't want my phone taken from me again, so i just let him go..








 Summer 2013...



This summer wasn't like the previous summer vacations i've spent.

It was boring, i did not travel anywhere, i did not see my friends a lot, and i've done all the boring things in life:)


I was only tweeting, calling people to tell them 'Trou7oun w tridoun blsalama" :D
It really broke my heart;(





September 1st, 2013...


Dad: "Rawan yallah hach hatha w hatha emshay wyay khal n76hum blsayara"

I took the bags from my dad and followed him to the car...
We were going to my favorite shalaih, Movenpick albd3<3



We took off, and once we arrived, my dad went to make the check-in while we waited for him in the lobby..

We weren't alone in the shalaih, we were going to spend it with my grandmother, aunt, and 3boud. < My mom's family side.



Once we entered the room, khaled, a7mad, and 3bdullah changed their clothes to their swim shorts and went to the pool; the pool was exactly infront of our shalaih...
I swam only the last 3 days, so i did not make a full tan kila mn ..... wai3:'(=))!

Anyways...


I went to check up on them and started taking pictures.


We were staying in Movenpick for a week, we'll return home on saturday which means that sunday is going to be my first day at school, high school; 9th grade.




September 3rd, 2013...


I was sitting at the living room watching MTV...
My mom and dad was walking around...
My grandmother was asleep...
My aunt was at work, she'll come later...
Khaled, 3boud, and A7mad were at the swimming pool...


I got bored, so i took my banana boat and sprayed some over my body and went tanning:D

3boud: "Rawan laish ma t6ben?"


Sharid 3laih al7en=))?


Rawan: "Maly khilg elyoum bacher ba6b"


I sat on the chair facing the sun, i was melting instead of tanning!


Rawan: "Eeh 3boud rawan w foz mta byoun?"
3boud: "Foz galat btye bacher bas rawan madre"

Well at least some girl will come and chill with me..



After an hour or so, i entered the shalaih with a massive headache.
I found my mom and dad in their room, so i entered to take panadol...


Rawan: "Yuma aby panadol"
Mom: "Laish shfech?"
Rawan: "Rasi y3awerni"
Mom: "Gal3tich 9ar fech tharbat shams, ana mn yait galoli rawan ra7at tsawi tan 3al b7ar enty mynona? Eltan yabela may wenty yaytich hathy shfeech"
Rawan: "Enzain ana shdrani"
Mom: "Ba6lay elyarara tlgain ekhthay wa7da"


I took it, and excused my self to take a nap...

I woke up at 5 pm, walked around the hotel all alone.
Yes i felt lonely, i need company!!!


I sat in the lobby and entered kik...
3 new messages...

First was from my friend, Nada
Second was from Sul6an AlX; the boy i talked to when my mom gave me my phone back
The last message was from Aisha


I skipped both nada's and aisha's and answered sul6an first...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan wainch?
RawanAlx: Movenpick
Sul6anAlx: Albd3?
RawanAlx: Eeh laish?
Sul6an Alx: La bas as2al
RawanAlx: Ok

I switched to aisha's...

AishaAlx: Rawoon
RawanAlx: Hala

Back to sul6an's...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan mshtaglich!


Let me describe Sul6an, he is 17 years old; senior 2014, so tanned skin, dark eyes, short hair, fit body, so sweet, kind, loving, caring, he's really lovable<3


RawanAlx: Eshtagatlik el3afya
Sul6anAlx: La tdagren
RawanAlx: Mu gam adagrik shnu tabeni agoulik ya3ni?
Sul6anAlx: Khla9 rawan latgoulen shay

I was really being harsh on him, i don't want to talk to boys anymore but will he understand this if i told him?

RawanAlx: Sorry sul6an mu qa9di
Sul6anAlx: La 3adi
RawanAlx: Mu z3lan?
Sul6anAlx: La bas 7az bkha6ri
RawanAlx: Yallah 3ad yhoun 3laik?
Sul6anAlx: Tadren enich bkilma tgdren tkhaleni artha 9a7?;$
RawanAlx: Lool eeh adre;p
Sul6anAlx: Yallah gouleha;$
RawanAlx: A7ibek
Sul6anAlx: Oboooouy<3


Well am i being a slut? Maybe or maybe not? I just miss the old, innocent me.


September 4th, 2013...




To be continued...