Chapter 11

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I woke up the next morning, ahh it's friday, i love friday mornings<3

I got up from bed, went to the living room, and saw that Khaled and A7mad doing there random routine. Playing playstation.


It was 12pm..

I went to take a shower to get ready for our zwara.

Our zwara jedan 3adi ena el'3da eyi elsa3a 4, shay 6abe3ey 7ail


I finshed and went to change into my zwara clothes...
I wore a white tank top with a blazer on top, and a skinny beige jeans...
Applied some lipgloss and mascara and off to Andalous, my grandfather's house.



My family side is a huge family. Mashallah. They are all fun to be around mn el9'3er lai elkber;p

I entered and lucky me i saw baba 3li and his children. I said hi to all them and went to the dining room. I saw Meshari putting for him lunch.


Za8oom bba6na inshallah


I told yself, i was going to leave the dining room, but he stopped me.


Meshari: "Alsalam 3lakum Rawan"



Yabooouy! ;@


Rawan: "Hala Meshari laish yayen 3ndna elyoum?"
Meshari: "Obouy gal nsayer 3laikum shwy mdam elyoum elkel mawjoud"
Rawan: "Aha ok"

He was staring at me deeply, i can sense it.

Meshari: "Laish taben elfaka?"


Oh you don't know how much i want it!!!


Yakhi laish ent lzgaaaa!



Rawan: "Ha la shaku 7yakum allah" and i left


I went outside, sat in the third step of the stairs bl 7oush, plugged my earphones and played a song...

I whatsapp-ed 7mad...


Rawan: Fathy?


I got bored of waiting for him to reply, so i switched my chat with Jenan and saw that i she sent me a message...


Jenan: Rawon 3ndch instagram?
Rawan: Shnu hatha
Jenan: Nazleh wallah 3ajeeb!! Na9oor 3ndaa!

(Na9oor is Nasser Abass - My love<3)


I closed my whatsapp and switched to app store instead
I typed "intagram" on search and installed it

After some minutes of it installing i entered it, made an account, and followed all the people i know...


I didn't like it at first, maybe i didn't know how to use it well?


Rawan: Ma 3jabni ;s
Jenan: Bl 3akss!!!

I then recieved a whatsapp, 7mad.

7mad: 7yati ana bl zwara w kl shay ra7 y76ouna 3la rasi fa magdar akalmich inshallah bas aftha akalmich

I felt a little bit sad. I liked spending, or talking to 7mad in whatsapp, phone, or anywhere.
I feel like i'm on totally another planet when i talk to him.

Rawan: K
7mad: 7yati entay la tz3len amana wallah mu bedi
Rawan: Laish az3al 3adi shd3wa
7mad: Akeed?
Rawan: Akedain:*
7mad: A7bich
Rawan: Ana b3d


.....: "Rawoon? Shtsawen hni goumay '3da" 3ami Basil (Thalth wa7d mn ekhwan obouy)  call my name from behind

I quickly locked my phone and answered him...

Rawan: "Mu you3ana"
3ami Basil: "Mu bkaifch goumay el'3da 3laina elyoum yayben mais elghanim 3shanich w tra fe thooum" he smiled


I love to eat lebanse food, especially elshesh 6awouq w el3rayes<3 P.S: LAZEM M3AHUM THOUM!!


Rawan: "Hhh inshallah yallah al7en ayi" he left leaving me behind, i took a deep breath and entered the living made my way to the dining room

I placed in my plate what i needed and went to sit at my usual place (sometimes with my cousins) b 9alat elest8bal, it's different than the living room.


I placed my plate on the table and went again to the dining room to grab me a glass of pepsi, and guess who was 9bing the pepsi? (3jabtni 9bing)=D


Meshari.


I was standing right behind him, he didn't noticed me yet.

Rawan: "Dana 3adi t9beli pepsi?"

Dana is my 20 year old cousin, she's the daughter of my eldest aunt 3maima 7e9a. Dana is the youngest among 4 brothers and 1 sister, dana's brothers&sister are all married except for one, Mesh3al, he's old ya3ni madri mta bytzawaj -.-'


Meshari noticed my voice, so he turned his back and smiled at me.


Wai3 wai3!


Meshari: "Ana a9blich"

I made a "Wlaaih!" expression face, but he didn't noticed it.

I took the pepsi from her, went to my place and started eating till i was full!


Ya 7latik ya mais elghanim tshab3! Screw diet!  bal3a ya 7bebi bal3a

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Chapter 10

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I woke up the next day and went to school, i had 2 periods of science at the begging. KILL ME!

I went to class, sat next to Jude in the front row, and stared at my science teacher without understanding a word she says.
I wasn't really good in science nor math, bas amashai 7ali ;p

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It was Thursday, i went out of school to the car and off to my grandmother's house (Zwara)

I took my phone from my maid at school and tweeted "It"s a weekend BABY!!!" and then started talking to 7mad...

When we arrived i placed my phone in my pocket, entered, said hi, and went to change my school uniform.
After i finished i went directly to the dining room and saw the table, m6abag zbaide...

Rawan: "Yuma laish msawen smach!" i told my grandmother
Grandmother: "Bl 3aks shoufay sh7lata eyanin"
Rawan: "Ma7ib"
Grandmother: "Rou7ay goulelhum khal ysawoulich nuggets w bu6a6"
Rawan: "La khla9 mabi"


I went to sit in the living room chatting to 7mad while everybody else was eating...

7mad: T'3daity?
Rawan: La2
7mad: Laish!
Rawan: Msawen smach ma7ib;s
7mad: A7laa shayyy elsmaachhh!!!
Rawan: Ma7iba;&
7mad: Ok rou7y eklilch shay thani
Rawan: Klait bl mdrsa mu you3ana
7mad: Mmmm...
7mad: Wain btrou7en elyoum?
Rawan: Madri wallah you?
7mad: Madri
Rawan: Ana yemkin 360 m3a 3yal khalalti
7mad: Bashoufich


Hala obouy;$


Rawan: Mmmm ok;p


I didn't tell Aisha nor anyone from my family about 7mad yet, but they know about hatha shsma :)


They all started coming to the living, so i excused myself from talking to 7mad a bit and sit with my family. I sat next to Aisha...

Aisha: "Rawon nsait agolch bnrou7 m3a 3yal khali 3bdullah 360 elyoum btyen?"


Yes! Yes! A HUNDRED YESS!!


Rawan: "Mta?"
Aisha: "Che b3d shwy"
Rawan: "La2 shloun ana mu yayba mlabs 3adla"
Aisha: "Ok ng6ch elbait badlay b3dain nrou7"
Rawan: "Ee ok yallah trou7on al7en?"
Aisha: "Yallah"
Rawan: "FWAIZ!" I shouted to my cousin Aisha's older sister Fawzia, but nobody calls her that. Some Fofo, Foz, Fwaiz 3al mjaz ;p
Foz: "Hala" she shouted back
Rawan: "Yallah bnroou7"
Foz: "Okaayy"


We waited for her in the car and once she arrived we drove to my house to change my dress.

Am i really going to see 7mad? Is what i'm doing right? How i'm going to act infront of him i've never seen a guy i've talked to before. Than the one i know ya3ni.



I went home, wore my pink pants and pink short sleeves t-shirt with wite spots on it, a white business jacket on top of it, and my white gucci shoes.
I grabbed my phone and went to the car where Foz and Aisha waited for me.

Foz: "Allah jakaitch 7lu b3dain bakhtha mnich"
Rawan: "Hhh khair enshallah"


Let me talk about Foz. She's now bl 9j 21 years old, she's in first year college, adri some are asking how bas she repeated high school 2 times. She's the eldest one her family, she's older than Aisha by 2 years. Foz 3ndha swalef boys bas mu bas wa7ed, athnain w thalath w arba3 etc...

Aisha is the opposite, she has only one relationship from 2 years now, bas allah ma ketab b3dain bgoulkum shnu 89at Aisha...



360 is so crowded bas ham a7iba, it's my favorite mall!

We found a parking lot, parked and went inside, i recieved a message from 7mad...

7mad: Wainch?
Rawan: Tawni dasha
7mad: Ana b3d


My heart started to beat fast, we are going to meet my other cousins near Gap

We entered gap and started joking around till my phone rang, Incoming Call, Layoosh


Actually Laila bas we call her Layoosh;p She's as Aisha's age and the eldest among 4 sisters y3ni ehya elkhamsa ;p Laila now is in KU studying mechanical engineering w she's very affectionate

 

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Laila: "Ha rawon wainkum?"
Rawan: "Gap wentw?"
Laila: "Kana yayenkum"
Rawan: "Yallah ok na6renkum"
Laila: "Yallah ok bbye"
Rawan: "Bye"

I hung up and told Aisha and Foz that they're on there way, but i was interrupted by phone clicking, it was a message from 7mad...

7mad: Wainch
Rawan: Gap
7mad: Dakhel?
Rawan: Ee
7mad: Ok ogfay mu tt7rkain
Rawan: K;s


I stood there observing my phone giving my back to the door...

7mad: Shnu labsa?
Rawan: Abyath
7mad: W t7t wardi?


Oh My God.


Rawan: Ee
7mad: Kaaak shftch
Rawan: La t'th7ak
7mad: Asif
Rawan: Ok


Layoosh and her sisters came and we greeted them and went oout of Gap, and that's when my eye and 7mad's eye saw eachother for the first time. You know when they say that you love a person from a first sight? Well, i didn't only love, infact, i adored 7mad's sparkling brown eyes.

I looked at him for a moment, smiled an inncoent smile, and went to catch up with the others...

I turned back to see if 7mad was following us, or me, and yes he is.


7mad: Lat6len;p
Rawan: Enshallah 3ami;p
7mad: Yakhi adri eni jamel bas khla9 mu jdam elnas y3ni;$
Rawan: The8aaa!!
7mad: Lazem =))
Rawan: Loool

We went to the money machine because Layoosh wanted some money, and then we continued our day...



Everything was going perfect we were standing at the entrance infunity till some group of guys started flirting...
3ad shfkna mn '3erat 7mad al7en!

Guy1: "Wrabi jamela bas th3fay tra elmtn mu zain"
Guy2: "Ya jamel enta"
Guy3: "Shd3wa elnafseyah"

I checked whatsapp...


7mad: Rawan '3ayray mukanich

I ignored because thr choice wasn't my choice and i can't tell them about 7mad w '3erta now cause it's not the right place nor time!

7mad: Rawaan!!!
Rawan: Halla
7mad: "3ayray mukanich"
Rawan: "Ok"

I raised my head up to say to my cousins to change our place but i saw them entering infunity...


Uuuuuuuuffffffff !!!!!!!


I went after them and 7mad called...

Rawan: "Aloo?" i said shyly
7mad: "Laish dakhltay?"
Rawan: "Madri 3yal khalti dshaw"
7mad: "6l3ay!"
Rawan: "Magdar arou7 brou7i wyahum ana"
7mad: "Rawan 6l3ay! kla 9bayan dakhel ray7en twa3doun 9a7" his voice started to get higher and i liked it, i liked his jelousy


T'3ar w 7ta mn elhwa? Ya wail 7ali ya hwa! Khafef mn el'3era 3lay le galb '3airek ma nwa<3


Rawan: "3wash bas emshaw khan6la3"
Aisha: "Uff wai3 za7ma emshaw"
Rawan: "Yallah ka 6ala3t"
7mad: "3bali b3d"
Rawan: "Hh yallah ok bye"
7mad: "Bye"

Whatsapp...

7mad: Taben elfaka 9a7?
Rawan: Shaku!
7mad: 3yall laish gltay bye
Rawan: Madri 3bali ma tabi tgoul shay]
7mad: Mmmm...

We went out and 7mad was still following till we ate dinner and went out home, i slept at Aisha's house and IT WAS THE BEST DAY I HAVE EVER HAD!



Al7en 3raftaw elsr ely khalani a3shag 360? La2ana yjma3na b nas, yemkin ma n7bhum, ma y7bouna, but so what? At least you saw them and knew they were living OK! Don't like them? Just fake smile and keep walking! Don't stop your life on people ain't worth it. You got me people? :D


To be continued...

 

Chapter 9

Here's chapter 9 tweeps! ;p

Enjoy it xx
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Time was passing like a turtle, actually it never passes quickly:)


FINALLY! It was time for us to go back home, i went, ate lunch, and went to my room to do my homework, well i actually i checked my phone first ;p


I entered whatsapp and had a message from 7mad
I clicked on him and just froze in my place with my mouth wide open staring at the screen...


7mad medak tgoul chethii !!!;o


I was extremely shocked that i found myself typing "Me too"

My mind was stuck with the words that 7mad said, i held my phone and kept on reading this day's chat whenever i was free. Espacially the "I love you" part.


Ya3ni you couldn't wait?

W ana el'3bya said me too 3ad ta3aly al7en fahmeh ena la sh3ouryan ktabt'ha


It's 6pm, i recieved a whatsapp from 7mad...

7mad: Sorry ma rdait knt nayem!
Rawan: Noum al3wafi
7mad: Allah y3afech;*
Rawan: ;*
7mad: Ok rawan enty 9j t7beni?


Ana ma a7ibek 7mad bas ham ma akrhik!


Rawan: A7ibek 7sbat okhouy elkber 7mad
7mad: 7sbat okhou?:)
Rawan: Ee laish enta ma t7bni 7sbat ekht?
7mad: Ee embala 7sbat ekht :)
Rawan: Eeeh ok<3;*
7mad: :)
Rawan: Shga3d tsawi?
7mad: Banam
Rawan: Bas tawik ga3d!
7mad: Dekht ya3ni shnu elwa7ed ma ydoukh
Rawan: Oula kalaitny!;s Noum al3wafi
7mad: Y3afech

I closed my phone and place it to charge and went to sit with my family a bit.


Mom: "Ha Rawan zain shfnach"
Rawan: "Shd3wa"
Dad: "Khou enty etha dashaity eldar ma t6l3en mnha"
Rawan: "Knt gam adrs" i lied, i didn't even open my bag
Mom: "Nshouf elshahada 3ala kl hal derasa"
Rawan: "Eee"


I sat watching tv, and my parents talking, but my mind wasn't with them at all. My mind was with 7mad.


Why am i caring this much about him?

Because you love him idiot!

No i don't! He's a brother to me, i can't trust boys after what i saw from Jarra7.


I couldn't help it anymore i went to my room, closed the door, w jabalt my phone...
I whatsapped Jenan and told her what happened, not Jude cause i was not in the mood to talk to anybody else than Jenan because she's really understanding, trustworthy, and give advices!

Rawan: Jenano!:'(
Jenan: Hala
Rawan: Ana akalem wa7ed esma 7mad...

I told all the story from A to Z...

Jenan: Enzain w al7en shbtsawen?
Rawan: Madri tkalmena?
Jenan: Shagoula !
Rawan: Ena ma kan 8a9di w ana a7iba
Jenan: Wain agoula ?
Rawan: Whatsapp ;s
Jenan: Ok
Rawan: Hach hatha ra8ma 99******
Jenan: Ok
Rawan: Wallah tra ana ta3alagt feh 7ywan 7baita!!
Jenan: LOOL
Rawan: Sway capture hal jumla dzeha 7ga bas chna mu ana gayltlich sway capture!
Jenan: Ok =))

I left Jenan for a few moments to talk with 7mad, but then i recieved a whatsapp, it was 7mad...


7mad: Ana 7ywan?


KAAAAAKKK=))


Rawan: Shnu mnu gal :|
7mad: Yadi
Rawan: Mmmm...
7mad: Asif
Rawan: La tgoul asif khla9 3adi
7mad: Akeed?
Rawan: Akeed 2 times ;p
7mad: Rawano a7ibech wallah jad ta3alagt fech wayed ma 3umri 7sait wla fakart eni ra7 a7ibech aw at3alag fech hal kethr

I was surprised! I kept on staring on the screen reading what he wrote, i felt the same way to you 7mad.

I switched my chat with 7mad to Jenan...

Rawan: WALLAH A7IBECHHH THANKYOOUUU!!!!!!
Jenan: Anytime sis :**

I switched the chat back to 7mad...

Rawan: Ana b3d a7ibek w ana b3d knt nafs 7sasik
7mad: Nabde 9af7a ydeda?
Rawan: Laish la2;p
7mad: Esmi 7mad AlX 3umri 16 barsha is my life<3 A7ib wayed al3ab sony w a7ib wa7da ma methlha a7ad<3


Hehehehehehe e7im e7im ;$;$


Rawan: Mnu hal w7da ballah?
7mad: Fe '3airech?
Rawan: Madri ;$
7mad: Amoot 3la ely yst7oun<3<3
Rawan: Hehehe ;$
7mad: K yallah dourich
Rawan: Esmi Rawan AlX 3umri 13-.- mdrsa kha9a bs klish mali sh'3l bl 9bayan (Ok that was a lie :D!) 3ndi 2 brothers bs ana akbar w7da ;p Eeh w a7ib wa7id ma mthla a7ad ;$<3
7mad: La wallah? Mnu hatha
Rawan: Wa7ed esma 7mad AlX
7mad: Hala obouy
Rawan: Hala feek;$


And we continued chatting till we both fell asleep...

Chapter 8

HELLO!:D

How are u! Truely sorry for the delay bas i was out of town for a week :$

Here's chapter 8 i hope you like it, but please you're not giving me feedbacks! I NEED FEEDBACKS!

Enjoy this chapter you beautiful readers ;p xxx
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Rawan AlX: Galey ena yabi rfejti :)
7mad AlX: Aham shay! sh9ar fech enty!!?
Rawan AlX: Ma 9ar shay 3adi yrou7 ohwa eyi '3aira ana ma awagef 7yati 3la nas ma tstahel:*
7mad AlX: Wallah 3afya 3laich<3
Rawan AlX: Haha ;p
7mad AlX: Enzain w enty lail7en t7bena?


What should i tell you 7mad?

I do. A lot. But can i tell you that?


Rawan AlX: Ee bas mu nafs awal ya3ni awal akthar

He kept quiet for like half an hour and then replied...

7mad AlX: Etha gal yabech mara thanya btrdela?

Wtf akeed no! Well, madri :'(


Rawan AlX: Akeeed la2 !;s
7mad AlX: Mmmm..Asif 3al su2al
Rawan AlX: 3adi shd3wa;*
7mad AlX: Ya3ni mu m39ba ?
Rawan AlX: Laish a3a9b ;s
7mad AlX: Madri yemkin t'6aygtay mn as2lti
Rawan AlX: La shaku 3adi ;*
7mad AlX: Ashwa ;p
Rawan AlX: Hehe;p
7mad AlX: Solfay
Rawan AlX: Shagoul
7mad AlX: Shtswen
Rawan AlX:Ga3da asolef whatsapp weya group 3yal khawali
7mad AlX: 3ndich whatsapp w mkhalyatni akalmich hni !!


Sh8a9da ya3ni -.-!


Rawan AlX: Umm ee :/
7mad AlX: Cham ra8mich basolef wyach whatsapp dm wayed y3aleg


6ab3an hatha 3ethr kl 9bay;)

W ana el'3bya 36aita ra8mi :):):)


Rawan AlX: 67******


I then quickly recieved a whatsapp, it was an unknown number that says: Hi again rawonti ;p


Wtf i'm not your Rawan Mr. 7mad! ;@


Rawan: 7mad?
7mad: 3youna


Sh9ar feh el walad kharaf ??;s


Rawan: Shga3d tkharb6 ;s
7mad: Ma khrba6t
Rawan: Shnu rawonti w 3youna wain ga3den ;s
7mad: Tdren enich mu kafu a7ad ydal3ich :)

I kept quiet.

Rawan: I'm sorry.
7mad: Ana dekht banam gn
Rawan: 7mad
7mad: ?
Rawan: Sorry
7mad: T9b7en 3la khair rawan:)

All what i could reply was "Wenta mn ahla" as simple as that.

I shouldn't be mad tra 9j shd3wa ma gal shay el wlad why am i being so harsh on him somehow?
Maybe he's different than Jarra7, he's a white-hearted guy i could assure to you that.

I like 7mad and i don't want to lose him. He's my joy now, people say that  friends and family are their joy yes i agree, but not always. Family can hear your problems, but never give you advices to help you. Freinds can help you, but lets face it, they have their own problems to care about.


Fuck Jarra7 and his memories:) I don't care about him anymore!:) I don't wanna mess up my life because of him


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I woke up the next day without checking my phone, i was not in the mood...
I dragged my self to school or should i say hell:)


I HATE SCHOOL!!! And believe me nobody hates it as much as i do ;)


Time was passing like a turtle, actually it never passes quickly:)




FINALLY! It was time for us to go back home, i went, ate lunch, and went to my room to do my homework, well i actually i checked my phone first ;p


I entered whatsapp and had a message from 7mad
I clicked on him and just froze in my place with my mouth wide open staring at the screen...


7mad medak tgoul chethii !!!;o


I was extremely shocked that i found myself typing "Me too"



To be continued...