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After two weeks or so, my life got better..
I accepted the fact that Meshari will no longer come back..
My life at school got so much better, i'm lifting my grades up and that's actually making my parents happy.
At school-
Jana, jude, and I were at break chatting..
Jana: "Hdait 3li"
Ali is Jana's oxygen, but she keeps on denying it.
They've known each other for long but it just didn't work out between them despite that both of them can't live without each other.
Rawan: "Mu shay ydeed, bacher trdela 3adi kila chthe tswoun"
Jana: "La hal mara 9j"
Jude: "Laish hdaiteh?"
Jana: "Umbay sheftay accounta eb twitter? Matrous matrous bnat w b3dain ohwa bytkharaj w berou7 jam3a w ra7 yakhth laisan fa akeed ra7 yshouf malyoun bnt"
Tgdroun tgoloun ena klamha athar feni shwy?
7mad is the same issue..
Rawan: "7ta 7mad chthe"
Jana: "Wallah etha ohwa 9j ybeni khal ykalim obouy mabi a3athb nafse lai b3dain whwa mn al7en chthe jad ybeni khal yan6erni lma akhali9 derastni w eyi ykh6ebni"
Jana: "7mad mta ra7 yakhth laisan?"
Rawan: "Shahar 7"
Jana: "Eeh ma buga shay w bedsh jam3a w akeed beshouf bnat fakray feha wallah a7sanlich"
I decided to think about it when i go home..
9a7 klamha, it was logical..
Time seemed endless..
Finally? It is 2:30 pm..
I returned back home, ate lunch, did my homework, and kept staring at 7mad's picture that i saved and thinking..
Should i do what jana said and end this before i have more pain?
But i'll miss him badly..
But i'm doing what's best for both of us..
I found myself typing "7mad it's over baina" unconciously..
By a second he replied..
7mad: Shqa9dich?
Rawan: Ya3ni bas bafil
He read but ignored..
Incoming call, H<3
Which is what i named him in my phone::
Rawan: "Aloo?"
7mad: "ENTAY YANAITY?"
Rawan: "Shfeek t9arekh"
7mad: "GAYLATLI BAFIL BDOUN SBAB WTS2LEEN SHFEK T9AREKH?? TABEN TN6GAIN?"
Rawan: "3adi t'hda shwy?"
7mad: "Shnu ahda rawan, entay mstw3ba shga3 tgoulen? Taben t'thb7eni? Maly '3airch ana! A7ibch wsharafi shnu bafil mu bkaifch trou7en wtkhleni" his voice was shaky
Rawan: "Allah y36ek 6oulat el3umer enshallah, eh mstw3ba 7mad enta bttkharaj w7yatik ra7 tt'3yar w-"
7mad: "Entay 7yati etha bt'3yar ra7 at'3yar 3al elkil ela 3laich! Rawan entay mu mstw3ba shkither a7ibch wallah '3latich mu shwya bgalbi"
I kept quiet, i tried my best not to cry
Rawan: "I'm sorry 7mad bas magdar akamil. A7ibek wallah. Bye"
I hung up..
Or should i say "sdaita bwayha"
And offcoarse,
I have nothing but my tears to come down if i wasn't able to speak.
I recieved a kik message from him..
7mad: Ana asef eni 9rakht 3laich, goulay 7ag Layan khal tgoulich ana shgtlha lma knt m3ach blcinema;* bye.
I whatsapp-ed Layan & told her that it was over..
Layan: Ya3ni ana bas '3bt youm wa7d chthe y9eer?
Layan: Rawon tra walla y7ibch la tqarnen 3li eb 7mad oula farg
Layan: Shgal lma gltela
Rawan: 3a9ab w 9outa kan chna shwy wyabche
Layan: Shoufay wallah y7ibch la tkhlena
Rawan: Magdar layan it's for the best i know
Layan: Waaaay;'(!!
The next day at school i rushed to Layan wanting to know what did 7mad told her..
Rawan: "T3alay t3alay 7mad galy gouleli shgalich lma knt m3ah blcinema"
Layan: "Akeed ohwa gal chthe?"
Rawan: "Eeh wallah"
Layan's point of view...
Flashback..
I was sitting in the living room like any other boring day..
My phone started to click and i recieved a whatsapp from rawan saying she was with 7mad..
I get too attached&touched about love sitiuations so i was really happy..
Ma w3ait ela someone was talking weirdly to me from rawan's phone..
Layan: Rawaaaan;'(
Rawan: Haaa;(
Layan: Waay shfech agoulich mnarfzatnii
Then suddenly..
7mad: Gwa mnu mnarfzich?
Layan: Rawan aw 7mad al7en?
7mad: Yhmich?
Layan: Madre 3a6ni rawan
7mad: Shnu btgoulelha? Tbenha t9awer haa;D maku
Layan: Rawanooo=))
7mad: Wallah ana 7mad mu rawan
Layan: Adre bas 3a6ni rawan
7mad: goulay a7ibek awal;)
7mad: La la ath7ak ath7ak
Layan: Rawano entay mayta bacher:)
Like 5 minutes later..
Rawan: Laish;( wallah ohwa ga3d ys7ab talfoni ana maly sh'3l;(
Layan: Graity foug?
Rawan: Maku msa7 laish shgalich
I captured & sent it to her..
Rawan: Mstansa 7athrtch
Layan: Chub y7mara;D
Rawan: :)
Layan: Enzain yallah bye hug him!;D
Rawan: Mabi ga3da aswe nafse z3lana
Layan: Oula laish
Rawan: Shftay shgaylich?
Layan: W ana 3bali bt'th7ken w tt6nzain-.- Enzain khal ohwa ylmich
Rawan: Mabi alma wla ylemni wla shay
Layan: Enzain yallah rou7ay
Rawan: Mabi:)
Layan: Aked entay rawan-.-?
Rawan: Eeh wallah=))
7mad: Shfech entay laish tgoulelha
Layan: Shaku tt3bath eb phone rawan?
7mad: Hala 7yate zojha w kaife
Layan: Zojha neymar wt7ba
7mad: 7abha bur9
7mad: Layan entay t3rfen rawan 3adl?
Layan: Madre
7mad: bas2lich as2la 3an rawan law sm7tay
Layan: Ma sma7t:) etha ehya rathya ok;p
7mad: Tgoul ok
Layan: Dz voice note awal
7mad: 3balich yahl ana? enzain sm3ay abech tjawben b9ra7a ehya tkalim a7ad '3aire?
Layan: La-.-
7mad: 3yl mnu hatha meshari? Shfta blkik bas ma knt abe agoulha aw athlmha abe a3arf awal
Layan: Wa7d y9erlha
7mad: Gaylha rawon wedi ayi youm elsabt 3endkum wain yrou7?
Layan: Zwara
It was actually the bazaar-.-
7mad: Wshaku chthe gaylha fe bainhum shay?
Layan: La shaku
7mad: La2ana jad '3athni shybe mkalmha? Fe wa7d 7mar y'3ar wy7bha tra khal yakl tbn
7mad: Enzain laish matbe t'thl m3ay?
Layan: La2ana matbe a7ad yshk feha nafs omha aw obouha
7mad: Ba6lib 6alab
Layan: ?
7mad: La tklmeni bnfsya la ahf rasich bl6oufa
Mom: "Layaan t3alay shway"
I left my phone & went to see what my mom wants..
7mad: La ta7greeeen!!
Layan: Omi nadatni sorry;D
7mad: La 3ade aham shay omich:) 7lwa omich? La hey shfek 7mad! Asef asef
Layan: W matbeni aklmik eb nfsya?:)
7mad: Bas ba6lib mnich enich tderen balich 3la rawan ysh'had allah eni a7bha wetha ktab allah ra7 tkoun murti allah ykhlech layan entay m3aha 24 sa3a tkfain 76ay balich 3laiha wallah etha 9ar lha shay mra7 tlgaine bhathe eldnya wallah a7bha wayed
7mad: w bas mshkoura w amana la tgoulelha 3an shay wla 7ta 3an meshari
Layan: Enshallah
7mad: Yallah 7yate bye<3
7mad: Laa ath7ak wallah=)) hach rawon
Rawan's point of view...
Back to reality..
Rawan: "Yallah 3a6eni bagra"
Layan: "Enzain ana a36ech ya wenty rou7ay el7mam shoufeh"
Rawan: "Okay"
I took it and rushed to the bathroom..
I started reading..
And with every part i shed a tear..
7mad isn't just an ordinary guy..
He's different i swear..
I locked layan's phone, washed my face, took a deep breath, and returned to class..
I stepped in the class and hugged Layan..
Started crying..
Abdulrazaq: "Entaw fagden 7anan wallah t3alw lmouni enzain"
Abdulrazaq is jana's and jenan's twin..
Layan: "Chub"
I calmed down, let go of layan, and continued my day..
Did 7mad mean every single word he said to Layan?
Wela bas klam?
But who knows..
Yemkin khera;p..
Twitter: @BlogKuwaiti_
askfm: ask.fm/KuwaitBlogs
Kik: KuwaitBlogger_
Enjoy this chapter folks!
_____________________________
After two weeks or so, my life got better..
I accepted the fact that Meshari will no longer come back..
My life at school got so much better, i'm lifting my grades up and that's actually making my parents happy.
At school-
Jana, jude, and I were at break chatting..
Jana: "Hdait 3li"
Ali is Jana's oxygen, but she keeps on denying it.
They've known each other for long but it just didn't work out between them despite that both of them can't live without each other.
Rawan: "Mu shay ydeed, bacher trdela 3adi kila chthe tswoun"
Jana: "La hal mara 9j"
Jude: "Laish hdaiteh?"
Jana: "Umbay sheftay accounta eb twitter? Matrous matrous bnat w b3dain ohwa bytkharaj w berou7 jam3a w ra7 yakhth laisan fa akeed ra7 yshouf malyoun bnt"
Tgdroun tgoloun ena klamha athar feni shwy?
7mad is the same issue..
Rawan: "7ta 7mad chthe"
Jana: "Wallah etha ohwa 9j ybeni khal ykalim obouy mabi a3athb nafse lai b3dain whwa mn al7en chthe jad ybeni khal yan6erni lma akhali9 derastni w eyi ykh6ebni"
Jana: "7mad mta ra7 yakhth laisan?"
Rawan: "Shahar 7"
Jana: "Eeh ma buga shay w bedsh jam3a w akeed beshouf bnat fakray feha wallah a7sanlich"
I decided to think about it when i go home..
9a7 klamha, it was logical..
Time seemed endless..
Finally? It is 2:30 pm..
I returned back home, ate lunch, did my homework, and kept staring at 7mad's picture that i saved and thinking..
Should i do what jana said and end this before i have more pain?
But i'll miss him badly..
But i'm doing what's best for both of us..
I found myself typing "7mad it's over baina" unconciously..
By a second he replied..
7mad: Shqa9dich?
Rawan: Ya3ni bas bafil
He read but ignored..
Incoming call, H<3
Which is what i named him in my phone::
Rawan: "Aloo?"
7mad: "ENTAY YANAITY?"
Rawan: "Shfeek t9arekh"
7mad: "GAYLATLI BAFIL BDOUN SBAB WTS2LEEN SHFEK T9AREKH?? TABEN TN6GAIN?"
Rawan: "3adi t'hda shwy?"
7mad: "Shnu ahda rawan, entay mstw3ba shga3 tgoulen? Taben t'thb7eni? Maly '3airch ana! A7ibch wsharafi shnu bafil mu bkaifch trou7en wtkhleni" his voice was shaky
Rawan: "Allah y36ek 6oulat el3umer enshallah, eh mstw3ba 7mad enta bttkharaj w7yatik ra7 tt'3yar w-"
7mad: "Entay 7yati etha bt'3yar ra7 at'3yar 3al elkil ela 3laich! Rawan entay mu mstw3ba shkither a7ibch wallah '3latich mu shwya bgalbi"
I kept quiet, i tried my best not to cry
Rawan: "I'm sorry 7mad bas magdar akamil. A7ibek wallah. Bye"
I hung up..
Or should i say "sdaita bwayha"
And offcoarse,
I have nothing but my tears to come down if i wasn't able to speak.
I recieved a kik message from him..
7mad: Ana asef eni 9rakht 3laich, goulay 7ag Layan khal tgoulich ana shgtlha lma knt m3ach blcinema;* bye.
I whatsapp-ed Layan & told her that it was over..
Layan: Ya3ni ana bas '3bt youm wa7d chthe y9eer?
Layan: Rawon tra walla y7ibch la tqarnen 3li eb 7mad oula farg
Layan: Shgal lma gltela
Rawan: 3a9ab w 9outa kan chna shwy wyabche
Layan: Shoufay wallah y7ibch la tkhlena
Rawan: Magdar layan it's for the best i know
Layan: Waaaay;'(!!
The next day at school i rushed to Layan wanting to know what did 7mad told her..
Rawan: "T3alay t3alay 7mad galy gouleli shgalich lma knt m3ah blcinema"
Layan: "Akeed ohwa gal chthe?"
Rawan: "Eeh wallah"
Layan's point of view...
Flashback..
I was sitting in the living room like any other boring day..
My phone started to click and i recieved a whatsapp from rawan saying she was with 7mad..
I get too attached&touched about love sitiuations so i was really happy..
Ma w3ait ela someone was talking weirdly to me from rawan's phone..
Layan: Rawaaaan;'(
Rawan: Haaa;(
Layan: Waay shfech agoulich mnarfzatnii
Then suddenly..
7mad: Gwa mnu mnarfzich?
Layan: Rawan aw 7mad al7en?
7mad: Yhmich?
Layan: Madre 3a6ni rawan
7mad: Shnu btgoulelha? Tbenha t9awer haa;D maku
Layan: Rawanooo=))
7mad: Wallah ana 7mad mu rawan
Layan: Adre bas 3a6ni rawan
7mad: goulay a7ibek awal;)
7mad: La la ath7ak ath7ak
Layan: Rawano entay mayta bacher:)
Like 5 minutes later..
Rawan: Laish;( wallah ohwa ga3d ys7ab talfoni ana maly sh'3l;(
Layan: Graity foug?
Rawan: Maku msa7 laish shgalich
I captured & sent it to her..
Rawan: Mstansa 7athrtch
Layan: Chub y7mara;D
Rawan: :)
Layan: Enzain yallah bye hug him!;D
Rawan: Mabi ga3da aswe nafse z3lana
Layan: Oula laish
Rawan: Shftay shgaylich?
Layan: W ana 3bali bt'th7ken w tt6nzain-.- Enzain khal ohwa ylmich
Rawan: Mabi alma wla ylemni wla shay
Layan: Enzain yallah rou7ay
Rawan: Mabi:)
Layan: Aked entay rawan-.-?
Rawan: Eeh wallah=))
7mad: Shfech entay laish tgoulelha
Layan: Shaku tt3bath eb phone rawan?
7mad: Hala 7yate zojha w kaife
Layan: Zojha neymar wt7ba
7mad: 7abha bur9
7mad: Layan entay t3rfen rawan 3adl?
Layan: Madre
7mad: bas2lich as2la 3an rawan law sm7tay
Layan: Ma sma7t:) etha ehya rathya ok;p
7mad: Tgoul ok
Layan: Dz voice note awal
7mad: 3balich yahl ana? enzain sm3ay abech tjawben b9ra7a ehya tkalim a7ad '3aire?
Layan: La-.-
7mad: 3yl mnu hatha meshari? Shfta blkik bas ma knt abe agoulha aw athlmha abe a3arf awal
Layan: Wa7d y9erlha
7mad: Gaylha rawon wedi ayi youm elsabt 3endkum wain yrou7?
Layan: Zwara
It was actually the bazaar-.-
7mad: Wshaku chthe gaylha fe bainhum shay?
Layan: La shaku
7mad: La2ana jad '3athni shybe mkalmha? Fe wa7d 7mar y'3ar wy7bha tra khal yakl tbn
7mad: Enzain laish matbe t'thl m3ay?
Layan: La2ana matbe a7ad yshk feha nafs omha aw obouha
7mad: Ba6lib 6alab
Layan: ?
7mad: La tklmeni bnfsya la ahf rasich bl6oufa
Mom: "Layaan t3alay shway"
I left my phone & went to see what my mom wants..
7mad: La ta7greeeen!!
Layan: Omi nadatni sorry;D
7mad: La 3ade aham shay omich:) 7lwa omich? La hey shfek 7mad! Asef asef
Layan: W matbeni aklmik eb nfsya?:)
7mad: Bas ba6lib mnich enich tderen balich 3la rawan ysh'had allah eni a7bha wetha ktab allah ra7 tkoun murti allah ykhlech layan entay m3aha 24 sa3a tkfain 76ay balich 3laiha wallah etha 9ar lha shay mra7 tlgaine bhathe eldnya wallah a7bha wayed
7mad: w bas mshkoura w amana la tgoulelha 3an shay wla 7ta 3an meshari
Layan: Enshallah
7mad: Yallah 7yate bye<3
7mad: Laa ath7ak wallah=)) hach rawon
Rawan's point of view...
Back to reality..
Rawan: "Yallah 3a6eni bagra"
Layan: "Enzain ana a36ech ya wenty rou7ay el7mam shoufeh"
Rawan: "Okay"
I took it and rushed to the bathroom..
I started reading..
And with every part i shed a tear..
7mad isn't just an ordinary guy..
He's different i swear..
I locked layan's phone, washed my face, took a deep breath, and returned to class..
I stepped in the class and hugged Layan..
Started crying..
Abdulrazaq: "Entaw fagden 7anan wallah t3alw lmouni enzain"
Abdulrazaq is jana's and jenan's twin..
Layan: "Chub"
I calmed down, let go of layan, and continued my day..
Did 7mad mean every single word he said to Layan?
Wela bas klam?
But who knows..
Yemkin khera;p..
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