Chapter 14

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9ager: Rawan Bagoulich shay
Rawan: Shnu?
9ager: A7ibech rawan wallah jad entay 3ajeba w allah ykhalena 7ag ba3ath ;$<3


I was shocked. Lai haldaraja y7bni? Or ga3 yg9 3lay? Klshay ybayen bl nhaya...


Rawan: 7yati ana akthar w amen ;*<3
9ager: 7yati ;* ana lma ared elnadi akalmich ok?
Rawan: Ok take care!
9ager: Inshallah

I closed 9ager's chat and switched to 7mad, the last he sent to me was: Rawon tra bnam lma ag3ad akalmich


I closed whatsapp and switched to twitter instead. I had one mention from a strange guy his account is @AbdullahAlX...

@AbdullahAlX: Rawaaan follow bk ber3a!!


Shyabi hatha?


I followed back to see what was wrong with him...

@RawanAlX: Na3am?
@AbdullahAlX: Shfech mnafsa;s?
@RawanAlX: La2ani ma a3arfik dash faj2a tgouley follow bk shtabi?
@AbdullahAlX: 9ara7a ana 9arli fatra atab3ich bdoun ma asawelich follow w 7baitch!


Shfehum elnas nzal 3laihum el7ub faj2a?;s

W shfeh hatha elthani? Mashallah mn tweetati 7abni? Sh'hal takhaluff!! ;s


@RawanAlX: Agoul 7bebi filha
@AbdullahAlX: Laish:( Mrtb6a?
@RawanAlX: Malik she'3l wai3 shal lazgaa!!
@AbdullahAlX: Khla9 asef la t3a9ben khla9 ana asef ana '3al6an m3asalama


Ksar kha6ri shway 7ram i've been harsh on him


@RawanAlX: Hey enta la tz3al ma kan '3a9di
@AbdullahAlX: Khla9 3adi
@RawanAlX: Akeeed?

He took 5 minutes to answer...

@AbdullahAlX: Ee
@RawanAlX: Laish 6awalt 3la ma trd?
@AbdullahAlX: DM zgaaan!
@RawanAlX: Loool ok:D
@AbdullahAlX: Rawan 3adi athefich whatsapp?

Mabi athefa 2 boys + boys in school kafy 3ndi bl whatsapp!

@RawanAlX: Sorry 3bdullah bas magdar
@AbdullahAlX: Laish? La tfakren '3la6 wallah bas 3shan DM khara wallah mu shay thani


I thought for a moment and then gave him my number, i started chatting with him, but i was surprised to know that he was 9ager's cousin
I was really scared to talk to 9ager when 3bdullah told me that he knew him, akeed 9ager ra7 yfham '3la6 w y3a9b. I don't want to lose him...


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It was that night, that worst night of my entire life. I never thought this day would actually come...

It was about 11:30pm...


See my mom's policy here ena lazem enam elsa3a 9 3shan elmdrsa bas 6ab3an ana ma anam ag3ad bdari ajabel elphone;p Shnu dyaya anam mbacher?:D


I was in bed mjabla my phone talking to 7mad & 9ager, swalef 3adya ;p

I then got a whatsapp from my mom, it was a joke, but i didn't bother myself to read it...


Rawan ya '3abya quick hide your phone your mom might come to your room and see you'tre not a sleep!!!

La Rawan your mom has total trust in you she'll not come.

Hide it Rawan before you regret it


And my thoughts kept on arguing, but it was shut by a squeak sound from the door...

The door slowly kept on opening, but i couldn't quite catch who was the one opening it...




It was my mom.



The moment she made the door fully opened that was the moment that i quickly hid my phone under the pillow and pretended to be asleep. but my plan didn't work. She caught me.

My mom came closer to me and by every step she make my heart skips a beat.


Told ya!

You're in big trouble Ms. Rawan!


Mom: "La wallah w ana 3bali nayma?"

I could hear her, but i just made myself like a fool and ignored her...

Mom: "Goumay goumay adri ga3da"

I couldn't ignore much, i slowly opened my eyes and saw her standing straight staring sharply at me...

Mom: "Wain eltalfon yebeeh" she ordered


Re7na feeeeeeehhaaa!!!!


Rawan: "La la khla9 wallah anam wallah" i held my phone closely to my chest so she won't be able to grab it...
Mom: "Yebeeh" she said sharply
Rawan: "Khla9 yuma wallah a7i6a 3la elsh7an w anam wallaah!"
Mom: "Rawan yebeeh!" she repeated with a high voice


7sait enha kanat shaka bshay

I gave her my phone quietly and placed my head on the pilllow hoping she won't open my phone...


Shit! My whatsapp notifications are on!!

Shit! I do not have a password for my phone!!

Allah yr7amni...


I stayed few moments just thinking about what will happen, and hoping that my mom will not check my phone




Mom: "Ma tst7ii 3la wayhik? Ma tkhaf 3la lkhawatik? 3balik elbnat l3ba 3bdik? Khou entw yal shbab kla ga9en 3la elbnat yalla rou7 w en shftik dag 3la hal raqam aw mkalem bnti mra thanya ya wailek" I heard my screaming from her room, she was really angry

At that precise moment i wished to die, 7mad & 9ager are not those kind of people i know them well. I felt numb. I kept thinking and thinking and thinking till my head exploded...
At that awful night i cried myslef to sleep.

Could the love that i gave 7mad & 9ager go to waste? NO! I love them, they became a part of my life now i can't easily let them go!!


I woke up bl '3a9b the next morning for school, but suddenlt it all hit me, all what happened yesterday just came in to my mind.


Please God be with me, i really need you. Forgive my mistakes, please god please.


I was late for school, so i quickly dressed up and went off to school with my father and brothers...


Could my mother tell my father? But that'll be worse! But my father is totally being good to me, ya3ni mu m3a9b!


I arrived to school and made my way directly to my class, i entered and sat on my seat without giving an attention to anyone...




At break, i told Jenan and jana what happened...


Jenan&Jana: "Chathaba!" she was shcoked
Rawan: "Wallah! Ana sma3t'ha t9arekh 3la wa7d mnhum ya 7mad ya 9ager"

They didn't say a word they sure was surprised...


At English class Jude was sitting next to me, and i can't hide on her anyhting, especially her...

Rawan: "Khathaw talfoni" i said in a low voice
Jude: "Ha?" she couldn't hear me
Rawan: "Khathaw talfoni" i repeated
Jude: "Chathaba"
Rawan: "wallah" i looked at the ground


Did i do something wrong? Ok maybe i did, bas ya3ni 7ram elwa7d y7ib? Shnu mushkelat elensan etha ta3alag bshakh9 9ar ohwa kl 7yata? Tra el7ub mu 3aib. el7ub yabi shakh9 yfhamla, shakh9 y3aref yt3amal ma3ah, shakh9 ya9ber w yt7amal. Bas wain elwa7d yelga kl hal mwa9efat bshakh9 wa7d bhal wagt?


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Chapter 13

Sorry for the delay guys:(

I wanna share with you something i just thought of...


Every single person in this life makes mistakes, latgouleli m7ad 3nda 3youb w m7ad b7yata swa shay '3la6. Tra elkamel allah w mafe a7ad '3aira...

Enzain laish eltkabor? Tra klna makhlou8en mn nafs eltrab, w tra eltakabor w el'3rour akhrat'ha nadam...

Bullying people is never okay! They have feelings! i've known people mn kethr ma y3ayboun 3laihum elnas ma gamaw ynamoun blail mn elbachi, ta3a8edaw wallah! Stop it jadd! Shnu el wanasa bl mawthou3?!

And others who complain about how small their house is, or what kinds of food they have. Say al7mdellah, other people are dying everyday just because they don't have a slice of bread eat, or a place to sleep...

Please, be friendly and loving to everyone. (الطيبون للطيبات)


The reason that i wanted to share with you this is because i wanted you to be more aware about what's happening in life.Life is hard, don't make it harder. Believe in everything and except it.


Adri 6awalt 3laikum sorry, enjoy xx

TRA IT'S A SHORT CHAPTER!
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At school everything seemed so different, i feel comfortable with my friends more than my family.


It was 7am...

Not all the girls at my class arrived yet, there was only me, jude, and layan...

As usual Layan mn el9b7 a'3ani w me & jude ma3ndna she'3l just to play along with her...


We sat at the bench waiting for 6abour el9ba7 to begin

I saw Fay just arrived to school, she looked at me, smiled and continued her way...


Fay is a wanted kind of girl for boys, elkel ytmanaha, she's really beautiful and i love her so much, but she shocked me when she agreed to talk to jarra7. Fay 3ndaha swalef 9bayan waaaayedd!


The day went boring and i had the same exact routine.



2 months later...


It is the first day in May...


I've learned a lot in the past 2 months, and i knew someone that made me even happier, 9ager...


Flashback...


It was a friday and i was at Marina Mall with Jenan, Jana, their mom, and her friend...

I checked twitter and saw that one person followed me...
9ager AlX is now following you...

I clicked as his avatar and saw 5 guys, i wasn't pretty sure which one he is. I read his bio and he was a volleyball player in Kuwait club & Kuwait national team...

I read his tweets and kept on retweeting them, then i got a dm...


9ager AlX: Thankyou for the rt ;p!
Rawan AlX: Np;p

I was surprised to see that he was continuing the chat, i thought for a moment...


I'm not cheating on 7mad am i?

Why is he still talking to me;s?


9ager AlX: Fathya?
Rawan AlX: Shwaya;p talfoni mafi sh7an :(
9ager AlX: Shnu talfonich?
Rawan AlX: iPhone;p u?
9ager AlX: Blackberry
Rawan AlX: Mmmm...
9ager AlX: Rawan 3adi athefich whatsapp?


Should i?

But i have 7mad, i love 7mad!

Shnu b9er ya3ni it's not like i'm going to love him!!


Rawan AlX: Ok 67******

Then i got a whatsapp from him...

We continued chatting as me and Jenan were complaining about low batteries we have...

Jenan: "Cham sh7an fe talfonich?" she asked
Rawan: "20" i answered
Jenan: "M9eeba!"
Rawan: "Hh laish enty cham?" i asked
Jenan: "10!"
Rawan: "Kaaak a7san"
Jenan: "Chub"


We went out of MArina Mall and to Jenan and Jana's house.
I sat with them waiting for my mom to pick me up...

Jenan and I quickly ran upstairs to charg our phones, kan fe wayerain so kl wa7d khatha wa7d and i continued my chat with 9ager...



Back to reality...


The relationship between me and 9ager grew bigger, but that didn't change anything between me and 7mad.

Both of them are different in their good ways. I love 7mad for who he is, he has a sense of humor i didn't see in 9ager, and 9ager has jelousy i didn't see in 7mad.
But i never got upset about 9ager's jelousy, infact i liked it.


25/5 is 9ager's birthday, he's turning 15...

9ager is thin, tall, tanned, short hair, brown eyes. Mra7 achathe 3laikum simply, 9ager jaikar unllike 7mad the sexy one ;D 
But even though jaikar shnu ya3ni? It's not about the appearance it never will be, galba abyath and that's what i care about;*



9ager: Rawan bagoulich shay


To be continued...

  

Chapter 12

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Our zwara was coming to an end and everybody started leaving, so we went out and off to my grandmother's house


We arrived and my cousin S3oud playing with his bb...


S3oud is 16 year old, an eleventh grader, tall w 7ail tanned, shwarba khafefa, always dreamed of being a 3askari, enshallah he will! S3oud is a totally hilarious guy, he's special.

I stepped into the living room and saw him playing with his bb, but i was surprised to see ena kan mgar3!


Rawan: "Sa3ouud yal 7ywann shmswy!!!!"
S3oud: "Shrayich bas" he winked at me7
Rawan: "Laa2! el sh3ar wain ra7"
S3oud: "Khasha t7t makhadeti, wain yrou7 y3ni ga6ouh"
Rawan: "La wai3 ma7ibekk sh3rik kan 3ajeb awal"


My mom stepped in...


Mom: "Sa3oud allah ykhesik shmswy"


S3oud got up and stammed his right foot on the ground and said "El 3askarya tabi elshj3an!" with a funny voice

They all went out leaving me and S3oud alone in the living room, i continued laughing about how stupid he was being.


Rawan: "Malal abi a6la3"
S3oud: "Goumay ana a6al3ich"
Rawan: "Wallah?"
S3oud: "Wallah goumay"
Rawan: "Omi mra7 tertha"
S3oud: "Laish ma tertha ana wyach khou goumay ana akalemha"


And he left leaving me alone in the living room waiting for him to come back...
After a long long wait he came...

Rawan: "Ha shgalat"
S3oud: "Ll2saf"
Rawan: "Khla9 3adi mra thanya" i looked at the ground

S3oud came closer and hit me from the back of my head

Rawan: "Ayy ya 7ywan y3awer"
S3oud: "Goumay yallah"
Rawan: "Wain?"
S3oud: "Ma taben t6l3en?"
Rawan: "Mu omi ma tertha?"
S3oud: "Ya 7bebti ana lma akalem a7d '3a9ben 3la obouhum yerthoun!!"
Rawan: "HEEYYAAA!! abi arou7 360 w adsh film!!"
S3oud: "Hhh enzain yallah goumay"


I quickly got up and went with S3oud and the driver to 360, it was my first time going out with S3oud.


S3oud and I booked our ticket for a film and started walking around waiting for the time to pass to enter the film...

Guys giving me looks started creeping me out!



Yakhi shyaboun hathol!!

Wai3 wai3


S3oud: "Shftehum ely twa shloun ykhzounich?" he was smiling
Rawan: "Ee" my heart started beating
S3oud: "Tra 3balhum ana 7bebich" he kept on smiling
Rawan: "Aham shay"


But the guys didn't leave, they kept on following us all the way till s3oud got fed up...

He turned back facing the guy...


S3oud: "7bebi enta ma tkhalena b7alna?"
The guy: "La2"
S3oud: "Ya 3ami twakal tra el ahal


The guy laughed. My heart was beating extremely fast! S3oud 7ail 7ail 3a9abi 3adi 7ail ydamem el wlad!


The guy: "Lahal ha? Tra 7bebi 8adema" he continued laughing

I grabbed s3oud from his arm, pulled him towards me, and forced him to look at me...


Rawan: "Maynoon?"
S3oud: .....
Rawan: "Khala ywali kharouf hatha"

S3oud laughed

Rawan: "Ee yuba eth7ak ana yaya astans mu abchi"
S3oud: "Laish tabchen?"
Rawan: "Huh? Laish abchi?"


I was confused, i didn't know what to say or what to do...

S3oud: "Rawan yanaity?" he started laughing at how somehow scared i was
Rawan: "Bas chub" i hit him playfully at the arm



We entered the film and had an amazing time! S3oud is a really a person who I had fun to be with, literally he's amazing<3


I went back home and remembered 7mad...


Shit! I haven't talked to him all day!!



I quickly entered whatsapp, 7mad's chat...

I had tons of messages from him...!


Rawan: 7mad sorry tawni ashouf talfoni knt 6al3a

He took a time to answer...

7mad: El6al3a aham mny 9a7?
Rawan: Laa! shaku wallah bas dshait film fa ma sheft my phone
7mad: Ok
Rawan: Allah ykhalek la tz3al
7mad: Mu za3lan
Rawan: Goul wallah


He didn't reply, and the last seen showed up!


Rawan: 7mad wallah ma kan 8a9di wallah ma a3edha knt dahsa film ma kan fe wakt akalmik w enta knt mahs'3oul 7mad allah ykhalek ana a7ibek mabi at'hawash m3ak plz asfa

7mad became online...

7mad: Rawon sama7tich ana asif 3a9abt 3laich .. A7ibch;;***
Rawan: ANA A7IBK AKTHARR!!!


I really meant it this time!

I spent the night talking to 7mad, i really loved him<3!


My day was made by two important and special people in life<3 They made me forget all my troubles and streesness in life. thanku a7ibkum 7ail!!


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Chapter 11

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I woke up the next morning, ahh it's friday, i love friday mornings<3

I got up from bed, went to the living room, and saw that Khaled and A7mad doing there random routine. Playing playstation.


It was 12pm..

I went to take a shower to get ready for our zwara.

Our zwara jedan 3adi ena el'3da eyi elsa3a 4, shay 6abe3ey 7ail


I finshed and went to change into my zwara clothes...
I wore a white tank top with a blazer on top, and a skinny beige jeans...
Applied some lipgloss and mascara and off to Andalous, my grandfather's house.



My family side is a huge family. Mashallah. They are all fun to be around mn el9'3er lai elkber;p

I entered and lucky me i saw baba 3li and his children. I said hi to all them and went to the dining room. I saw Meshari putting for him lunch.


Za8oom bba6na inshallah


I told yself, i was going to leave the dining room, but he stopped me.


Meshari: "Alsalam 3lakum Rawan"



Yabooouy! ;@


Rawan: "Hala Meshari laish yayen 3ndna elyoum?"
Meshari: "Obouy gal nsayer 3laikum shwy mdam elyoum elkel mawjoud"
Rawan: "Aha ok"

He was staring at me deeply, i can sense it.

Meshari: "Laish taben elfaka?"


Oh you don't know how much i want it!!!


Yakhi laish ent lzgaaaa!



Rawan: "Ha la shaku 7yakum allah" and i left


I went outside, sat in the third step of the stairs bl 7oush, plugged my earphones and played a song...

I whatsapp-ed 7mad...


Rawan: Fathy?


I got bored of waiting for him to reply, so i switched my chat with Jenan and saw that i she sent me a message...


Jenan: Rawon 3ndch instagram?
Rawan: Shnu hatha
Jenan: Nazleh wallah 3ajeeb!! Na9oor 3ndaa!

(Na9oor is Nasser Abass - My love<3)


I closed my whatsapp and switched to app store instead
I typed "intagram" on search and installed it

After some minutes of it installing i entered it, made an account, and followed all the people i know...


I didn't like it at first, maybe i didn't know how to use it well?


Rawan: Ma 3jabni ;s
Jenan: Bl 3akss!!!

I then recieved a whatsapp, 7mad.

7mad: 7yati ana bl zwara w kl shay ra7 y76ouna 3la rasi fa magdar akalmich inshallah bas aftha akalmich

I felt a little bit sad. I liked spending, or talking to 7mad in whatsapp, phone, or anywhere.
I feel like i'm on totally another planet when i talk to him.

Rawan: K
7mad: 7yati entay la tz3len amana wallah mu bedi
Rawan: Laish az3al 3adi shd3wa
7mad: Akeed?
Rawan: Akedain:*
7mad: A7bich
Rawan: Ana b3d


.....: "Rawoon? Shtsawen hni goumay '3da" 3ami Basil (Thalth wa7d mn ekhwan obouy)  call my name from behind

I quickly locked my phone and answered him...

Rawan: "Mu you3ana"
3ami Basil: "Mu bkaifch goumay el'3da 3laina elyoum yayben mais elghanim 3shanich w tra fe thooum" he smiled


I love to eat lebanse food, especially elshesh 6awouq w el3rayes<3 P.S: LAZEM M3AHUM THOUM!!


Rawan: "Hhh inshallah yallah al7en ayi" he left leaving me behind, i took a deep breath and entered the living made my way to the dining room

I placed in my plate what i needed and went to sit at my usual place (sometimes with my cousins) b 9alat elest8bal, it's different than the living room.


I placed my plate on the table and went again to the dining room to grab me a glass of pepsi, and guess who was 9bing the pepsi? (3jabtni 9bing)=D


Meshari.


I was standing right behind him, he didn't noticed me yet.

Rawan: "Dana 3adi t9beli pepsi?"

Dana is my 20 year old cousin, she's the daughter of my eldest aunt 3maima 7e9a. Dana is the youngest among 4 brothers and 1 sister, dana's brothers&sister are all married except for one, Mesh3al, he's old ya3ni madri mta bytzawaj -.-'


Meshari noticed my voice, so he turned his back and smiled at me.


Wai3 wai3!


Meshari: "Ana a9blich"

I made a "Wlaaih!" expression face, but he didn't noticed it.

I took the pepsi from her, went to my place and started eating till i was full!


Ya 7latik ya mais elghanim tshab3! Screw diet!  bal3a ya 7bebi bal3a

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Chapter 10

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I woke up the next day and went to school, i had 2 periods of science at the begging. KILL ME!

I went to class, sat next to Jude in the front row, and stared at my science teacher without understanding a word she says.
I wasn't really good in science nor math, bas amashai 7ali ;p

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It was Thursday, i went out of school to the car and off to my grandmother's house (Zwara)

I took my phone from my maid at school and tweeted "It"s a weekend BABY!!!" and then started talking to 7mad...

When we arrived i placed my phone in my pocket, entered, said hi, and went to change my school uniform.
After i finished i went directly to the dining room and saw the table, m6abag zbaide...

Rawan: "Yuma laish msawen smach!" i told my grandmother
Grandmother: "Bl 3aks shoufay sh7lata eyanin"
Rawan: "Ma7ib"
Grandmother: "Rou7ay goulelhum khal ysawoulich nuggets w bu6a6"
Rawan: "La khla9 mabi"


I went to sit in the living room chatting to 7mad while everybody else was eating...

7mad: T'3daity?
Rawan: La2
7mad: Laish!
Rawan: Msawen smach ma7ib;s
7mad: A7laa shayyy elsmaachhh!!!
Rawan: Ma7iba;&
7mad: Ok rou7y eklilch shay thani
Rawan: Klait bl mdrsa mu you3ana
7mad: Mmmm...
7mad: Wain btrou7en elyoum?
Rawan: Madri wallah you?
7mad: Madri
Rawan: Ana yemkin 360 m3a 3yal khalalti
7mad: Bashoufich


Hala obouy;$


Rawan: Mmmm ok;p


I didn't tell Aisha nor anyone from my family about 7mad yet, but they know about hatha shsma :)


They all started coming to the living, so i excused myself from talking to 7mad a bit and sit with my family. I sat next to Aisha...

Aisha: "Rawon nsait agolch bnrou7 m3a 3yal khali 3bdullah 360 elyoum btyen?"


Yes! Yes! A HUNDRED YESS!!


Rawan: "Mta?"
Aisha: "Che b3d shwy"
Rawan: "La2 shloun ana mu yayba mlabs 3adla"
Aisha: "Ok ng6ch elbait badlay b3dain nrou7"
Rawan: "Ee ok yallah trou7on al7en?"
Aisha: "Yallah"
Rawan: "FWAIZ!" I shouted to my cousin Aisha's older sister Fawzia, but nobody calls her that. Some Fofo, Foz, Fwaiz 3al mjaz ;p
Foz: "Hala" she shouted back
Rawan: "Yallah bnroou7"
Foz: "Okaayy"


We waited for her in the car and once she arrived we drove to my house to change my dress.

Am i really going to see 7mad? Is what i'm doing right? How i'm going to act infront of him i've never seen a guy i've talked to before. Than the one i know ya3ni.



I went home, wore my pink pants and pink short sleeves t-shirt with wite spots on it, a white business jacket on top of it, and my white gucci shoes.
I grabbed my phone and went to the car where Foz and Aisha waited for me.

Foz: "Allah jakaitch 7lu b3dain bakhtha mnich"
Rawan: "Hhh khair enshallah"


Let me talk about Foz. She's now bl 9j 21 years old, she's in first year college, adri some are asking how bas she repeated high school 2 times. She's the eldest one her family, she's older than Aisha by 2 years. Foz 3ndha swalef boys bas mu bas wa7ed, athnain w thalath w arba3 etc...

Aisha is the opposite, she has only one relationship from 2 years now, bas allah ma ketab b3dain bgoulkum shnu 89at Aisha...



360 is so crowded bas ham a7iba, it's my favorite mall!

We found a parking lot, parked and went inside, i recieved a message from 7mad...

7mad: Wainch?
Rawan: Tawni dasha
7mad: Ana b3d


My heart started to beat fast, we are going to meet my other cousins near Gap

We entered gap and started joking around till my phone rang, Incoming Call, Layoosh


Actually Laila bas we call her Layoosh;p She's as Aisha's age and the eldest among 4 sisters y3ni ehya elkhamsa ;p Laila now is in KU studying mechanical engineering w she's very affectionate

 

Rawan: "Aloo?"
Laila: "Ha rawon wainkum?"
Rawan: "Gap wentw?"
Laila: "Kana yayenkum"
Rawan: "Yallah ok na6renkum"
Laila: "Yallah ok bbye"
Rawan: "Bye"

I hung up and told Aisha and Foz that they're on there way, but i was interrupted by phone clicking, it was a message from 7mad...

7mad: Wainch
Rawan: Gap
7mad: Dakhel?
Rawan: Ee
7mad: Ok ogfay mu tt7rkain
Rawan: K;s


I stood there observing my phone giving my back to the door...

7mad: Shnu labsa?
Rawan: Abyath
7mad: W t7t wardi?


Oh My God.


Rawan: Ee
7mad: Kaaak shftch
Rawan: La t'th7ak
7mad: Asif
Rawan: Ok


Layoosh and her sisters came and we greeted them and went oout of Gap, and that's when my eye and 7mad's eye saw eachother for the first time. You know when they say that you love a person from a first sight? Well, i didn't only love, infact, i adored 7mad's sparkling brown eyes.

I looked at him for a moment, smiled an inncoent smile, and went to catch up with the others...

I turned back to see if 7mad was following us, or me, and yes he is.


7mad: Lat6len;p
Rawan: Enshallah 3ami;p
7mad: Yakhi adri eni jamel bas khla9 mu jdam elnas y3ni;$
Rawan: The8aaa!!
7mad: Lazem =))
Rawan: Loool

We went to the money machine because Layoosh wanted some money, and then we continued our day...



Everything was going perfect we were standing at the entrance infunity till some group of guys started flirting...
3ad shfkna mn '3erat 7mad al7en!

Guy1: "Wrabi jamela bas th3fay tra elmtn mu zain"
Guy2: "Ya jamel enta"
Guy3: "Shd3wa elnafseyah"

I checked whatsapp...


7mad: Rawan '3ayray mukanich

I ignored because thr choice wasn't my choice and i can't tell them about 7mad w '3erta now cause it's not the right place nor time!

7mad: Rawaan!!!
Rawan: Halla
7mad: "3ayray mukanich"
Rawan: "Ok"

I raised my head up to say to my cousins to change our place but i saw them entering infunity...


Uuuuuuuuffffffff !!!!!!!


I went after them and 7mad called...

Rawan: "Aloo?" i said shyly
7mad: "Laish dakhltay?"
Rawan: "Madri 3yal khalti dshaw"
7mad: "6l3ay!"
Rawan: "Magdar arou7 brou7i wyahum ana"
7mad: "Rawan 6l3ay! kla 9bayan dakhel ray7en twa3doun 9a7" his voice started to get higher and i liked it, i liked his jelousy


T'3ar w 7ta mn elhwa? Ya wail 7ali ya hwa! Khafef mn el'3era 3lay le galb '3airek ma nwa<3


Rawan: "3wash bas emshaw khan6la3"
Aisha: "Uff wai3 za7ma emshaw"
Rawan: "Yallah ka 6ala3t"
7mad: "3bali b3d"
Rawan: "Hh yallah ok bye"
7mad: "Bye"

Whatsapp...

7mad: Taben elfaka 9a7?
Rawan: Shaku!
7mad: 3yall laish gltay bye
Rawan: Madri 3bali ma tabi tgoul shay]
7mad: Mmmm...

We went out and 7mad was still following till we ate dinner and went out home, i slept at Aisha's house and IT WAS THE BEST DAY I HAVE EVER HAD!



Al7en 3raftaw elsr ely khalani a3shag 360? La2ana yjma3na b nas, yemkin ma n7bhum, ma y7bouna, but so what? At least you saw them and knew they were living OK! Don't like them? Just fake smile and keep walking! Don't stop your life on people ain't worth it. You got me people? :D


To be continued...

 

Chapter 9

Here's chapter 9 tweeps! ;p

Enjoy it xx
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Time was passing like a turtle, actually it never passes quickly:)


FINALLY! It was time for us to go back home, i went, ate lunch, and went to my room to do my homework, well i actually i checked my phone first ;p


I entered whatsapp and had a message from 7mad
I clicked on him and just froze in my place with my mouth wide open staring at the screen...


7mad medak tgoul chethii !!!;o


I was extremely shocked that i found myself typing "Me too"

My mind was stuck with the words that 7mad said, i held my phone and kept on reading this day's chat whenever i was free. Espacially the "I love you" part.


Ya3ni you couldn't wait?

W ana el'3bya said me too 3ad ta3aly al7en fahmeh ena la sh3ouryan ktabt'ha


It's 6pm, i recieved a whatsapp from 7mad...

7mad: Sorry ma rdait knt nayem!
Rawan: Noum al3wafi
7mad: Allah y3afech;*
Rawan: ;*
7mad: Ok rawan enty 9j t7beni?


Ana ma a7ibek 7mad bas ham ma akrhik!


Rawan: A7ibek 7sbat okhouy elkber 7mad
7mad: 7sbat okhou?:)
Rawan: Ee laish enta ma t7bni 7sbat ekht?
7mad: Ee embala 7sbat ekht :)
Rawan: Eeeh ok<3;*
7mad: :)
Rawan: Shga3d tsawi?
7mad: Banam
Rawan: Bas tawik ga3d!
7mad: Dekht ya3ni shnu elwa7ed ma ydoukh
Rawan: Oula kalaitny!;s Noum al3wafi
7mad: Y3afech

I closed my phone and place it to charge and went to sit with my family a bit.


Mom: "Ha Rawan zain shfnach"
Rawan: "Shd3wa"
Dad: "Khou enty etha dashaity eldar ma t6l3en mnha"
Rawan: "Knt gam adrs" i lied, i didn't even open my bag
Mom: "Nshouf elshahada 3ala kl hal derasa"
Rawan: "Eee"


I sat watching tv, and my parents talking, but my mind wasn't with them at all. My mind was with 7mad.


Why am i caring this much about him?

Because you love him idiot!

No i don't! He's a brother to me, i can't trust boys after what i saw from Jarra7.


I couldn't help it anymore i went to my room, closed the door, w jabalt my phone...
I whatsapped Jenan and told her what happened, not Jude cause i was not in the mood to talk to anybody else than Jenan because she's really understanding, trustworthy, and give advices!

Rawan: Jenano!:'(
Jenan: Hala
Rawan: Ana akalem wa7ed esma 7mad...

I told all the story from A to Z...

Jenan: Enzain w al7en shbtsawen?
Rawan: Madri tkalmena?
Jenan: Shagoula !
Rawan: Ena ma kan 8a9di w ana a7iba
Jenan: Wain agoula ?
Rawan: Whatsapp ;s
Jenan: Ok
Rawan: Hach hatha ra8ma 99******
Jenan: Ok
Rawan: Wallah tra ana ta3alagt feh 7ywan 7baita!!
Jenan: LOOL
Rawan: Sway capture hal jumla dzeha 7ga bas chna mu ana gayltlich sway capture!
Jenan: Ok =))

I left Jenan for a few moments to talk with 7mad, but then i recieved a whatsapp, it was 7mad...


7mad: Ana 7ywan?


KAAAAAKKK=))


Rawan: Shnu mnu gal :|
7mad: Yadi
Rawan: Mmmm...
7mad: Asif
Rawan: La tgoul asif khla9 3adi
7mad: Akeed?
Rawan: Akeed 2 times ;p
7mad: Rawano a7ibech wallah jad ta3alagt fech wayed ma 3umri 7sait wla fakart eni ra7 a7ibech aw at3alag fech hal kethr

I was surprised! I kept on staring on the screen reading what he wrote, i felt the same way to you 7mad.

I switched my chat with 7mad to Jenan...

Rawan: WALLAH A7IBECHHH THANKYOOUUU!!!!!!
Jenan: Anytime sis :**

I switched the chat back to 7mad...

Rawan: Ana b3d a7ibek w ana b3d knt nafs 7sasik
7mad: Nabde 9af7a ydeda?
Rawan: Laish la2;p
7mad: Esmi 7mad AlX 3umri 16 barsha is my life<3 A7ib wayed al3ab sony w a7ib wa7da ma methlha a7ad<3


Hehehehehehe e7im e7im ;$;$


Rawan: Mnu hal w7da ballah?
7mad: Fe '3airech?
Rawan: Madri ;$
7mad: Amoot 3la ely yst7oun<3<3
Rawan: Hehehe ;$
7mad: K yallah dourich
Rawan: Esmi Rawan AlX 3umri 13-.- mdrsa kha9a bs klish mali sh'3l bl 9bayan (Ok that was a lie :D!) 3ndi 2 brothers bs ana akbar w7da ;p Eeh w a7ib wa7id ma mthla a7ad ;$<3
7mad: La wallah? Mnu hatha
Rawan: Wa7ed esma 7mad AlX
7mad: Hala obouy
Rawan: Hala feek;$


And we continued chatting till we both fell asleep...

Chapter 8

HELLO!:D

How are u! Truely sorry for the delay bas i was out of town for a week :$

Here's chapter 8 i hope you like it, but please you're not giving me feedbacks! I NEED FEEDBACKS!

Enjoy this chapter you beautiful readers ;p xxx
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Rawan AlX: Galey ena yabi rfejti :)
7mad AlX: Aham shay! sh9ar fech enty!!?
Rawan AlX: Ma 9ar shay 3adi yrou7 ohwa eyi '3aira ana ma awagef 7yati 3la nas ma tstahel:*
7mad AlX: Wallah 3afya 3laich<3
Rawan AlX: Haha ;p
7mad AlX: Enzain w enty lail7en t7bena?


What should i tell you 7mad?

I do. A lot. But can i tell you that?


Rawan AlX: Ee bas mu nafs awal ya3ni awal akthar

He kept quiet for like half an hour and then replied...

7mad AlX: Etha gal yabech mara thanya btrdela?

Wtf akeed no! Well, madri :'(


Rawan AlX: Akeeed la2 !;s
7mad AlX: Mmmm..Asif 3al su2al
Rawan AlX: 3adi shd3wa;*
7mad AlX: Ya3ni mu m39ba ?
Rawan AlX: Laish a3a9b ;s
7mad AlX: Madri yemkin t'6aygtay mn as2lti
Rawan AlX: La shaku 3adi ;*
7mad AlX: Ashwa ;p
Rawan AlX: Hehe;p
7mad AlX: Solfay
Rawan AlX: Shagoul
7mad AlX: Shtswen
Rawan AlX:Ga3da asolef whatsapp weya group 3yal khawali
7mad AlX: 3ndich whatsapp w mkhalyatni akalmich hni !!


Sh8a9da ya3ni -.-!


Rawan AlX: Umm ee :/
7mad AlX: Cham ra8mich basolef wyach whatsapp dm wayed y3aleg


6ab3an hatha 3ethr kl 9bay;)

W ana el'3bya 36aita ra8mi :):):)


Rawan AlX: 67******


I then quickly recieved a whatsapp, it was an unknown number that says: Hi again rawonti ;p


Wtf i'm not your Rawan Mr. 7mad! ;@


Rawan: 7mad?
7mad: 3youna


Sh9ar feh el walad kharaf ??;s


Rawan: Shga3d tkharb6 ;s
7mad: Ma khrba6t
Rawan: Shnu rawonti w 3youna wain ga3den ;s
7mad: Tdren enich mu kafu a7ad ydal3ich :)

I kept quiet.

Rawan: I'm sorry.
7mad: Ana dekht banam gn
Rawan: 7mad
7mad: ?
Rawan: Sorry
7mad: T9b7en 3la khair rawan:)

All what i could reply was "Wenta mn ahla" as simple as that.

I shouldn't be mad tra 9j shd3wa ma gal shay el wlad why am i being so harsh on him somehow?
Maybe he's different than Jarra7, he's a white-hearted guy i could assure to you that.

I like 7mad and i don't want to lose him. He's my joy now, people say that  friends and family are their joy yes i agree, but not always. Family can hear your problems, but never give you advices to help you. Freinds can help you, but lets face it, they have their own problems to care about.


Fuck Jarra7 and his memories:) I don't care about him anymore!:) I don't wanna mess up my life because of him


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I woke up the next day without checking my phone, i was not in the mood...
I dragged my self to school or should i say hell:)


I HATE SCHOOL!!! And believe me nobody hates it as much as i do ;)


Time was passing like a turtle, actually it never passes quickly:)




FINALLY! It was time for us to go back home, i went, ate lunch, and went to my room to do my homework, well i actually i checked my phone first ;p


I entered whatsapp and had a message from 7mad
I clicked on him and just froze in my place with my mouth wide open staring at the screen...


7mad medak tgoul chethii !!!;o


I was extremely shocked that i found myself typing "Me too"



To be continued...