Chapter 24

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Months past by and i lived the worst days in my life; no one asking, caring about me.
I lived among people threating me, hating me, and has already lost trust of me.


My father? Is being so strict with me now, wayed 9ayer yshik! He doesn't let me go anywhere without khaled, unless if i went out w kila bnat la w qa9ib yertha for these things..

My mother? The only thing i have to say about her is that she goes on what my dad says.


Living a life like this was never in my dreams...
Allah kareeem..




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Last day of school...


I just arrived to school and saw the grade 9 girls standing by the stairs lauging, the boys playing soccer with a water bottle, people spreading here and there. I'm sure gonna miss this.


"5 minutes left" Our superviser teacher told us

We were all excited, those 5 minutes felt like 5 hours!


I was re-checking my exam for the last minute, Yasmeen (my friend) kicking my chair from behind, students waiting on there nerves for the teacher to collect the exams << this is what happiness means.


"Okay hand in your exams"


Students started screaming in classes, down the hallways, all around the school enjoying there time.




Jenan: "Razaq yallah bnrou7!!"


(if you forgot abdulrazaq, he's jenan's & jana's triplet brother)




She called at him while he was playing football at the playground with some of our class boys


We were planned to go to the Avenues just to enjoy our time after the exams and stress.



Razaq ignor
ed her and continued playing...


Jenan: "Razaaq!!!!!"
Razaq: "Enzain"
Jenan: "Kaifkum e7na na6renkum bl syara mu t6awel mama tabi elsayeg!"
Razaq: "Ok"


Jenan, Jana, and I went to wait for them in the car...

I called my mom from Jenan's phone...


Rawan: "Aloo mama tara ana al7en 6al3a mn elmdrsa w barou7 avenues ok?"
Mom: "Al7en btrou7on? Tawha elsa3a 11 wentaw tkhal9oun 12!"
Rawan: "Adrii bas mama mr. steve gal 3adi n6la3"
Mom: "Waaih 3ad ana gelt ba36ech talfonich w flous"


I felt reliefed.



Akheeran berdouli eltalfon??


Khala9 rawan. This time i'm serious. STOP THE THINGS YOU USED TO DO!



Rawan: "Mmm tabeen agoul 7ag jenan tg6ni elbait 3al 6reej?"
Mom: "Etha ygdroun khal yg6ounich"
Rawan: "Jenano tg6ouni baitna bas omi ta36eni talfoni?"
Jenan: "Eeh 3adi"
Rawan: "Mama tgoul ok"
Mama: "Yallah ok na6rtich"
Rawan: Ok"

I hung up.



Abdulrazaq came up to the car followed by Yousef, Ali, Abdullah...

PS: I didn't tell my mom that some boys of our class will come;D



We arrived to my home and i opened the door to get out, but yousef stopped me


Yousef: "Hey laish btanzleeen?!"
Rawan: "Bas bakhith talfoni w ayi"
Yousef: "Eeh 3bali"

I chuckled and left.
Knocked the door & entered


Rawan: "Mama?" i screamed
Mama: "Kani bl dar"
Rawan: "Ha arou7?"
Mama: "Eeh rou7ay hach 20 w ekhthay talfonich ma sh7an wayed"
Rawan: "Ok 3adi ash7na blsyara"
Mama: "Yallah w la tjablena wayed"
Rawan: "Enshallah"


I went back to the car and off to avenues i go with the craziest, yet amazing people in my life<3!!



To be continued...

 

Chapter 23

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Here's chapter 23 x enjoy it beautiful people x
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I couldn't handle it, i cried. I stayed there covering my face with my hands and crying.
My mom kept talking and talking, but i couldn't focus on any other thing than what will happen to me next.


Mom: "Mashy ya rawan, KIL HATHA RA7 YOU9AL 3END OBOUCH!! GOUMAY KHAL9ENI LEBSAY YALLAH ELBAIT YALLAH"


I did nothing more than what she told me...


All the way from my grandmother's house to our home, she kept cursing and ch3ming me..
I didn't stop crying

(Shraykum eb ch3ming;p?)




I arrived back home and went straight to my room, laid on bed and started crying hardly
Really it was the worst day i have ever had; i have never cried this much before in my life


Mom: "Goumay obouch yabeeech" she said in a digust way and left


I felt something strange, something i've never felt before...



Shnu bgouli obouy?


Wala 3umra 6agni 3la 9j, kila '3shmara


Wala 3umra z3al mni, bas hal mara akeed ra7 yz3al w y3a9ib


Yuba tkfa same7ni..


I got up from bed feeling numb, unwanted, and frigtened...


I went to my dad's room...
Knocked the door and entered...

Rawan: "Y-yub-a?" i was afraid, my voice was shaky


T3afroun elsh3our ely mn kither ma tabchoun chena 9ayer fekum nashla? Eeeh eeh chethi kint ana::::


Dad: "9kay elbab w t3alay" he said in a sarcastic way

I did what i was told, and went back facing him...


Dad: "Mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he said staring deeply at me; i was staring at the ground
Dad: "Rawan mnu hathol ely tkalmenhum?" he repeated with a harder, louder tone

I didn't say a word, i just kept weaping and crying like a little baby

Dad: "MA TA7ACHAAAINNN???" he yelled at me w kanat awal mara ashouf obouy y9arekh chethi
Rawan: "Yuba ma- *sniff* madri"
Dad: "SHNU MATADREN?! TKALMEN 9BAYAN! Mnu hatha 9ager ely gayelich sam7eni rawan 3la ely swaita w ana a7ibech wayed w mshtaglich!??"


I kept quiet just crying...
I cried for both; my dad & 9ager

Ma hgaita ra7 yerja3 w wallah 9damni 7ail lma obouy gali


Twik tathkerni 9ager?

Wayed ta2akhart...



Dad: "Wallah ya rawan en ma t7achaity byeech 6rag y3almich shloun"



Since when my dad ykalemni chethi?

Wallah ma swait shay 7aram! Kil ely swaita eny 7bait shnu 7aram?

Elwa7id ma y7ib bhal dnya?



Rawan: "Yuba madri! Wa7id kint a3arfa mn twitter *sniff*"
Dad: "Mn mta t3arfena?"
Rawan: "Sna" i said in a low voice
Dad: "Cham???!!!" he stared at me in disbelief
Rawan: "Sna" i repeated and i raised my face to look at his face reaction; it was scary ::

I looked back at the ground


Minutes passed by and he didn't say a word, i lifted my head up and saw him checking my phone, then he saw me w can mbayen 3laih 7ail mt'thayeg.

I moved some footsteps towards him and hugged him, i hugged him hard. Cheni awal mara alim obouy w mn zeman mu shayfta, cheni nag9a 7anan!


Dad: "Wallah ya rawan ana ga3da agoulich chethi 7ag ma9la7tich w karamtich, ela elkarama ya rawan" he said to me comforting me
Rawan: "Yuba wallah asfa" i said it while i burst out my tears


Dad: "Eeh t3alay mnu Shahad AlX?"
Rawan: "Rfejti kanat m3ay bl madresa"
Dad: "Hach talfonich kalmeha 9arlaha sa3a tdzlich whatsapp w goulelha obouy ra7 yakhith talfoni"
Rawan: "Enshallah"



Shahad is my childhood friend, she's thin, taqreban 6ouli bas ana a6wal;$, mt7ajba, cute small eyes, she has kinda skin color? Madri wallah shahod shnu lounich:D?

(She's reading this right now ^^ ;p)

Shahad is trustworthy, lovable, and an amazing person<3 Love u gurl xx


Rawan: Shahood magdar a6awil shahood obouy byakhith talfoni
Shahad: Laish!

I told her the whole story...

Shahad: Ambaaih rawoon 7yatii la tabcheen!! Everything's going to be alright!
Rawan: Enshallah
Rawan: Shahood tkalmena?
Shahad: 9ager?
Rawan: Eeh
Shahad: Shagoula
Rawan: Goulela ena kathaw talfoni la2ani shafouni akalmik w ena ana a7iba wayed
Shahad: Mmmm ok enshallah
Rawan: Thankyou<3
Shahad: Np;*
Rawan: Enzain yallah ana magdar a6awil akalmich bain fatra w fatra ok?
Shahad: Okay :(
Rawan: Love you, bye;*
Shahad: Lovee you moore!! Bye:(;*


End of chat.



 

Chapter 22

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Elmohem ma 3laina...

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Here's chapter 23 adriii bt6gounii bas shway shway 3lay ha;$

ENJOYY ITT<3
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My phone rang, it was Mohanad.

Sdaita b wayha..

He called again and i kept on doing he same thing, till i got a message from him in kik...



Mohanad: Laish gam tsedna b wayhi
Rawan: Maly khilg akalmik
Mohanad: Shfech?
Rawan: Mafeni shay brb badrs
Mohanad: Rawan!
Rawan: Ha
Mohanad: Way3a, shelay el talfon basma3 9outich
Rawan: Towy3ik:) Mabiii fahamt? Yallah brb


He saw it, but ignored. Fakaaa ;D

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It was already thursday, I sat with my family, ate lunch. It was a fun time;p

My dad went on saying jokes on every word we say, they were kind of funny:D
My mom ate and continued sewing her crochet work...
Khaled watched tv as always...
A7mad was upstairs playing with my cousins..
W elbaji ga3den ysolfoun...



Mohanad kept on calling and sending text messages...



Yakhii yer7amlii omikk fech 3ani shway!!!!



I execued myself and went upstairs to sa3oud's room, i picked it up before he could hang up...
I laid down on bed and started talking to him...

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Mohanad: "Gwa rawan"
Rawan: "Hala allah ygawek"
Mohanad: "Shfech entay elyoum?"
Rawan: "Mafeni shay" I said it in a 'nafsiya' way
Mohanad: "Mt2kda?"
Rawan: "Eeh"
Mohanad: "3yal shfech akalmich ma trden?!"
Rawan: "La bas kint ta3bana shway"



WHY DON'T U JUST TELL HIM "FELHA YA 7BEBI" ???



Mohanad: "Mmm salamat ma tshoufen shar"
Rawan: "Allah ysalmik w elshar mayek"
Mohanad: "Enzain rawan momkin su2al?"
Rawan: "Shnu?"
Mohanad: "Entay t7beni?"
Rawan: "Eeh"


Wana mn dakhel agoul laaaaaa;&!!


Mohanad: "Ana b3ad"

I kept quiet.


I talked to mohanad on the phone for about 2 hours?

I felt someone was trying to open the knob, i quickly hid the phone under my ear and pretended to be asleep, but i was too late...
It was my mom who entered...


Mom: "Goumay goumay adri mu nayma"


My heart was skipping everytime she says a word.



Ya raab may9eeer nafs ma 9aaar theek el maraa !!! Ya rab ya rab!!


I ignored her and pressed hard on the pillow so my phone won't show...
I can hear mohanad calling my name through it, but i couldn't reply...


Mom: "Goumay" she chuckled "Wain talfonich?"

I had no choice other than waking up and giving her my phone, i hung up as soon as i got up, but it was stuck. Ma kan rathy yensad.



You're dead Mrs. Rawan!



She took the phone from me...


Mom: "Mnu kintay tkalmeen?"
Rawan: "Jude w haya" i lied
Mom: "W laish sdaiteh awal ma ana gtlich 3a6eni el talfon?"
Rawan: "Ohma sadouh bas khla9na swalef"


She tried unlocking it, but there was a password...


Mom: "Shnu passwordich?"


I typed it for her & i kept praying to god ena m7ad mn el9byan ydz whatsapp aw kik!


She kept searching and checking the phone out, someone sent a message on whatsapp...
it was 9ager, yes i was shocked, ena tawa ys2al?:) tawqeta 7ail '3la6!!:)


Mom: "Mnu 9ager?!"


I kept quiet staring at the ground


Mom: "Mnu 9ager!!?" She repeated with a higher tone
Rawan: "Wa7id" i said in a low voice
Mom: "Mn wain t3arfena?"
Rawan: "Twitter"


Ma w3ait ela she slapped me in the face; yes it hurts, but i deserved it..


Mom: "ENTAY MTA TOUBEN?? LAIL7EN TKALMEN HAL ASHKAL EL WA9KHA?? ANA RDAITLICH TALFOUNICH W ELTHEQA!!! Bas ethaher 6la3tay my gad hal theqa ya rawan, wallah khayabty '6ani fech"


I was about to cry, elbachya kanat 3la 6araf 3ainy, but i just hid it to not make my self weak infront of her


Rawan: "Yuma ana ma adri 3ana ohwa madri mn wain 6ala3 ragmi!" my voice was shaky, i so wanted to let it all and cry.
Mom: "CHUB!!" and an another slap on the other cheek hit me.



I couldn't handle it, i cried. I stayed there covering my face with my hands and crying.
My mom kept talking and talking, but i couldn't focus on any other thing than what will happen to me next.


Mom: "Mashy ya rawan, KIL HATHA RA7 YOU9AL 3END OBOUCH!! GOUMAY KHAL9ENI LEBSAY YALLAH ELBAIT YALLAH"



To be continued...