Chapter 28

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Weeks passed by and I'm doing great, I was really enjoying my life.
Everything I wanted was already there for me.

I did talk to one boy after my mom gave me my phone back, but i couldn't continue. I didn't want my phone taken from me again, so i just let him go..








 Summer 2013...



This summer wasn't like the previous summer vacations i've spent.

It was boring, i did not travel anywhere, i did not see my friends a lot, and i've done all the boring things in life:)


I was only tweeting, calling people to tell them 'Trou7oun w tridoun blsalama" :D
It really broke my heart;(





September 1st, 2013...


Dad: "Rawan yallah hach hatha w hatha emshay wyay khal n76hum blsayara"

I took the bags from my dad and followed him to the car...
We were going to my favorite shalaih, Movenpick albd3<3



We took off, and once we arrived, my dad went to make the check-in while we waited for him in the lobby..

We weren't alone in the shalaih, we were going to spend it with my grandmother, aunt, and 3boud. < My mom's family side.



Once we entered the room, khaled, a7mad, and 3bdullah changed their clothes to their swim shorts and went to the pool; the pool was exactly infront of our shalaih...
I swam only the last 3 days, so i did not make a full tan kila mn ..... wai3:'(=))!

Anyways...


I went to check up on them and started taking pictures.


We were staying in Movenpick for a week, we'll return home on saturday which means that sunday is going to be my first day at school, high school; 9th grade.




September 3rd, 2013...


I was sitting at the living room watching MTV...
My mom and dad was walking around...
My grandmother was asleep...
My aunt was at work, she'll come later...
Khaled, 3boud, and A7mad were at the swimming pool...


I got bored, so i took my banana boat and sprayed some over my body and went tanning:D

3boud: "Rawan laish ma t6ben?"


Sharid 3laih al7en=))?


Rawan: "Maly khilg elyoum bacher ba6b"


I sat on the chair facing the sun, i was melting instead of tanning!


Rawan: "Eeh 3boud rawan w foz mta byoun?"
3boud: "Foz galat btye bacher bas rawan madre"

Well at least some girl will come and chill with me..



After an hour or so, i entered the shalaih with a massive headache.
I found my mom and dad in their room, so i entered to take panadol...


Rawan: "Yuma aby panadol"
Mom: "Laish shfech?"
Rawan: "Rasi y3awerni"
Mom: "Gal3tich 9ar fech tharbat shams, ana mn yait galoli rawan ra7at tsawi tan 3al b7ar enty mynona? Eltan yabela may wenty yaytich hathy shfeech"
Rawan: "Enzain ana shdrani"
Mom: "Ba6lay elyarara tlgain ekhthay wa7da"


I took it, and excused my self to take a nap...

I woke up at 5 pm, walked around the hotel all alone.
Yes i felt lonely, i need company!!!


I sat in the lobby and entered kik...
3 new messages...

First was from my friend, Nada
Second was from Sul6an AlX; the boy i talked to when my mom gave me my phone back
The last message was from Aisha


I skipped both nada's and aisha's and answered sul6an first...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan wainch?
RawanAlx: Movenpick
Sul6anAlx: Albd3?
RawanAlx: Eeh laish?
Sul6an Alx: La bas as2al
RawanAlx: Ok

I switched to aisha's...

AishaAlx: Rawoon
RawanAlx: Hala

Back to sul6an's...

Sul6anAlx: Rawan mshtaglich!


Let me describe Sul6an, he is 17 years old; senior 2014, so tanned skin, dark eyes, short hair, fit body, so sweet, kind, loving, caring, he's really lovable<3


RawanAlx: Eshtagatlik el3afya
Sul6anAlx: La tdagren
RawanAlx: Mu gam adagrik shnu tabeni agoulik ya3ni?
Sul6anAlx: Khla9 rawan latgoulen shay

I was really being harsh on him, i don't want to talk to boys anymore but will he understand this if i told him?

RawanAlx: Sorry sul6an mu qa9di
Sul6anAlx: La 3adi
RawanAlx: Mu z3lan?
Sul6anAlx: La bas 7az bkha6ri
RawanAlx: Yallah 3ad yhoun 3laik?
Sul6anAlx: Tadren enich bkilma tgdren tkhaleni artha 9a7?;$
RawanAlx: Lool eeh adre;p
Sul6anAlx: Yallah gouleha;$
RawanAlx: A7ibek
Sul6anAlx: Oboooouy<3


Well am i being a slut? Maybe or maybe not? I just miss the old, innocent me.


September 4th, 2013...




To be continued...
 

Chapter 27

Hey!

Goodluck all in your schools, i wish you the best shdaw 7ailkum;*

I don't have anything to say so enjoy:D

Dedicated to: @Boadnan98
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Meshari: "Tadren ana laish hdait maryam?" he asked
Rawan: "La2" i said in a low voice
Meshari: "3shanich"


Literally my face was :O

I looked puzzled at him, confused, searching for an explanation from him


Meshari: "La tkhzeni chethi eeh hdait maryam 3shanich rawan ana a7ibch w abech adre tawna 9'3ar 3la hal swalef w madre shnu bas mu bedi eni 7baitch, adre gam tfakren sh7ib feni hatha bas ana ma yhemni shaklich, enty 3endich 7neya w 6ebat galb ma sheft'ha mn gabil wallah, atmana tfhmen hal shay"

Rawan: "U-ummm a-ana lazem arou7" i gave him my back and made my way to tha garden



I sat next to Noor, sara, and sara's cousins which i really don't know well.

I was with them, but my mind wasn't.


How could Meshari loves me?

Wana laish tawni adre?

Will we get married sometime? NO.

Did he actually said that from his heart?


Millions of questions shattered over my head, but i couldn't have an answer to any of them.
I don't know how i'm gonna face him again, how should i act, what should i say.

Meshari has always been a friend, a big brother, a cousin to me. I never thought of him being more than that.


Noor: "Heey entaaay!!!" she was screaming at me
Rawan: "Ha shfeech?"
Noor: "Wainch sar7ana 9arly sa3a akalmich!"
Rawan: "Sorry wallah ma entbaht"
Noor: "Eb shnu sar7ana?" she asked
Rawan: "Mu sar7ana" i answered


Wow mshallah 3laich Rawan. expert in making stupid excuses:)


Noor: "Eeh wayed mbayen goumay goumay 3asha"
Rawan: "Wain 7a6en el akil?"
Noor: "Dar el akil b3ad wain"
Rawan: "Mnu feh mnak?"
Noor: "Elkil rawan shfech tra 3asha mu jarema gam ts2len wayed as2la yallah goumay"


I went along with her followed by sara and her cousins...

Everyone placed what they wanted to eat and sat



Sara: "Khal nrou7 ng3ad bl dwaniya"
Rawan: "La mabi khal ng3ad bara eljaw 3ajeb"

Sara gave me a stare which meant that 'Salem' her cousin crush is there
And the reason that i didn't want to go there cuz i knew that Meshari is surely gonna be there.

Rawan: "Thelfay la ma nabi"
Noor: "Embala khal nrou7 y9er fa9la m3ahum"
Sara: "Eeeh yallah emshaw rawan etha ma taben g3day bl 7adeqa"
Rawan: "Hatha ely b9eer"


I got pissed off, so i went to the garden and sat alone-.- A9lan kan hdou2 a7san shay;p

I finished eating so i placed my camera on timer and started taking pictures of myself like crazy:D They were funny but there was a shadow behind me, i was scared at first but then realized it was Meshari...

I saw him standing behind me.


Rawan: "Enshallah ma tkhare3ni w algak bl9oura chethi" i chuckled
Meshari: "Hhh asif"


Why do he keep apoligizing!;( i hate people apoligizing for some stupid things or small, unimportant fights :'(!!! Yes, they brake my heart:D


Rawan: "La tgoul asif ma7ib a7ad yt2saf 3la wala shay"
Meshari: "Enshallah" he gave me that sexy smile. Aaaahhhh why is he so sexy?


Some awkward moments of silence...


Meshari: "Rawan?" he said my name calmly
Rawan: "3you- Hala?"


WTF rawan wtf!!!!!!!!!!! 3younha? seriously?


Well eljaw kan romanci so...=))


Meshari: "Laish ma kmalty eloula?"

I kept quiet staring at him just smiling...

Meshari: "Enzain mmkin 6alab?"
Rawan: "Tfathal"
Meshari: "3adi a9awer m3ach 9oura?" he looked kind of shy when he asked that question ;p
Rawan: "Mmmm madre"
Meshari: "Shnu ma tdren elsu2al jawaba eeh aw la?"
Rawan: "Madre meshari bas ya3ni omi tt3abath bl camera ya3ni tshouf el9war w akhaf tefham '3la6"
Meshari: "Aha okay" he looked depressed
Rawan: "Sorry meshari"
Meshari: "3adi w ana asta2then"
Rawan: "La7tha mra7 trou7 ela lma tgouley enik mu z3lan tra ma yhoun 3lay ashouf okhouy z3lan"
Meshari: "Okhouy?" he asked surprisingly
Rawan: "Eeeh meshari shfeek enta 7sbat okhouy ya3ni '3latik 3endi nafs '3lat khaloud w a7mad"

He stared at me with a fake smile...


What?

Did i say something wrong?



Rawan: "Shfeek?"


He was about to speak, but his phone rang making to stop.


Klish mu waktaa!!


Meshari: "Ana asta2then" he said and went inside the dining room


I sat back on my chair continuing taking crazy pictures...


Then all the women started to come back to te garden, so i sat next to my mom chatting and having fun wala mathalat sara-.-!!






Dad: "Rawan" i heard him calling my name from the back

I got up and went to him...

Rawan: "Hala"
Dad: "Yallah naday omich w ekhwanich bnamshi"
Rawan: "Laish baba taw elnaas!!"
Dad: "Bas ya baba elsa3a 11 ou n9"
Rawan: "Khal t9er 12 namshi"
Dad: "3la ma nou9al elbait ela 9arat 12 yallah nadehum"
Rawan: "Okay bas wain khaled w a7mad?" i asked as i made a sad face;p
Dad: "Madre shoufehum mu bldwainya"


Walaaaaaaaih b3ad arou7 elduwaniya:)!!!



Rawan: "Okay"

I made my way to the duwainya and saw all the men playing kout, playsation, some with their phones, and some were chatting about football...
Boys boys boys... ;p!!


Rawan: "Salam 3laikum" suddenly i saw all the eyes at me it felt like a Justin Bieber moment:D!!
ALL: "3laikum elsalam"
Rawan: "Mmm khaled a7mad yalla bnrou7" i said then shifted my gaze to Meshari

He was staring at me, so i smiled waved him a goodbye and left followed by my brothers...







We arrived back home and i was extremely tired so i excused myself and went to sleep
I layed back on bed thinking about today, about what had happened, about the conversation i had with meshari, about the time i've spent with him today, about how much i hated him in the past, but he changed all the by saying rawan a7ibech...



I read some quran and shut my eyes to sleep...