Chapter 7

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I saw Jarra7 in my timeline and realized that i didn't unfollow him yet...

As i was checking his tweets he has a tweet that says "الناس تطيح منها دموع وانا تطيح من عيوني بشر"


Don't you think i should be tweeting this tweet Mr. Jarra7?


I quote retweeted it.
But then after 10 minutes maybe i recieved a dm from him...


Jarra7 Al-X: 8a9dich shay?

I was happy i got something from him at least.

Rawan Al-X: 3an shnu?

Swait nafsey thgela madri 3an shnu ga3ed ytkalam ;D

Jarra7 Al-X: The tweet?
Rawan Al-X: Eeh la shaku ma89id shay :)
Jarra7 Al-X: Ee 3bali b3d


Ok that was harsh.


I then unfollowed him to not have any more headaches cause jad i tooooo young to care, and toooo young 3la hal swalef!!!!!


I recieved a whatsapp from Jenan then...

Jenan: Rawoon!
Rawan: Hala
Jenan: Tgdren tyen baitna youm el ym3a?
Rawan: Laish
Jenan: Bas chethi :p
Rawan: Madri ashouf
Jenan: Okik:p


I heard dad calling my name while he entered my room...

Dad: "Ha ga3d tdrsen"
Rawan: .......
Dad: "Hathi drastch yuba hday el talfon w drsay yallah"
Rawan: "Enshallah"


I heard what dad told me and started studying, i wasn't that good at school, but wallah i'm trying my best to be an A student i'm bored from the B's!


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Weeks passed by and my life is being pretty better now...
It's February 2012 and i'm so in love with this month cause it has a lot of celebrations and actions ;p


It was night, once i was tweeting and i saw a tweet from a group that says if anyone made collage pic for his account he'll retweet it and place it as an avatar.
So i made like 3 pics and mentioned them to him, and i found that 3 people followed me then...

I sent to each one a thanks messege for the follow;p

Nobody replied except for one, his name was 7mad Al-X
7mad AlX: Rabich y7ibech;p
Rawan AlX: Haha thanks;*
7mad AlX: Np


REMEMBER NO MORE BOYS!


I clicked on 7mad's avatar and saw it, it was him i assume holding an Alaskan dog.

7mad is likely my hight, sparkling brown eyes, brown spiky hair, and has a fit body.


After an hour or so, i returned back to twitter and starting tweeting...

I recieved a dm most likely i knew it was from 7mad, and i was right;p

7mad AlX: Ga3da?
Rawan AlX: Yup
7mad AlX: Shtswen
Rawan AlX: Mjabla twitter u?
7mad AlX: Same ;p
Rawan AlX: Lool
7mad AlX: Gouleley 3an nafsich


Oh god please no i know where would this end!...


Rawan AlX: Shnu bt3arf?
7mad AlX: Kl shay ;p
Rawan AlX: Esmi Rawan AlX 3umri 13 (well actually i wasn't 13 yet) ana b madrsa kha9a, 3ndi 2 brothers w ana akbar wa7da ;p dourik..
7mad AlX: Esmi 7mad AlX 3umri 16 3aysh bl salam, 3ndi 1 brother 1 sister w ana akbar wa7d, barsha is my life<3
Rawan AlX: 3ashat el asami, el 3umr kla w allah ykhalehum lk;*
7mad AlX: Tslmeeen<3
Rawan AlX: Ysalmik;*
7mad AlX: Rawan?
Rawan AlX: Hala
7mad AlX: Mrtab6a?


Esta'3farallah:)!


Rawan AlX: No:) u?
7mad AlX: Fe mra 7baity? Ana la mu mrtb6 bas 7bait mra wa7da
Rawan AlX: Ee:) Laish hadait'ha
7mad AlX: Knt ray7 ashoufha kan 3eed meladha w shft'ha m3a wa7d thani ..
Rawan AlX: Cham 3umrha?
7mad AlX: 16 kubri
Rawan AlX: Mmmm
7mad AlX: A9lan nsait'ha ;p enty shloun hadaity ely knty t7bena?


Can't i skip this question?

Oh god please 7mad i don't want to remember him! He's a nevermind.


Rawan AlX: Galey ena yabi rfejti :)
7mad AlX: Aham shay! sh9ar fech enty!!?
Rawan AlX: Ma 9ar shay 3adi yrou7 ohwa eyi '3aira ana ma awagef 7yati 3la nas ma tstahel:*
7mad AlX: Wallah 3afya 3laich<3
Rawan AlX: Haha ;p
7mad AlX: Enzain w enty lail7en t7bena?


What should i tell you 7mad?

I do. A lot. But can i tell you that?


Rawan AlX: ......................

Chapter 6

Hiiii =))

Kan wdi agoul shay bas nsait x_x

Anyways enjoy chapter 6 ma' friends ;Dx
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When Fay stepped in to the middle school section i shifted my gaze infront of me to not look at her, but she has to pass by my class to go to her class. Lucky me:)

She came closer and i felt her eyes on me, i couldn't do just look at her and fake smile at her face. She gave me a really huge smile that shows how happy she is.


All middle school went to their classes, and i kept on walking slowly with my firends Jana, Jenan, Jude, Layan, and Haya so Fay could pass us and go, i wanted to kill her for no reason seriously, What will happen to you if you loved a guy and then some girl you know turned out to be the one he was looking for? I will keep the answer to you whoever's reading this..


I had 2 periods of English, god knows how much i hate the teacher!

I didn't pay attention at class, i took out a scratch paper and started drawing, but without me noticing i wrote Jarra7's name.


Ambeeeh bas Rawan jadd you have to forgett him! Ohwa mu 7agich al7eeeeeeen!!!!!!


I can't. Wallah i can't, it's not that easy to forget someone you used daily talking to.


Ms. Abeer: "Rawan!"
Rawan: "Yes" i looked at her
Ms. Abeer: "I've been calling your name 3 times now what are u busy with?!"
Rawan: "Nothing" i removed the paper from my desk
Ms. Abeer: "Ok focus"
Rawan: "** *****" (Sabait'ha saba 8aweya bgalbi mni bs i'm not going to write it :D)


I kept listening and looking at the teacher while she was explaining, but my mind wasn't with her at all! My mind was far far away thinking about my life and what will i do with myself. Yarab setrik.


At break, all middle school are together in one playground. Great:)

Me, Jenan, Jana, Haya, Jude, and Layan sat alltogether in one bench. Classes kept on coming till i saw Fay's class, she came towards me and pulled my hand...


Rawan: "Shnu shfech"
Fay: "Goulely shloun 3arafni Jarra7?"
Rawan: "He saw my followings w shaf your avatar gali abeha ya3ni tkfa fayo enty mnu ma yshoufich w ygoul ma ybech?"
Fay: "Hahaha" she giggled

We kept quiet...

Fay: "Rawan?"
Rawan: "Hmm?" i looked at her
Fay: "Enty t7bena?"

These words she said was hurtful a bit to me because i was trying to forget him, but she came and made me remember it all.

Fay: "Heey ga3d akalmich"
Rawan: "Knt" i continued "Knt a7iba bas now la2"


La tg9en 3la nafsich Rawan, we all know that you still and will love your first love in your life.


Yes i lied. I don't want her to think that if Jarra7 wants her i'll be sad forever, offcoarse not, but i need time, a lot of time.

Fay: "Akeed?"
Rawan: "Akeedain" i faked smile to her
Fay: "3ad tra ohwa 7low ;p"
Rawan: "I know"

Yes i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying!


It was time to go back to our class, i hated this.


Thank god time passed quickly and i returned back home, ate lunch with my parents, then took my school bag and went to my room.
I took out all the books from my bag and sat there just staring at them, i took my phone out from my pocket and starting checking twitter; my addiction ;p


I saw Jarra7 in my timeline and realized that i didn't unfollow him yet...

As i was checking his tweets he has a tweet that says "الناس تطيح منها دموع وانا تطيح من عيوني بشر"


Don't you think i should be tweeting this tweet Mr. Jarra7?


I quote retweeted it.
But then after 10 minutes maybe i recieved a dm from him...


Jarra7 Al-X: ............................

Chapter 5

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Jarra7 Al-X: Kalmeha Abeeha


What the fuck did Jarra7 just say?

Mnu ely kan ygoul enty 7bebti w 7yat? Yadi? Wla kan bas kalam?


I knew it. 


Rawan Al-X: 6la3 chethi nthamik Jarra7 jad wallah? I thought you were different! Bas t9adig 6la3t nafs el baji :) 7g el m9ale7 bas ;)
Jarra7 Al-X: Btkalmenha wla la2?
Rawan Al-X: Mra7 akalemha rou7 thab6ha w ekhth ra8amha nafs ma khthait ra8mi


I WAS SO PISSED OFF!!


Jarra7 Al-X: Baba tra ana agdar akalmha bas mabi 2202***** hatha piny 3a6eha ya


I ignored him :)

Laish chethi ana 7yati? Kl ma ashouf something or someone arta7la lazm y9er shay?


Kan wdi a9arekh bhal la7tha 7AIL bas i couldn't.

Mabi a3awer galbi w a3athb 7yati for people who don't deserve it.


I was not in the mood to go to school tomorrow, i spent my day in my room that day.
I captured the chat that happened between me and Jarra7 to Jude my trustworthy friend.

Jude is my friend since kindergarten, she's thin, a bit shorter than me, has dark brown eyes, and dark brown long hair that reached somehow at the middle of her back.

Jude answered me quickly...

Jude: OMMGGG!!
Rawan: :)
Jude: Tra yaylich 3la m9la7a hatha!!
Rawan: I just knew it
Jude: Gltay 7g Fayy?
Rawan: Not yet
Jude: Btgoulelahaa??
Rawan: Yup now
Jude: Tra rawoon wallah hatha ma ystahlich
Rawan: Mmmmm:)

I ignored and switched the chat to Fay...

Rawan: Gwa Fay

She was online so she quickly answered...

Fay: Hala
Rawan: Shlounich
Fay: Tmam u
Rawan: Doum .. Tmam
Fay: Thnx
Rawan: np:)
Rawan: Fe wa7d yabech

I quickly said it without beggings! I want to end this jad bas

Fay: Mnu ;o;$
Rawan: wa7d ana a3arfa mn twitter esma @Jarra7AlX
Fay: Mmmm
Rawan: Hatha pina 2202***** ygoul thefeh
Fay: Ohwa khal ythefni 22F1*****


What the fuck.


I thought she would say goulela sorry i can't! Bas she said yes? Ok that was a shock. I faked smile to assure myself people like this, i mean Jarra7 don't deserve a bit of love.

I copied Fay's pin and sent it to Jarra7...

Fay: Hak hatha pinha 22F1*****
Jarra7: A777 shnu hak shfech m3a9ba


3a6ouni mkhama khal a3alma laish ana m3a9ba!!!

Mn 9ja wla shnu? Ystahbel foug rasi hatha?


Fay: Mu m3a9ba :) yallah bser3a rou7 kalem fay na6retik el bnaya
Jarra7: Ok
Fay: 3ad la tnsa t'htam feha tra el bnt khoush bnaya
Jarra7: Ok
Fay: W la tnsa ta6eha 7nanik ;)
Jarra7: Baba khala9!


I was so angry i wanted to say more, but i ignored him!!!!

I quickly deleted everything that belongs to Jarra7 in my phone. No more Jarra7!:D



"Rawan mama goumay" i opened my eyes and saw my mother shaking my hand to wake up
Rawan: "Hmmm mabi"
Mom: "Yallah 7bebi goumay"
Rawan: "Banam"
Mom: "Melenie galat nayma akthar mn el sa3a 7 ma shb3tay!" she played with my hair gently
Rawan: "La2"
Mom: "Wrach mdrsa yallah goumay la tt2khrain"
Rawan: "3adi ma arou7" i said remembering every shit happened yesterday
Mom: "Laish"
Rawan: "Ta3bana" i lied, i wasn't in the mood to see fay:)
Mom: "Mafech ela el3afya goumay"
Rawan: "Yumaaa tkfain"
Mom: "Yallah la tdawkheni rawan goumay"


I got up pissed off, went to the bathroom, did my thing, dressed my uniform, and headed to school with my brothers...

I arrived and started walking, i arrived to the middle school section and stood in the line of my class...

Fay didn't arrive yet, and i kept looking at the entrance door to see if Fay came, i was so not in the mood to see her:)


Uffffff ya rab ma tyiii !!!!


But guess who stepped in the enterance door?




Fay. :)

Chapter 4

Enjoyyy lovers xx
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I woke up then at 4pm and saw my brothers playing ps3...

Rawan: "6labtaw shay taklouna?" i asked
Khaled: "Aklich bl ma6akh" he answered

I went to the kitchen and ate my lunch there, i did forget what happened between me and Khaled, it's not like it's my first time.


I finished my lunch, checked my phone, and saw that i had 5 miss calls and 10 whatsapp, it was from Jarra7...


Jarra7: Gwa Rawona 3adi adg?
Jarra7: ???
Jarra7: Alooo

After 6 minutes he sent...

Jarra7: RAWAAANNN!!!!!
Jarra7: Plz goulay shay la tkhar3eni 3laich!!

After half an hour he sent...

Jarra7: La mu 9jj!!!!
Jarra7: Baba etha ana mthaygich tra mu '6arori tkalmeni goulay :)
Jarra7: OK ya3ni chi n'6amich?
Jarra7: Ha? ee?
Jarra7: Bye:*


Seriously?;s What's wrong with him!;s


Rawan: Sorry knt nayma ;s

He saw it, but ignored:) I didn't care, kafy the problems i have at home...
I went to sit with my brother a bit in the living room, but i was busy checking twitter... #Addicted :D

Ahmad: "Rawan?"
Rawan: "Hala"
Ahmad: "Mta mama btyi?"

I kept quiet for a moment, but then simply answered with a "Madri"


I hate it. Everything around me is just, complicated. Is it me or life? Seriously am i the only one feeling like this? Ok, but why?

I then saw my phone ringing, Incoming call, Jarra7


He ignore me whatsapp and then call me ;s? La jad shfeh oma hatha!?


I went to my room and picked up the phone...

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Jarra7: "Asif"
Rawan: "3la shnu?"
Jarra7: "El klam ely getlich ya whatsapp"
Rawan: "3adi shd3wa"
Jarra7: "Ya3ni mu za3lana?"
Rawan: "La2"
Jarra7: "Akeed?"
Rawan: "Akeed"
Jarra7: "Shtsawen?"
Rawan: "Wla shay w enta?"
Jarra7: "Ga3ed akalm 7bebti"


WTF!


Rawan: "7bebtik?"
Jarra7: "Eeh"
Rawan: "Jarra7 ana asfa"
Jarra7: "Laish" he laughed
Rawan: "Ena ana ga3da akalmik w enta 3ndik 7beba ma knt adri"
Jarra7: "Ya thoula enty 7bebti" he burst out laughing

At that precise moment, i was speechless. For the first time ever i really mean it EVER! I become speechless!! Nobody had ever told me this before EVER!


"Ya thoula enty 7bebti" from Jarra7's voice kept echoing in my ear, he really shocked me, i never thought any guy would tell me this. Sh7ib feni a9lan? Wayhi el jamel wla jesmi el rashe8? Jad wallah till now i don't understand sh7ib feni ;s-.-!


Jarra7: "Aloo wain re7tay!"
Rawan: "H-ha kani mawjouda"
Jarra7: "Shfech"
Rawan: "Mafeni shay Jarra7 ana akalmik b3dain ok?"
Jarra7: "Ok 7yati take care"


7yati b3d!! La hatha yan el walad!

Am i in a dream? Please tell me yes!!


The fact that i hate love because i've seen people i've known getting hurt and crying everyday, seriously, if he loves you? Believe me he'd figure out a 100 way just to talk to you, but guys now aren't real men, well not all of them. Wa7id ygoulich ana rayal wld obouy w akher shay ykalem foug el 100 bnt! Hathy rjoula? 9araw el bnat rjoula 3ndkum yal shbab? Seriously?


Anyways, it was 7pm, i called my mom to check up on them...

Mom: "Aloo?" she said in a really low voice
Rawan: "Shfech!"
Mom: "Mama ana mash'3oula al7en b3dain akalmich"
Rawan: "Ok bas-"

But the end ring interrupted me; she closed it on my face :) Thanks mom ;)


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1 week later, i started school and everything is going pretty well.

It was a Sunday and mom and i decided to go see a doctor to help me lose weight...:)

I was playing with my phone waiting for my turn, i recieved a dm from Jarra7...


Jarra7 Al-X: Rawano!
Rawan Al-X: Hala
Jarra7 Al-X: @FayAlX hathi 9ourat'ha btwitter wla bas chethi?


Fay is my friend, she's one year older than me, but she looks 1 year younger than me due to her height, weight, and beauty. Fay is really beautiful mashallah<3

But wait. Why is Jarra7 asking this question? Does he mean something?


Rawan Al-X: Laish?

I asked surprisingly+confusingly

Jarra7 Al-X: Ee wla la2?


I checked Fay's avatar, she was sitting in the floor covering her eyes with her hand, but whatever it's not about the eyes only , she has a beautiful smile too. I don't blame Jarra7 if he asked me about her


Rawan Al-X: Ee hathi ehya
Jarra7 Al-X: Kalmeha Abeeha


What the fuck did Jarra7 just say?

Mnu ely kan ygoul enty 7bebti w 7yat? Yadi? Wla kan bas kalam?


I knew it. 


Rawan Al-X: ..........................



To be continued...

Chapter 3

Salaaaaamm!! :D

A7ibkum <3

Enjoy this chapter x
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Next morning i woke up by myself for the first time!;o

I checked the time, it was 9am.

I went to my parents' room to check up on them, but i didn't find them


Rawan: "Melenie!!!!" i screamed
Melenie: "Yes?"
Rawan: "Where's mama and baba?"
Melenie: "They go out"
Rawan: "Where?"
Melenie: "I don't know"


I went to call my mom...


Rawan: "Come on pick it-"
Mom: "Aloo?" she interrupted me
Rawan: "Aloo mama wainkum?"
Mom: "6al3en ana w obouch"
Rawan: "Adri 6al3a wya obouy wain ray7en?"
Mom: "3ndna she'3l"
Rawan: "Mta btrdoun?"
Mom: "Ymkin blail"
Rawan: "Oula sh'hal she'3l ely 3ndkum"
Mom: "Ee shoufay ana khlaitkum flous etha taboun takloun shay 6lbelkum"
Rawan: "Ok"


They don't care don't they? My parents change with a blink of an eye specially my mom; like today they're happy and normal, tomorrow they become devils and i can't take it anymore. I have a life to live don't i? Why am i breaking myself down? I shouldn't, but i can't.


I shut my mind from thinking too much and checked my phone; nothing new.

I felt bored, so i opened the playstaion and started playing modern warfare 6 (Wakt'ha ma kan nazel black ops 2). I was into it, it's entertaining ;p


Ahmad: "Rawan"
Rawan: "Ha ga3adt"
Ahmad: "Wain mama?"
Rawan: "6al3a wya baba"
Ahmad: "Wain?"
Rawan: "Madri"

And he left; innocent boy, but so stubborn!


Suddenly i heard my phone ringing, Unknown...

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Unknown: "Hala oboooouy" it was a strange, guy voice
Rawan: "Mnu?"
Unknown: "Ana Jarra7"


Flashback...


I was chatting with Jarra7 in dm before i go to sleep...

Jarra7 Al-X: Shtsawen?
Rawan Al-X: Nothing u?

It's been 15 minutes and he still didn't answer...

Rawan Al-X: Nayem?

After like 7 minutes he answered

Jarra7 Al-X: La ga3d bas dm zag ma you9alni bser3a
Rawan Al-X: Mmmm
Jarra7 Al-X: Can i add u bbm?
Rawan Al-X: ma3ndi blackberry
Jarra7 Al-X: Whatsapp?

I was confused whether to give him or not, i've never did this and i don't know why i am doing it! To get out of my world shway maybe? Who knows...


Anyway, so i gave my number Jarra7 and we started chatting whatsapp till we felt asleep...


Back to reality...


Rawan: "Jarra7?" i was surprised! I have never talked to a boy on the phone ever!!!
Jarra7: "Hala"
Rawan: "Hala feek" i was shaking a bit
Jarra7: "Shlounich?"
Rawan: "Tmam"
Jarra7: "Wainech enty?"
Rawan: "Bl bait"
Jarra7: "Ahalich ymich?"
Rawan: "La 6al3en bas ana w ekhwani bl bait"
Jarra7: "Aha"

Awkward moment of silence... x_x

Jarra7: "Shfech sakta" he giggled
Rawan: "Mafeni shay"
Jarra7: "Msta7ya ha" my cheeks were so red
Rawan: "Shaku"
Jarra7: "La 3laina"
Rawan: "Hhh"
Jarra7: "Mta g3dtay?"
Rawan: "Gabel shwy you?"
Jarra7: "Tawni ga3d ba6la3 b3d shwy wya okhouy"
Rawan: "Wain?"
Jarra7: "Dwanya"
Rawan: "Dwanya el 9b7?" i asked confusingly
Jarra7: "Dwanya bas ana w okhouy ng3ad nbla3 w nbla3 samainaha dwanya"
Rawan: "Hhhhh 3ad wanasa?"
Jarra7: "7gna wallah wanasa"

I kept quiet, i have not had anything to say

I heard Jarra7's brother i assume calling him to go out

Rawan: "Yallah rou7 jarra7 b3dain akalmik"
Jarra7: "Khla9 ok ana akalmich whatsapp lma ared aw adg 3laich 3adi?"
Rawan:: "Umm ee akeed 3adi"
Jarra7: "Ok derbalich 3la nafsich"
Rawan: "Enshallah"
Jarra7: "Bye"
Rawan: "Bbye"

I hung up with a huge :O written on my face, Jarra7's voice? UNDESCRIBABLE JADD<3<3!

I was so happy that time till khaled came and changed my mood :)


Khaled: "3a6eni bal3ab"

I gave him to not make any problems with him

Khaled: "3bali b3d"

I went to my room, but he threw a pillow at me and said: "Lma akalmich t6al3eni"
Rawan: "Takel zag madri enta omi wla obouy"

He got angrily coming towards me and pushed me back from my shoulders

Khaled: "Mnu yakel zag"
Rawan: "Shnu masma3t? Glt enta"
Khaled: "M7ad yakel zag '3airch" and he started hitting me :) it's ok i'm used to it not only from him, from everybody around me :)

Rawan: "Khla9 bas!!!" i pushed him away hardly, i was crying; i hate my life jad


I went to the bathroom, took a shower, and slept to forget what happened...


To be continued...

Chapter 2

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I quickly unlocked my phone and tweeted "HAPPY NEW YEAR TWEEPS *dancing*"


I went back home so late that night, thank god that we had a new year + christmas holiday. There was only one week left for school :(


"Rawan get up i put lunch!"
"Rawan!!"
"RAWAAANN" My maid Melenie kept on nagging till i got up
Rawan: "Ha ha shtabeeennn!!!"
Melenie: "I put lunch go eat"
Rawan: "Shnu el '3da?"
Melenie: "Machbous dyay"

I quickly removed the blanket away from me and rushed downstairs, 3shgii shay esma Machbous dyay!!!!<3

I saw all my family gathered in the lunch table about to eat...

Rawan: "LA7THA !!!!!!"
Mom: "Shfeech!!" she thought feni shay ;p
Rawan: "Yallah bas al7en eklaw"
Dad: "Shswaitay?"
Rawan: "La takloun gablii!"
Khaled: "7mdelah w elshkr mama 76eli"

I gave him a stare and sat to eat, after i was done i went to my room and chatted with Jenan, my friend...


Jenan: Rawon!
Rawan: Hala
Jenan: Malal solfay
Rawan: Shagoul
Jenan: Ay shay
Rawan: Ok .. Ay shay
Jenan: Bala 3ba6!!
Rawan: Ya3ni shswy ma3ndi swalef
Jenen: ok :)

End of chat. This was probably our daily conversation between me and Jenan. I love Jenan a lot! She's thin, my height, long straight hair, brown eyes. Jenan is a sporty and athletic girl, she's so good at playing football!

Jenan is one of three triplets, she has 1 sister, Jana, and 1 brother, Abdulrazaq

Jana is the oldest, she's 2 minute older than Jenan and 5 minutes older than Abdulrazaq. Jana is thin, my height too, short hair, brown eyes. Jana loves fashion and adores something called Justin Bieber and Nasser Abass!

Abdulrazaq? Well, where do i start? He has normal weight and normal height, ordinary hair, and dark brown eyes, he's kinda cute ;p Abdulrazaq is a smart, but unpatient person. He gets angry so quickly even if it was about catching a fly!


After i ended my chat with Jenan i started tweeting from my iPhone; i was bored.

I followed some groups and people that had some really good tweets so i could steal from them xp!


My phone was out of charge, so i placed it on the charger and laid on bed staring at the ceiling
An hour passed by and i was still at the same position:)


I removed my phone from the charger and entered twitter again, i had 1 dm, it was a boy who i followed...

Jarra7 Al-X...: Hi

I was confused a bit, i wasn't used to talk to boys other than the one i know...


Should i answer?

What would he say and what does he wants from me?


I was thinking whether to answer him or no.


Answer him Rawan! He won't eat you!


Rawan Al-X...: Hi ;p

By the second he answered...

Jarra7 Al-X...: Shlounich?
Rawan Al-X...: Tmam u?
Jarra7 Al-X...: Doum .. Tmam
Rawan Al-X...: Thanks
Jarra7 Al-X...: T3arfen Salem Al-X...?

Yes i do! Salem Al-X... was my cousin's well, let me say "friend"

My cousin Aisha is 17 years old she's senior 2012 and she's the closest cousin to me, she never hides anything that happen to her neither do i; i'm like her trustwothry little sister, and so does she.


I quickly switched the chat to Aisha and told her what happened...


Aisha: Goulela enich ee t3arfena 3adi :)
Rawan: You sure?
Aisha: 100%
Rawan: Ok


Back to Jarra7's dm...

Rawan Al-X...: Ee a3arfa
Jarra7 Al-X...: Sh3arafich feh?
Rawan Al-X...: My cousin she's his friend
Jarra7 Al-X...: Arabic please :/
Rawan Al-X...: Lol ohwa rfej bnt khalti, enta sh3arefik feh?
Jarra7 Al-X...: 9a7bi m3ay bl mdrsa
Rawan Al-X...: Aha ya3ni enta b 12?
Jarra7 Al-X...: La2 saloom 12 ana 11
Rawan Al-X...: Aha
Jarra7 Al-X...: Hathy enty ely bl avatar?


Awkward-.-!


Rawan Al-X...: Yup ;p
Jarra7 Al-X...: Jameeelaaa<3


Ewwwww!!!!!! ;&


Rawan Al-X...: Thanks:*
Jarra7 Al-X...: Np<3

My rest of the day was studying then back to chatting with Jarra7 again! I don't know why bas he's a fun to be around with!


Allah yaster !;o

A Big Mistake - Chapter 1

Hii ;p i started the new third story! I hope you enjoy it's a real story unlike the previous two stories i wrote.

Btw this story might be much much longer than the others ..
Spam me with feedbacks !;p

Enjoy x
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Main Character:

Rawan: 12 year old girl. She has a kind of tanned skin, light brown eyes, brown hair that reaches her shoulders, she's tall and chubby.



I am the eldest and the only girl in my family, i have two smaller brothers. I live with my family in a small apartement 3la gadna ;p

My smaller and the middle brother is Khaled. He's 11 years old, he's a troublemaker; we can't go a day without fighting, but still i know from inside that he's a good person and fun to be with x

My smallest brother is A7mad. He's 8 years old, he has a big head to that reason i call him 'Bu 9makh' bas i don't allow anybody else calls him that except me! I love him more than Khaled, A7mad is cute, hilarious, and edible ;p!

It was New year 2012, i was in our yakhour in chabd...


Sara: "Rawan tyen yakhourna?"

My cousin sara is 2 years younger than me, but her mind is 2 years older than me. She's not so thin, normal height, sparkling brown eyes with thick eye lashes, and has a short light brown hair. Sara loves english songs the most and she adore something called Mutref Almutref!

Rawan: "Madri as2al obouy wait"

Sara's father is my father's cousin, my dad's side they are all married from their families ya3ni m7ad '3areb ;p

I went to my dad and asked him if i can go, Sara's yakhour is next to ours ya3ni 6ofa b 6ofa we go by walking.

Rawan: "Baba 3adi arou7 wya sara yakhour baba 3li?" Baba 3li is Sara's grandfather and my dad's uncle
Dad: "Shtsawen trou7en"
Rawan: "Please barou7 bsha8loun chara8yat b3d shwy 7g new year"
Dad: "Ybaynoun 3ndi shoufehum mni"
Rawan: "Baba pleeasse!!" i begged him
Dad: "La elaha ela allah 3laich rou7ay rou7ay bas mu t6awlen"
Rawan: "OK!"

I went back to Sara and headed to baba 3li's yakhour, by no time we arrived...

Sara: "Salam"
All: "3laikum el salam"

I went on to every single person and said hi except the boys ya3ni ;;p

3ami Fu2ad (Sara's dad): "Ha Rawon shlounich"
Rawan: "Tmam" i smiled
3ami Basam: "Rawano!!"

3ami Basam was the best, i haven't seen him for more than 2 years all because of him studying in USA.
I went running to him and hugged him; i really missed him

3ami Basam: "Shlounich yal nz'3a!"
Rawan: "Tmam enta shlounik!"
3ami Basam: "Ana zain 7mdellah"
Rawan: "I missed you!" i gave him another hug
3ami Basam: "Ana akthar 7bebtii" he hugged me back

3ami Basam is 25 years old, he's tall/tanned, perfect body, and i always tell sara if he was younger i would definetly date him!;p


We sat and chatted about mostly everything till it was about 11:50pm...

M7md: "Yallah ta3alaw!" he screamed from outside

M7md is also sara's cousin, he's 19 years old, curly brown hair, sparkling black greenish eyes, and he likes people calling him 7amood more than m7md...

They all gathered outside while i sat on the chairs staring at them, i don't know them very well so 7sait nafsi ga6a wayhii -.-


Sara: "Shfech ga3da brou7ich emshay"
Rawan: "La 3adi"
Sara: "Kaifech"

Sara changes her attitude with me when she's with her family, 7mdellah 3ndi 3ami Basam i chill with if she's not around

I sat tweeting from my iPhone, i felt someone sit next to me, but i didn't bother to look who it was...

.....: "Shlounich?" it was Meshari, 7amood's smaller brother

Meshari is 15 years old, he's tall/tanned, short spiky brown hair, sparkling brown eyes, and has a perfect body.

Rawan: "Tmam"
Meshari: "3sa doum" he was staring at me
Rawan: "Mashkour" i smiled

There was some awkward silent moments...

Meshari: "9ayra 7lwa Rawano"


Well sh8a9dik Mr. Meshari?


I wanted to vomit infront of him cause wai3! Seriously i'm chubby, i'm ugly, and nobody likes me! When did i become 7lwa ;s

I stared at him...

Meshari: "Shfech" he asked
Rawan: "Shayef shakli"
Meshari: "Shfeh shaklich"
Rawan: "La wallah? Meshari please mra thanya etha btjamel la tjamel chethi ok" i got really pissed of cause i hate the fact people saying i'm beautiful while i'm not!

I told sara that i wanted to go back to our yakour...

Sara: "Laish!"
Rawan: "Bas ta3bana"
Sara: "Ok kaifech"

I went out to our yakhour and saw them all sitting in the living room chatting...


3ameti 7e9a: "Hala rawan wain kentay"
Rawan: "Yakhour baba 3li"

I took a bottle of water and went to sit on the grass outside. The weather was literally amazing, i plugged on my earphones and put my favorite arabic singer, Abdullah Rwaished. I mean like seriously mnu ma y7b Rwaished ;o<3!!!


I saw Noor, my 1 year younger than me cousin come towards me.

Noor: "Gwa"
Rawan: "Ygawech"
Noor: "Shfech lma dshaitay mu 3la ba3thich"
Rawan: "Meshari el zft"
Noor: "Shsawa b3d"
Rawan: "7ywan ma y3arf yjamel ygouli 9ayra 7lwa, bthemtich ana 7lwa?" i asked
Noor: "Taben el 9j wallah rawano enty wayhich wallah 7lu bas yabelich t'th3fen"
Rawa: "I can't!!" i was about to cry


Yakhiii ely y7ib el akel shesawiiii ;'(!!!!!


Noor: "You have to try Rawan wallah it's for your own sake"
Rawan: "Enshallah i will" i faked smile
Noor: "3yal wain sara?"
Rawan: .....
Noor: "Aha ignore her rawan hathi swalefha"
Rawan: "I am, thank you noor enty el w7eda ely tfhmeni" i hugged her
Noor: "Wlw 7bebtii"

"BOOM .. BOOM .. BOOM" we heard and saw the fireworks from baba 3li's yakhour

Rawan: "IT'S 2012 !!!!!!!" i screamed

I quickly unlocked my phone and tweeted ' HAPPY NEW YEAR TWEEPS! *dancing* '